- Joined
- Jul 27, 2022
I went 3 years sober but I fell off the wagon about a month ago. One month sober my friend, one month free of those chains. 'wtf bro just stop drinking' It haunts my thoughts and lurks through my soul. Some days my every thought is addiction speaking. Well, I let someone down, I can have a drink.. Well, you had one, what's the difference between one and ten? Well, you've had ten, you can't let anyone else down, might as well have thirty. Does that kind of thinking sound familiar? If I'm not fucking up, my brain tries to get me to fuck up.Yeah, gave up booze and looked 10 years younger.
You’re not as dehydrated, sleep better, and eat better. Cobes is aging himself so badly with the booze. Dressing like a homeless guy probably doesn’t help either
The best cure is knowing everyone around you, everyone you love can see you are trying. Someone told me something 10 years ago that helped a lot. Would you want someone you love to do what you are doing?
That worked because I still have a few people who love me and look after me. Cobra is just in freefall, alone except for us, that is dark. He is in a darkness even I don't understand.