Lolcow KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

That’s a really strange subject too, because its the one thing he’s genuinely worked on improving and it’s been successful to a large degree.

True.
And it's not even necessarily violent anger. E.g.: the can opener saga, and the one time he put his helmet on to open a can.
He also has a tendency for punching himself and headbutting shit when he gets angry, everyone noticed the fall and him screaming at lighters, but no one commented on him trying to hit the chair with his head.


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But he isn't able to accept that alcohol does him no good and brings out the worst in him.
 
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True.
And it's not even necessarily violent anger. E.g.: the can opener saga, and the one time he put his helmet on to open a can.
He also has a tendency for punching himself and headbutting shit when he gets angry, everyone noticed the fall and him screaming at lighters, but no one commented on him trying to hit the chair with his head.

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But he isn't able to accept that alcohol does him no good and brings out the worst in him.

Josh for all his foibles, knows a good deal more about what’s good and not good for him, deep down.

He has these lucid moments when he’s drunk, where he can’t put up the facade and he will admit that he’s a loser, he’s lost his hair due to poor habits, that his dad is disappointed in him, etc etc. He actively lives in a world of denial based entirely on self preservation, if he accepted his reality he’d likely kill himself from the crushing depression of it. It’s why he drinks so much and lives his strange power fantasies.

People always say “He’s retarded” to explain anything Josh does and I’ve never believed that. There’s always some deep rooted pathological phenomena going on with him, it’s why I think he’s so interesting.
 
True.
And it's not even necessarily violent anger. E.g.: the can opener saga, and the one time he put his helmet on to open a can.
He also has a tendency for punching himself and headbutting shit when he gets angry, everyone noticed the fall and him screaming at lighters, but no one commented on him trying to hit the chair with his head.

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But he isn't able to accept that alcohol does him no good and brings out the worst in him.
That makes so much sense. I couldn't comprehend what he was doing here when I timestamped the video. I thought it was an extreme version of his face spasms happening or something
 
People always say “He’s retarded” to explain anything Josh does and I’ve never believed that. There’s always some deep rooted pathological phenomena going on with him, it’s why I think he’s so interesting.
100% hes so much more interesting than the normal “dumb man does dumb things”. Watching this dude evolve over 10+ years from a goofy dykecut jobcore teenager banging Stephanie to an alcoholic homeless veteran cowboy has been fascinating.

He used to be willing to share his every thought and not even second guess it. He used to be so much more…confident? I guess? Everything he does now has to go through the “will trolls make fun of me for this and will this destroy the delusions I’ve created” checks. YouTube used to be a basic coping mechanism that now seems to be just another unchecked addiction of his that helps support his drinking. I can’t even tell if he likes doing it anymore or if he’s just doing it to spite the trolls and whoever else tells him he shouldn’t.

I also think josh would amputate his arm if his dad told him it was a bad idea. I’ve never seen someone so happy to harm themselves just to spite others. “Drinking and smoking is bad for me huh? I’ll make it my entire identity””I need to stop doordash? Then I’ll only eat doordash and cover it in Doritos”. Just pure insanity.

My favorite example. Before the DTTS stuff started, “homeboy robbie”, who helped him set it up, specifically warned cobes that he needs to keep some money in his account in case of chargebacks because that would destroy his PayPal with the overdraft charges. You can watch cobes listen to this with a look of disgust and the attitude of a 5 year old being scolded by their parents. We all know the rest of the story.
 
"You think the police and EMT in Casper want to deal with my drunk ass?" :story:

They were called for a reason. "I'm a grownass man" start acting like one and not binging through bottles and then causing a ruckuss in your shithole apartment.

Only thing worse than a Asperger-ridden lolcow is a drunken Asperger-ridden lolcow.
Is that what the yellow paper he had on his last stream was? Some kind of police receipt from his welfare check? Rehab saga incoming? Twu
 
Is that what the yellow paper he had on his last stream was? Some kind of police receipt from his welfare check? Rehab saga incoming? Twu
He most definitely confirmed he received a wellness check from police and EMT so I guess that's what it was? I didn't know they gave out shit when they did those.

Either way I doubt it due to his lack of self-awareness and that he still firmly believes he did nothign wrong and was just "a grownass man having a drink" as he put it.

That is unless Clint comes and gets his boy and shoves him into a clinic.
 
He most definitely confirmed he received a wellness check from police and EMT so I guess that's what it was? I didn't know they gave out shit when they did those.

Either way I doubt it due to his lack of self-awareness and that he still firmly believes he did nothign wrong and was just "a grownass man having a drink" as he put it.

That is unless Clint comes and gets his boy and shoves him into a clinic.
It has to happen at this point. If it doesnt the only thing i can assume is that clint is unaware of the stream and current situation.
 
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You know I haven’t followed our Dark lord for a long time, but the whole defiance and doing the opposite of what home dad tells him could also be a symptom of FAS.
this has probably been said before.
 
I don't think this guy is a bad guy, just a dude who likes drinking. I wish he would stop streaming, it's not good for him. However, he is a good example of how social media can fuck up a normies mind.

I did not watch your video because your premise is absolutely absurd.

Josh makes his own choices. One of the few things he is completely honest and up front about.
 
So what's the situation with Josh's teeth?

Someone a few pages back in the thread mentioned it but holy shit his teeth must be completely dead at this point.

In one of the recent alcoholism streams I saw that his mouth was bleeding pretty bad. Cobes would never mention it on stream but I feel like he knocked one of his teeth out thrashing around in a fit of anger (this was the September 11th stream I'm referring to btw).

I mean at this point he needs dentures, he needs to get his teeth removed soon or he's going to run the risk of serious heart complications down the line (among other things).

Coming back and watching cobes after about 2 years has been really sad. I can not bring myself to look away for some reason but the rate of his deterioration is honestly shocking.


I also just wanted to add that I imagine Cobes and his burnout junkie friends in Casper are probably doing a range of clear-net research chemicals. My best guess would be FLAP (or a similar downer), 3meo-PCP (or some other disassociative), and or some form of synthetic speed (or whatever is passing for it in chinese labs these days). I imagine he started 'partying' with some guys that were messing with this stuff and fried his brain beyond repair. I have worked with a lot of alcoholics and drugs addicts over the past 5 years or so and I've never met someone who just 'smoked weed and had a drink or two on occasion' that was this far gone in the old brain department. Either the spice addiction was actually much worse than we thought and that did the bulk of the damage, or he's actively using/abusing research chemicals.

Either way it's obvious that cobes has done some serious damage to his body and brain in just the past two years and I've never been more thankful to be sober watching him. I don't even know if he's salvageable at this point...
 

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Is that what the yellow paper he had on his last stream was? Some kind of police receipt from his welfare check?

From the EMTs actually. (I think)


Around 6:00 he reads a bit from it.
"Wyoming medical center, Emergency Medical Services, Patient refusal."
He then comments they took his pulse and some other shit.
 
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People have mapped out most of " his Discord friends group (tl;dr his "inner circle" of weens) and discovered the vast majority of them are really fucked up to the point of being not that much better off than Cobes himself.
In many cases far worse off + 1 armed man, actual pedo, fat paypigs and hundreds of retards.
 
In many cases far worse off + 1 armed man, actual pedo, fat paypigs and hundreds of retards.
This just further makes a good case that he could just milk these retards for their money selling shitty sticks... If only he could see that - but ah, Asperger's.

I do wonder if Autism/Asperger's have a high rate of alcoholism or drug abuse in their adult years (genuine statistics). The lack of inhibition and such would easily make them indulge in such a thing I'd imagine.
 
So what's the situation with Josh's teeth?

Someone a few pages back in the thread mentioned it but holy shit his teeth must be completely dead at this point.

In one of the recent alcoholism streams I saw that his mouth was bleeding pretty bad. Cobes would never mention it on stream but I feel like he knocked one of his teeth out thrashing around in a fit of anger (this was the September 11th stream I'm referring to btw).

I mean at this point he needs dentures, he needs to get his teeth removed soon or he's going to run the risk of serious heart complications down the line (among other things).

Coming back and watching cobes after about 2 years has been really sad. I can not bring myself to look away for some reason but the rate of his deterioration is honestly shocking.


I also just wanted to add that I imagine Cobes and his burnout junkie friends in Casper are probably doing a range of clear-net research chemicals. My best guess would be FLAP (or a similar downer), 3meo-PCP (or some other disassociative), and or some form of synthetic speed (or whatever is passing for it in chinese labs these days). I imagine he started 'partying' with some guys that were messing with this stuff and fried his brain beyond repair. I have worked with a lot of alcoholics and drugs addicts over the past 5 years or so and I've never met someone who just 'smoked weed and had a drink or two on occasion' that was this far gone in the old brain department. Either the spice addiction was actually much worse than we thought and that did the bulk of the damage, or he's actively using/abusing research chemicals.

Either way it's obvious that cobes has done some serious damage to his body and brain in just the past two years and I've never been more thankful to be sober watching him. I don't even know if he's salvageable at this point...
Papa Clint took him to the dentist a year back to get a root canal. Motherfucker streamed with the dental dam in his mouth:

Pretty sure he was suppose to get a lot more work done but I don't recall if he ever followed up. His back molar is fucked up, that I'm pretty confident in saying. When he drinks it's common to see him pour the drink in his mouth sideways:
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As far as drugs go, Josh definitely was smoking spice years back. A lot of people think he still is smoking spice and recently his chat was spamming that he's taking xanax. His drug of choice is definitely alcohol. There were two streams I can think of where he and Warlord were shaking like they were sitting in a freezer. Cobra doesn't strike me as the kind of person to take meth. He seems like he would take some research chemical but avoid meth because it's considered bad.
 
As far as drugs go, Josh definitely was smoking spice years back. A lot of people think he still is smoking spice and recently his chat will say he's taking xanax. His drug of choice is definitely alcohol. There were two streams I can think of where he and Warlord were shaking like they were sitting in a freezer. Cobra doesn't strike me as the kind of person to take meth. He seems like he would take some research chemical but avoid meth because it's considered bad.

Josh has allegedly accidentally done meth once at a party, per his words. Also had a really early fondness for huffing common colognes. I can’t imagine he still does that but I wouldn’t be surprised if he did. It would explain in part why his bathroom is covered in cologne products.
 
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