Thank you
@Aaron for the save.
How I'm feeling Vlog -7.
Kent opens to a sunset over the lake and throws that panty dropping catch phrase then shows a hat off this is vlog #7 at his favorite spot his very favorite spot. He wants to talk about how he's feeling. He just got off of work he says twice. How I'm feeling today today has been chill and relaxed, some things I dunno what to say man, things that bothers me, it bothers me so much man. That's why I talk about it and make videos and blogs since it's on his mind.
Women, women dating, relationships. Stuff like that. It's on my mind a whole lot (news to me) my day at work pretty good. My co workers man they like my co workers I have more female co workers all of them have the nerve to mention boy friends. A male coworker said his girl is pregnant. He's nice he doesn't want to but his personal stuff out. He's nice to kent so I treat him well back. I said congrat to being a dad good for you.
But you know it's other people being in relationships it just just, makes me sad man. As I (wind muffles him) makes me sad I never been in a relationship no dating none of that stuff. None of the above, you know what I mean. It bothers me, and if I try to get a date I get rejected by the female. All these other guys they get accepted and the time of the day. When I take a swing I strike out they get on base. I strike out. Go sit on the bench, that's me man. That's how I feel man, a strike out. I'm 0-1000 1000 strikes out like playing baseball. Keep trying and trying and getting rejected rejected after rejection over and over etc.
That's what bothers me man, so most so one person asked do you have any nice female coworkers they are nice to me respectful to me so I'm nice back but they keep talking about their boy friends! They are taken, they didn't tell me that. I listen and hear stuff. I learn I'm a good listener. I see stuff. Eyes like a hawk. And I have ears like a dog. Because dogs and cat can hear well. I see stuff. I listen man this is how I find out about people man. I listen. But ya. My co workers are all taken, they claim it.
It is what is. I'm the only guy, on the uh, the only employee who's single. I bet 50 bucks who's single the only. But, you know that's how it is that's just how it is. You know? Either ways ya'll I want to talk about that it's on my mind. I'm just out trying to chill out I may go for a walk. I'm trying to clear my head. I'm trying to fight depression. still still struggling with depression. Nothing else for me to do. I over heard. I'm back doing what I'm doing I'm doing what I should be doing at my job, taking care stocking things and putting on shelf. (I know no one took me on the bet but I bet he was stocking and seems I was correct what do I win?) One of the employees say my boy friend this my boy friend that.
That's how Kent found out man. One of the other, employees is a guy he works with said another my girl is prego, he's treating me well and with respect so I respect back. He's nice to me so I said congrats you will be a dad. I don't want to put his info out .He doesn't name out of respect for them. He wanted to talk about that man. It's not like I want to be alone. I'm forced to be, rejected so much rejected by women. I do try and put myself out there man. I keep being turned down over and over. You know People want to get mad and blame you. As long as you try it matters for a normal person.
Society as for it, trying trying is never good enough. (Kent is lost he's doing it the wrong way. if I may an analogy You want to do a 300 pound bench press how do you come to this goal? Kent looks at it like rack up and keep pushing over and over, any sane person would put what they can do that a few times, next day a few more pounds etc ) But you know, it's nothing else for me to do man. I'm going to do what I gotta and make my money and enjoy enjoy enjoy making money being on my own, build my own legacy on my own. People don't want to, ride on the train with me I'll ride by myself this is how I see it. This is how I see it.
People don't want to hang with me go out with me I'll go my self I'll go by myself it's fine with me. Someone is blowing their horn. This is your loss not mine. It is what is. It is what it is. But um, someone blowing horn like crazy he chuckles. I don't know why? The horn keeps blaring, Kent goes dannng. It's not a train horn sounds like a car horn (I'm wagering a truck sounds like a smaller air horn) anyways like I was saying. He stress sighs. If I try harder and go Kent try mode, will mistake him trying for being desperate. You know? It is what it is, as long as I try that's all that matters man all matters to me.
I did all I can do. I took a swing. In any event though. It's how I feel. Just how I feel. There's that horn again he chuckles. God dayum (horn blares) in any event I'm just out here the sun just setted. I'm going for a walk and stuff just chilling minding my own. Fighting the depression. Just fighting the struggle I'm not perfect, I'm a guy I have feelings too. All I can do man. I'm only human. I live once. All I gotta say I live once. You know? This rejection man it's getting to men. It's sad man. Really makes me feel sad rejected so much. You know what I mean.
Those who want to get mad at me you don't understand you don't get the struggle you don't get it. You get rejected you get the struggle if you bash me you don't understand the struggle. You know? This is Kent signing out see you in the next blog be easy take care and peace out over and out.
tl;dw
Kent snoops on his co workers
Both the men and women are dating
Kent doesn't care he's going about things wrong he's trying so he's doing right
He's fine being alone because he's forced too
Really others are losing out not being with him
Antics with a horn seem to really cheer Kent up as well as confuse him
Telling Kent he's doing anything wrong means you are mad at him and hate him.
He claims to have asked out 1000 feeeemales
Kent is really fine with him doing it his way, he's not even attempted other ways but he's sure his plan is the best path for love quest. Since he's doing it his avant guard way he's trying so he feels he should be immune to criticism and more so rewarded. My weight lifting analogy seems quite fitting.
Kent wore a phillies out fit yesterday and they won... I may have to paint the man red.