Artcow Jonathan Wojcik / Bogleech / Scythemantis

[BLASTERRIFLE]

He’s still going on about this person who he’s calling pissman. I think he nicknamed them this to be funny (I think they also said that potty humour isn’t good in retaliation to this guy?)

Apparently this guy has a fetish or pushes horrible humour about scat to random tumblrites even if they’re blocked. He also had a mentally ill person send Jonathan mail “without his consent” (I wish I could use this for bills).

This stuff is getting absolutely hilarious . Apparently people feel “unsafe” from the targeted harassment through DM’s about these piss/joke fetishes? I don’t wanna be that dick to say it, but nigga just walk away from the computer. How do these people survive without getting a brain hemorrhage on places like 4chan?

It’s also kind of funny how people like this constantly want sympathy and understanding of the mentally unwell unless the behaviour doesn’t suit them. I’m not sure if this guy is just being a dick to Jonathan or is actually psychologically ill, but his over-dramatic reaction to just another weirdo on a blogging website known for its over-sexualized userbase blows my mind.

Maybe he’ll delete everything, but it’s a good chance to see how bogleech gets absolutely nuts over the stupidest shit. I’m sure come October he’ll be just as entertaining

 

[Just wandering]

What I retrieved on the pissguy saga, will I looked at the archive, it started roughly the 30 jaunary and bog still fight the guy. Beetledrink didn't post as much(maybe just for one day) , look like contrary to bogleech (s)he don't want this to degenerate further.
Syril(one of the accused) is a special nutcase his first post related to this is like 2 day earlier it a huge tldr https://siryl.tumblr.com/post/190503252085 it's a huge amalagate of poorly constructed defense, like the link, syril claim they are proof of them directly accusing noah, but they never mention noah name. Also ''exemple'' of harrassement wich aren't...
Talked with beetledrink, nothing new that aren't already posted to say
I know you guy like to watch a good tard fight but I think syril deserve a little thread if he he dosen't have yet

BTW the mentally ill that sended stuff to jhonny I think it syril himself

 

[UnsufficentBoobage]

 

[Witthel]

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Out of all the autistic and dumb shit that this pathetic faggot has spewed, this is so far the only thing that's made me shocked and angry. Seriously, to me celebrating someone's death (Unless they've done something truly heinous like mass murder) is fucking disgusting, especially if your sole reason for celebration is because you disliked their particular brand of politics.

 

[Peep Plops]

Out of all the autistic and dumb shit that this pathetic faggot has spewed, this is so far the only thing that's made me shocked and angry. Seriously, to me celebrating someone's death (Unless they've done something truly heinous like mass murder) is fucking disgusting, especially if your sole reason for celebration is because you disliked their particular brand of politics.

Stunted emotional growth directly contributes to a lack of empathy, something a lot of so-called leftists display these days. Just look at how often these ghouls will celebrate others' misfortune and instinctively shout down opposing viewpoints without even attempting to debate them. The idea of trying to understand differing ideas is a way to quickly get unpersoned and branded "nazi-adjacent" and thus such notions must be discarded in order to propagate group-think and the sense of being "on the right side of history".

 

[Baglunch]

Well, long story short, Jonathan and I were friends from when Elfwood/Lothlorien was still a thing, until 2014, when I got into a fight with his harridan-shrew fiancee over whether or not she had the power to order me to post on my own social media account about whatever civil rights horror show catches her eye, whereupon Jonathan disowned me as a friend when I decided I had the right to stand up to his harridan-shrew fiancee and tell her "no."
Fast forward to August of 2019 in deviantart where he started harassing another former friend of his. I was repeatedly mentioned by Jonathan as being an "Alt-Right (Neo)Nazi" and a "pedophile" and apparently one of the primary sources of all his troubles. And in order to prove that I was a pedophile, he created another deviantart account, "stantonium" in order to impersonate me so he could show said former friend child pornography that "I" allegedly made. And then he was reported to the admins there and got banned from deviantart for 3 months.

K, I know it's supposed to be suicide to show to your own thread on here, or I thought it was because I thought the stated purpose of this forum was to pick people out to organize raids and doxxings or something, the way everyone always talked about it. Seems like that's not really the case, though?

I just feel forced to post because this particular story about pedophilia/nazi accusations on deviantart is completely new to me. I didn't use Deviantart at all in August 2019 except one note about bugs that I replied to, I didn't make or ever heard of "stantonium" or any of these events, never talked to any friend of his about anything being wrong with him and I can't even begin to imagine what art of his could ever possibly be construed as pedophilic. He only draws invertebrates and dinosaurs and stuff, and not even "anthro" or anything. He's in scientific illustration. In all the time I've known him he's never even brought up the topic of anything sexual, and his style is so distinct that there's no way anybody could pass anything else off as his. It's just impossible.

I got concerned years ago that he had friends who, during the Ferguson protests, were posting stuff about how it's "actually black terrorism" and shit and those seemed so opposite of this guy's typical views (no matter what you guys here think of that stuff) it just really weirded me out. I always knew him to be someone who would find that horrifying and wouldn't want to associate with that. Maybe I wasn't clear enough that this was my worry, he didn't see me talk about it before he saw my spouse bring it up along with one other person I didn't really know, got upset and blocked us all and that was the last I ever heard from him. Years later I asked one of his friends if I could talk to him about that, still wondering if it was a mistake, and that's when he made some bizarre post on his DA telling people I was going to accuse him of pedophilia. I had no clue where that would have come from and thought he was just being malicious, but now it looks like he thinks I was part of some whole other drama going on that I never saw. It's genuinely freaking me out and I wish he'd just email me or something or show me where this happened. There's literally no conceivable reason I'd accuse him of pedo or nazi shit without him actually posting things like that, and he never did, and he isn't the kind of person who ever remotely would. I can't even imagine who would get pissed off at him enough to attempt that or why, he's completely mild about everything and as far as I know stays out of all "drama."

I may as well clarify the Siryl stuff too:

This stuff is getting absolutely hilarious . Apparently people feel “unsafe” from the targeted harassment through DM’s about these piss/joke fetishes? I don’t wanna be that dick to say it, but nigga just walk away from the computer. How do these people survive without getting a brain hemorrhage on places like 4chan?

It’s also kind of funny how people like this constantly want sympathy and understanding of the mentally unwell unless the behaviour doesn’t suit them. I’m not sure if this guy is just being a dick to Jonathan or is actually psychologically ill, but his over-dramatic reaction to just another weirdo on a blogging website known for its over-sexualized userbase blows my mind.

Lee doesn't remotely scare me and I'm not his big target at all, nor did he ever send me his toilet stuff unless you count his creepypasta submissions. He has a list of other people he's obsessed with and not only finds ways to keep messaging them, but gave them reason to believe he had private information he shouldn't have been able to get and he's slowly escalated that for years straight. I don't think he's capable of anything, but everybody got sick of it and wanted to come forward since outright ignoring him made no difference in the pattern. I'm only involved at all because he thinks they tricked me into siding with them, so he's sent me outright thousands of messages begging me to use my blog to defend him. You can find what else people have to say about him easily enough, and I don't think you'd feel in the end like reactions to him are all that silly on our part. He's objectively absurd but his level of devotion to something that absurd is what makes it creepy.


I don't want to make a personal Q&A out of this thread and would rather never even have to revisit it, but what I've skimmed of the rest of these posts is genuinely weird to me. A few people seem so angry at me and think I'm so vicious and nasty, but it feels like they're condensing only the extreme 1% most negative interactions I ever have with anyone into one place. Anyone who messages me nicely gets a nice response, even people shitty by you guys standards if they really only wanted to talk. I've never thought I was "woke" (a term nobody seriously uses to my knowledge, it was already considered embarrassing fake lingo by the time I even heard of it) or into "social justice." To me it always felt like I have mundane opinions on these things and that I weigh in on them less than the average person even, but maybe everyone lives in a different social media environment and just has their own standards for what all that means.

 

[Just wandering]

O hi bog! I believe your side that you didn't do an overly Machiavellic sheme to discredit Mr. A. He didn't have any proof and statonium don't fit your style.
but he's right on the case that your wife harrassed him you don't even hide it
I saw your post on tumblr complaining about people offended by your post... btw tumblr is a public site, everyone see it(even the one you blocked), don't complain you have any kind of negative reaction because of a controversial post because you were the one who posted without a second tough. ANd don't say the bullshit all my follower agree with me, this is tumblr you can block any user that don't agree with you and yes you do. Plus anybody that don't like your face and don't want to fight will just ignore you. Therefore your perception will be biased anyway.
And don't downplay your shit anti social behavor. If no one ''complain'' isn't always because they aren't offended,
Rememeber the non stop harrasement on my youtube video + the tumblr vagueposting since 1 month and half? I do remember, so don't play the victim
And don't expect I will abandon my 9 month old fanproject that I was already here for 7 month before the kiwifarm post

 

[BLASTERRIFLE]

K, I know it's supposed to be suicide to show to your own thread on here, or I thought it was because I thought the stated purpose of this forum was to pick people out to organize raids and doxxings or something, the way everyone always talked about it. Seems like that's not really the case, though?

I just feel forced to post because this particular story about pedophilia/nazi accusations on deviantart is completely new to me. I didn't use Deviantart at all in August 2019 except one note about bugs that I replied to, I didn't make or ever heard of "stantonium" or any of these events, never talked to any friend of his about anything being wrong with him and I can't even begin to imagine what art of his could ever possibly be construed as pedophilic. He only draws invertebrates and dinosaurs and stuff, and not even "anthro" or anything. He's in scientific illustration. In all the time I've known him he's never even brought up the topic of anything sexual, and his style is so distinct that there's no way anybody could pass anything else off as his. It's just impossible.

I got concerned years ago that he had friends who, during the Ferguson protests, were posting stuff about how it's "actually black terrorism" and shit and those seemed so opposite of this guy's typical views (no matter what you guys here think of that stuff) it just really weirded me out. I always knew him to be someone who would find that horrifying and wouldn't want to associate with that. Maybe I wasn't clear enough that this was my worry, he didn't see me talk about it before he saw my spouse bring it up along with one other person I didn't really know, got upset and blocked us all and that was the last I ever heard from him. Years later I asked one of his friends if I could talk to him about that, still wondering if it was a mistake, and that's when he made some bizarre post on his DA telling people I was going to accuse him of pedophilia. I had no clue where that would have come from and thought he was just being malicious, but now it looks like he thinks I was part of some whole other drama going on that I never saw. It's genuinely freaking me out and I wish he'd just email me or something or show me where this happened. There's literally no conceivable reason I'd accuse him of pedo or nazi shit without him actually posting things like that, and he never did, and he isn't the kind of person who ever remotely would. I can't even imagine who would get pissed off at him enough to attempt that or why, he's completely mild about everything and as far as I know stays out of all "drama."

I may as well clarify the Siryl stuff too:



Lee doesn't remotely scare me and I'm not his big target at all, nor did he ever send me his toilet stuff unless you count his creepypasta submissions. He has a list of other people he's obsessed with and not only finds ways to keep messaging them, but gave them reason to believe he had private information he shouldn't have been able to get and he's slowly escalated that for years straight. I don't think he's capable of anything, but everybody got sick of it and wanted to come forward since outright ignoring him made no difference in the pattern. I'm only involved at all because he thinks they tricked me into siding with them, so he's sent me outright thousands of messages begging me to use my blog to defend him. You can find what else people have to say about him easily enough, and I don't think you'd feel in the end like reactions to him are all that silly on our part. He's objectively absurd but his level of devotion to something that absurd is what makes it creepy.


I don't want to make a personal Q&A out of this thread and would rather never even have to revisit it, but what I've skimmed of the rest of these posts is genuinely weird to me. A few people seem so angry at me and think I'm so vicious and nasty, but it feels like they're condensing only the extreme 1% most negative interactions I ever have with anyone into one place. Anyone who messages me nicely gets a nice response, even people shitty by you guys standards if they really only wanted to talk. I've never thought I was "woke" (a term nobody seriously uses to my knowledge, it was already considered embarrassing fake lingo by the time I even heard of it) or into "social justice." To me it always felt like I have mundane opinions on these things and that I weigh in on them less than the average person even, but maybe everyone lives in a different social media environment and just has their own standards for what all that means.

You should make a separate blog for your ideas about politics and personal relationships. If you want to spread more messages about science and monsters. You’re spending more and more time complaining than you are creating your own things.

It might be healthy for you to listen to some right-wing philosophers or celebrities with an open mind. I’m not right wing, but if you play devils advocate and be sympathetic you can find merit in a lot of things they talk about. You don’t have to agree, but you don’t also have to post on your blog preaching to the choir of hundreds of people on tumblr complaining. It’s embarrassing and you’re honestly more intelligent to constantly be acting so irrationally biased. I personally enjoyed listening to Dan Crenshaw, Andy ngo and Jordan Peterson on the Joe Rogan podcast (Bernie sanders was even on too!). Stephen crowder has the whole “change my mind” thing, but he’s kind of a comedian. It’s good to listen.

Also, nobody is siding with piss guy here and you don’t have to defend yourself, it’s just an embarrassing situation that’s easy to laugh at.

Nobody who stands by the things they say should be afraid of doxxing. You haven’t done anything morally wrong and no one here is going to lie about you or believe you’re some kind of a Nazi. (This behaviour comes from tumblr more ironically). It’s just threads laughing at, complaining about or lamenting the embarrassing behaviour of others.

 

[KimCoppolaAficionado]

O hi bog! I believe your side that you didn't do an overly Machiavellic sheme to discredit Mr. A. He didn't have any proof and statonium don't fit your style.
but he's right on the case that your wife harrassed him you don't even hide it
I saw your post on tumblr complaining about people offended by your post... btw tumblr is a public site, everyone see it(even the one you blocked), don't complain you have any kind of negative reaction because of a controversial post because you were the one who posted without a second tough. ANd don't say the bullshit all my follower agree with me, this is tumblr you can block any user that don't agree with you and yes you do. Plus anybody that don't like your face and don't want to fight will just ignore you. Therefore your perception will be biased anyway.
And don't downplay your shit anti social behavor. If no one ''complain'' isn't always because they aren't offended,
Rememeber the non stop harrasement on my youtube video + the tumblr vagueposting since 1 month and half? I do remember, so don't play the victim
And don't expect I will abandon my 9 month old fanproject that I was already here for 7 month before the kiwifarm post

Dude, come on. Don't use this thread to carry on some shitty internet beef. This site is for documenting internet drama, not inciting it.

 

[Baglunch]

O hi bog! I believe your side that you didn't do an overly Machiavellic sheme to discredit Mr. A. He didn't have any proof and statonium don't fit your style.
but he's right on the case that your wife harrassed him you don't even hide it
I saw your post on tumblr complaining about people offended by your post... btw tumblr is a public site, everyone see it(even the one you blocked), don't complain you have any kind of negative reaction because of a controversial post because you were the one who posted without a second tough. ANd don't say the bullshit all my follower agree with me, this is tumblr you can block any user that don't agree with you and yes you do. Plus anybody that don't like your face and don't want to fight will just ignore you. Therefore your perception will be biased anyway.
And don't downplay your shit anti social behavor. If no one ''complain'' isn't always because they aren't offended,
Rememeber the non stop harrasement on my youtube video + the tumblr vagueposting since 1 month and half? I do remember, so don't play the victim
And don't expect I will abandon my 9 month old fanproject that I was already here for 7 month before the kiwifarm post

Now see, lots of people have fair points that I can get worked up, hyperbolic and rude about "politics," but you brought that up waaay more than I actually did it. I could post something totally apolitical and you would show up in my private messages with a long speech exactly like this post of yours, about how you think I have a non-stop problem with internet rage and political radicalism. If I explained that you were misreading things you would argue that I'm incorrect about what my own posts mean, which you actually do again in your first post to this thread if I'm reading it right. You always kept saying I was too rude about "anti vaxx and flat earth" but I'm pretty sure most people find those things stupid and so did you, so it's like even when you agreed with me on something you just hated how I expressed opinions in general, once even saying something like "I wish you would delete all your politics so I could like you more."

What you're leaving out here is that you messaged me that way hundreds of times since 2015 and I was still nice about it until only months ago. I kept telling you, you could just follow my comic and my site without following my blog if my blog makes you so upset all the time. It took so long for me to get annoyed by this, but as soon as I do you take it to kiwifarms to talk as if I was a total rageaholic. You also try to say I've constantly harassed you when I only tried to confront you about all this once on tumblr and commented on one video of your fangame.

Admittedly people always convinced me kiwifarms existed specifically to try and doxx people to ruin them in real life, so I did think those were the lengths you were trying to go to over nothing but a block. Instead, it feels like people on here might agree that you should've just quit reading my tumblr instead of getting mad at it that many times for that long. It's not like I hate you or anything, you just kept being pushy about something after I kept asking you to maybe do something else. When someone whose blog I follow starts to bother me, I usually just unfollow instead of making it a personal confrontation every time.

You should make a separate blog for your ideas about politics and personal relationships. If you want to spread more messages about science and monsters. You’re spending more and more time complaining than you are creating your own things.

I've thought about that, it's hard to decide what to do when some people say they're glad I'm open about that stuff in the same place, but, even people who feel the way I do can be brought down because they scrolled my blog for some cool science stuff and got hit with a news article about a rape trial or impending war.

It really is good advice you're giving. I originally made the tumblr as just a personal all-purpose blog but you can't really keep something that way for long without alienating everybody.

 

[BLASTERRIFLE]

Now see, lots of people have fair points that I can get worked up, hyperbolic and rude about "politics," but you brought that up waaay more than I actually did it. I could post something totally apolitical and you would show up in my private messages with a long speech exactly like this post of yours, about how you think I have a non-stop problem with internet rage and political radicalism. If I explained that you were misreading things you would argue that I'm incorrect about what my own posts mean, which you actually do again in your first post to this thread if I'm reading it right. You always kept saying I was too rude about "anti vaxx and flat earth" but I'm pretty sure most people find those things stupid and so did you, so it's like even when you agreed with me on something you just hated how I expressed opinions in general, once even saying something like "I wish you would delete all your politics so I could like you more."

What you're leaving out here is that you messaged me that way hundreds of times since 2015 and I was still nice about it until only months ago. I kept telling you, you could just follow my comic and my site without following my blog if my blog makes you so upset all the time. It took so long for me to get annoyed by this, but as soon as I do you take it to kiwifarms to talk as if I was a total rageaholic. You also try to say I've constantly harassed you when I only tried to confront you about all this once on tumblr and commented on one video of your fangame.

Admittedly people always convinced me kiwifarms existed specifically to try and doxx people to ruin them in real life, so I did think those were the lengths you were trying to go to over nothing but a block. Instead, it feels like people on here might agree that you should've just quit reading my tumblr instead of getting mad at it that many times for that long. It's not like I hate you or anything, you just kept being pushy about something after I kept asking you to maybe do something else. When someone whose blog I follow starts to bother me, I usually just unfollow instead of making it a personal confrontation every time.



I've thought about that, it's hard to decide what to do when some people say they're glad I'm open about that stuff in the same place, but, even people who feel the way I do can be brought down because they scrolled my blog for some cool science stuff and got hit with a news article about a rape trial or impending war.

It really is good advice you're giving. I originally made the tumblr as just a personal all-purpose blog but you can't really keep something that way for long without alienating everybody.

I think for the most part everyone just gets really irate because politics are so split right now, so your stance is just as important as anyone else’s.

I think a lot of people just get really sick of politics in general. They’re shoved into everything whether you’re interested or not. If you look at it from an apolitical point of view ANYONE can get sick of hearing how dastardly trump is, the last assault on a tranny or how someone innocent was reemed out for being a Nazi or white supremacist. It’s all awful and it can really effect a persons day to day life.

It’s a really easy time to become biased, propagandized or even extremist these days. Everyone wants to be heard without being told they’re evil and everyone thinks “their side” is better, when in reality there are just a lot of idiots causing a lot of chaos.

For example, although there are people on tumblr who might make you happy to know they feel happier hearing you speak out; I’m sure there are things you wish you could touch on, create or explore publicly without coming off as problematic or “bad” to some of the same people. Sometimes it’s ok to be offensive instead of agreeable to your peers. New ideas and being uncomfortable can be good.

 

[Doctor Placebo]

Does this thread always derail into sperging about political tone to someone who clearly doesn't give a shit and is happy that people who have a different political opinion are dying of cancer? It's okay though because Rush never "gifted" another person dignity, not a single one, whereas Bogleech is just a fountain of "gifting" people he dislikes with dignity.

Hey @Baglunch I have a question. Your wife is apparently going on HRT according to posts earlier in this thread. You've always claimed to be straight. Will you suck your wife's frankenpenis when the doctor gives her one? How do you feel about her growing beard stubble?

 

[Just wandering]

Hey @Baglunch I have a question. Your wife is apparently going on HRT according to posts earlier in this thread. You've always claimed to be straight. Will you suck your wife's frankenpenis when the doctor gives her one? How do you feel about her growing beard stubble?

I will just insert my 2 cent. I know a guy who a have an transexual for a girlfriend(she did have the sex reassignement surgery now). But before that she was still his grilfriend.. I don't think the guys was gay... just maybe open minded. Gender...(and I mean gender like the social notion of sex difference) are kinda fluid. I don't know much about bog wife except for a lot of gossip... I don't think we have image of her

 

[Baglunch]

So troll comments that personal are way too easy for people to make when they're mad and not really worth addressing.

But other people raise mildly more normal questions about whether one of us had to adjust our "politics" for the other one. People who only saw my opinions post-tumblr think I was cool and apolitical before Rev must have corrupted me, but people who knew Rev before then think literally the opposite, because they already hated my "liberalism" and were afraid I'd be a shitty influence on their friend. It's really just that neither of us blogged very publicly before tumblr, and I don't think anyone ever expected tumblr to take off and become so open and viral at all. People who take seriously all those SJW strawmen seem to think anyone with "values" like mine must be correcting each other all day for being "problematic" or arguing how to be more progressive, like a Portlandia sketch, but I don't know anybody like that, rev and I and our friends never exchange opinions on this stuff in person. None of us even feel like "liberals," people just say that's what our stances make us and there's no use fighting the label I guess.

This is the first place I've seen anyone sound actually offended about the Rush limbaugh post besides a tumblr person who, it turned out, didn't know who he was, and I'm not sure if the couple cases here are just posturing of some kind because I thought I was only echoing his own shtick. I've known of him all my life as a "shock jock" whose intentional gimmick is to spout the most obscene vicious stuff he can legally get away with about other people, sometimes for as little as being the wrong kind of Republican, and tell his listeners weird shit about how Basketball teams are black thug gangs or whatever. Maybe people think he's quaint and harmless now compared to Alex Jones I guess, but they both became millionaires doing the same kind of thing every day and I just don't think it matters for no-name internet bloggers to parrot their conduct just a little back at them.

For example, although there are people on tumblr who might make you happy to know they feel happier hearing you speak out; I’m sure there are things you wish you could touch on, create or explore publicly without coming off as problematic or “bad” to some of the same people. Sometimes it’s ok to be offensive instead of agreeable to your peers. New ideas and being uncomfortable can be good.

To be honest the closest thing to this is when it looked for a brief period like it really was considered questionable, as an artist, to draw characters with noticeable breasts, realistically or otherwise, but a lot of that turned out to be trolling and the truth is that almost nobody gets mad about "sexualization" in the way 4chan thinks they get mad about it. I say almost because I've still only had one encounter that stands out, when someone got real mad in my Pokemon reviews because they thought something was inherently kinky and objectifying about a Pokemon, Tsareena. I only know they were serious because I knew someone who knew (and hated) them in real life, but all we did was have a laugh about it and move on. Can't please everybody.

I otherwise have the opposite problem, where there's things I know I've held back from putting in my content because I know it'll be seen as "virtue signaling" and put a bigger target on my head to /pol types. Actually, I thought that was also the kind of thing this forum was about in addition to thinking it was made for punishing people you consider bad in some way. Now that I've finally come by after years it's not remotely freaky or scary to me, at least not my own thread, though I've only read the last page or two.

Sorry if explaining myself in a couple long ass posts like this is cringe, I've seen that other people do it and it doesn't usually go very well, but if even one person in here has legitimate concerns and was afraid to approach me anywhere else, you really can, I know the one guy in here thinks that's what they did and that I still bit his head off, blocked and vagued him over nothing but those were pretty unique circumstances and I'm still not gonna single out who he is just for that.

I also know I was a much bigger shit my first few years on tumblr and it took a long time for me to really process how exponentially public it could get, which I'm gonna guess constitutes a chunk of the rest of this thread. I'd get into it with the brony MRA gamerwhatevers the second they left some condescending troll comment on any of my mutuals, and it always turned into a bullshitting match where I think both sides said spouted more radical versions of their actual beliefs. For them that didn't matter because they just had a disposable blog, but I walked RIGHT into giving people ugly-looking receipts connected to my name without a record of the whole context, and every hour I spent doing that could've been literally anything else, a drawing or a nice walk or sit-ups. This has gotten long enough to feel like it should be embarrassing and I don't want to derail this thread like this, so there's a point I'm gonna drop out even if it has to leave some well-meaning people hanging. I just hope some people know I'm not as knee-jerk as I used to come across and maybe more approachable than they thought.

 

[KimCoppolaAficionado]

So troll comments that personal are way too easy for people to make when they're mad and not really worth addressing.

But other people raise mildly more normal questions about whether one of us had to adjust our "politics" for the other one. People who only saw my opinions post-tumblr think I was cool and apolitical before Rev must have corrupted me, but people who knew Rev before then think literally the opposite, because they already hated my "liberalism" and were afraid I'd be a shitty influence on their friend. It's really just that neither of us blogged very publicly before tumblr, and I don't think anyone ever expected tumblr to take off and become so open and viral at all. People who take seriously all those SJW strawmen seem to think anyone with "values" like mine must be correcting each other all day for being "problematic" or arguing how to be more progressive, like a Portlandia sketch, but I don't know anybody like that, rev and I and our friends never exchange opinions on this stuff in person. None of us even feel like "liberals," people just say that's what our stances make us and there's no use fighting the label I guess.

This is the first place I've seen anyone sound actually offended about the Rush limbaugh post besides a tumblr person who, it turned out, didn't know who he was, and I'm not sure if the couple cases here are just posturing of some kind because I thought I was only echoing his own shtick. I've known of him all my life as a "shock jock" whose intentional gimmick is to spout the most obscene vicious stuff he can legally get away with about other people, sometimes for as little as being the wrong kind of Republican, and tell his listeners weird shit about how Basketball teams are black thug gangs or whatever. Maybe people think he's quaint and harmless now compared to Alex Jones I guess, but they both became millionaires doing the same kind of thing every day and I just don't think it matters for no-name internet bloggers to parrot their conduct just a little back at them.



To be honest the closest thing to this is when it looked for a brief period like it really was considered questionable, as an artist, to draw characters with noticeable breasts, realistically or otherwise, but a lot of that turned out to be trolling and the truth is that almost nobody gets mad about "sexualization" in the way 4chan thinks they get mad about it. I say almost because I've still only had one encounter that stands out, when someone got real mad in my Pokemon reviews because they thought something was inherently kinky and objectifying about a Pokemon, Tsareena. I only know they were serious because I knew someone who knew (and hated) them in real life, but all we did was have a laugh about it and move on. Can't please everybody.

I otherwise have the opposite problem, where there's things I know I've held back from putting in my content because I know it'll be seen as "virtue signaling" and put a bigger target on my head to /pol types. Actually, I thought that was also the kind of thing this forum was about in addition to thinking it was made for punishing people you consider bad in some way. Now that I've finally come by after years it's not remotely freaky or scary to me, at least not my own thread, though I've only read the last page or two.

Sorry if explaining myself in a couple long ass posts like this is cringe, I've seen that other people do it and it doesn't usually go very well, but if even one person in here has legitimate concerns and was afraid to approach me anywhere else, you really can, I know the one guy in here thinks that's what they did and that I still bit his head off, blocked and vagued him over nothing but those were pretty unique circumstances and I'm still not gonna single out who he is just for that.

I also know I was a much bigger shit my first few years on tumblr and it took a long time for me to really process how exponentially public it could get, which I'm gonna guess constitutes a chunk of the rest of this thread. I'd get into it with the brony MRA gamerwhatevers the second they left some condescending troll comment on any of my mutuals, and it always turned into a bullshitting match where I think both sides said spouted more radical versions of their actual beliefs. For them that didn't matter because they just had a disposable blog, but I walked RIGHT into giving people ugly-looking receipts connected to my name without a record of the whole context, and every hour I spent doing that could've been literally anything else, a drawing or a nice walk or sit-ups. This has gotten long enough to feel like it should be embarrassing and I don't want to derail this thread like this, so there's a point I'm gonna drop out even if it has to leave some well-meaning people hanging. I just hope some people know I'm not as knee-jerk as I used to come across and maybe more approachable than they thought.

I mean, I guess I can understand your perspective, but the thing is, for me personally, I think anyone suffering from a wasting illness deserves... if not "respect", than maybe "not have their slow, painful death be the subject of crows of sadistic glee" (and regardless of how you think of it internally, that post reads like an expression of sadistic glee). I've seen what that does to a person, even if they can afford a bunch of experimental treatments, and it's not something I'd wish on my worst enemy- and Rush isn't my worst enemy, although he's still a huge piece of shit in my estimation. That doesn't excuse Limbaugh's history; in my eyes, even a vicious serial killer deserves a bare minimum of human dignity.

 

[Baglunch]

Oh, I can understand that just fine, but you at least say you can see the alternative perspective. Others like the guy raging a page back are acting like the tweets and memes cross a cruel, uncrossable line, and I think they're missing how sincerely others might feel that Rush did truly worse on the regular with real-life consequences. There's people who hear him say one little thing about blacks or mexicans being criminals and they spend the rest of their day seething about what a huge problem they think that is; they call into his own show about it and you can hear them raging live on the air. So we know that his words actually egg on the already angry, violent racists, but while the things he says must lead to more people getting mistreated or even killed, nobody's mean jokes can stop him dying rich in his 70's.

Real reason I'm posting though, as much as I hate this, is that I can't stop worrying about "Mr. A." I can brush off most others, but I knew him since I was 12 or 13 years old and he might have been the reason I got started sharing my art online, so him saying this stuff is shocking. Particularly because I don't think he'd ever make it up deliberately and he says it so confidently, but it makes less and less sense. I know people already said they don't buy it and don't give a shit, but it still feels important for my peace of mind to leave what I know in the same place he brought it up; is that reasonable?

I completely missed him saying I got reported and banned from Deviantart for three months, but you can just go right to my profile there and see that never happened because there's still comments even on its front page from every month. You can keep loading more for years worth. It's readily accessible that there wasn't any ban, and he must know that, so I don't know why he'd say it.

Plus, there's no "Stantonium" account on Deviantart, and when an account did exist, as far as I know, its URL should say "deactivated account," like this one who got banned months ago. But if you try to go to the "stantonium" account Mr. A mentions, it's just a 404. Thought I should back that up to web archive, just in case.

There's a little more leading up to this, on my end. Years passed after that facebook disagreement without me ever bringing him up to anybody, but then I got this comment all the sudden on my Deviantart:

Really melodramatic, I think the weirdest part is that this guy liked me when he thought I was full of "rage and depression over loneliness," by which I guess he means when I was a little younger and I that stupid ass embarrassing "valentine's day is for idiots" Hot-Topic kinda humor. I couldn't think of even one situation that anyone could misread as me getting "romantic attention" on the internet, but then I recognized him as a mutual with "Mr. A" and it lined up with his weird rants like that "harridan-shrew" stuff he brought here.

I sat on this a while but this did make it look like some weird game of telephone went around, so I asked one of our mutual friends if I could talk to him and settle things around springtime last year, March. I heard nothing back until the next day, when "Mr. A" posted on his Deviantart that he thought I was going to frame him as a pedophile "or something along those lines", so I did use my old unused "blogleech" account to respond, and I did think to save that because the whole situation felt really wrong:

I mean, this is worded like it's a "guess" about something I only might do, that I'm plotting to "slander him as a pedophile" or "something" like that.

Then I leave public comments already clearing his name, like, handing him a record he could point to forever where I already say he's not a bad guy. I've checked now and it turns out he deleted them at some point, along with his original speculation.

Now months later he goes on Kiwi Farms to say that I did go on to make those same oddly specific accusations he predicted were "maybe" coming, even after I told everyone already that I didn't think he'd ever engage in anything like that, and he cites things that already have readily available counter proof. Like I said, I really respected him growing up, so this isn't a petty troll I can just forget about. I'm sure he wouldn't lie but I don't understand why he'd believe I was banned when anyone could look at my account still going every day...that doesn't make sense. Am I overreacting? Is this stupid? I still dont' want to put his name in this post because I genuinely don't want him to get any trouble if it's all just a mistake or all someone else's fault.

 

[BLASTERRIFLE]

I think you are over reacting a little. There’s a reason people expect this behaviour from you even if you don’t/didn’t actually do it. People see a trend in behaviour and you’re lumped into the group of nutcases that go around looking for injustices, racism and nazis even if you think you’re being “tame”. It’s most likely the words you use and the reactions you give. Even if they’re fighting for good things these people can become irate, bullies and even hurt others physically over their beliefs.

A big part of me advises that you should start focusing on creating art rather than your writing as much as you may enjoy it. Maybe a revamp of your site? Or just your tumblr? Start fresh and go in with a new project to surprise everyone. Start with a Big Bang, a new idea you can push things into every day.

You should re-initiate yourself with old inspiration and try pushing yourself to grow art-wise. Have you seen ctrl+paint? You can really go places with your ideas besides small Etsy sales and stuff. You used to do really great stuff like tentacle-rape monsters, Bosch inspired creatures, piles of rotting goo, tetsuo like machines. Take what you love and put everything into it and ignore everything else that makes you angry, or people that get angry at your art rather than critique it.

We all have that one person in our life that always has to start or join into political conversations. It shouldn’t be your personality or entire worldview and you should be able to sympathize with most people. It can be personality destroying.

Also, you should watch the guyver anime.

 

[Just wandering]

Anybody remember the time when bogleech was definitly more active in his art
no not before he started to be an obvious sjw. Even during this time he still did art kinda frequently
now he barely do anything
the sole project he reguraly work now is awful hospital and it upgrape speed it extremly slow like a mere case per week and that if we were lucky, sometime it can take a full month
And his article posting seem to suffer as well. The were more common and more versatile before.

 

[Just wandering]

Bruh
I just posted a mere message about remebering about the old time and you do that? you should really take your own advice because I mainly blocked you from youtube because of YOU SIMPLY DIDN'T STOP

I may sound really mad but I had really to empty all my heart. The message he tell about are all on kiwifarm and nothing more since those post. This happened before my second post on kiwifarm
Ya bogleech if you still see this now remember that you can't do this shit to me like ''secretly'' bullying me into submission and acting all kind and compassioante in public. Because I will screencap everything

 

[Jerk Ingoff Y2K]

well now he's mentioned you in his tumblr blog, he sure is taking it well isn't he?

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