Artcow Patty Locke / Peter Locke / AuntBibby / UncleBibby / petermobeter - Artistic autist and kino musician whose every thought is a randomtxt. Abstract pansexual and virgin with rage, but keeping cheerful.

[Whereismymind]

It's fascinating to go all the way back in his Youtube history and see him the way he was before

You're probably right.

He mentions the name in this video and says "just google it to find out why I use it".

UncleBibby's Vlog - Ep. 1 - Introduction

This is my first Vlog video. I hope you like it! Filming it and editing it were both very fun. Please leave a comment.Website: http://www.petermobeter.comTwi...

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He also mentions attending art college in this vlog from September 2011, I guess he dropped out at some point.
In episode 2 he says that college is fun but mostly hard. He has a brother for whom he designed a shirt. Episode 2 probably also contains his earliest reference to chocolate milk. He talks a little about how he recently started liking it.
Episode 3 is not that interesting. He made a short film and mentions some fighting game.
Episode 4: he ordered a shirt with a picture of himself on it. His midterm is coming up and he has a hard time studying. This is the final vlog because they were part of an assignment and he finds it hard to make one every week.

Spoiler: archive of the 4 vlogs

UncleBibby's Vlog - Ep. 1 - Introduction

UncleBibby's Vlog - Ep. 2 - College, Milk and Internet Shopping

UncleBibby's Vlog - Ep.3 - Mashups, Fakeouts and Ninja

UncleBibby's Vlog - Ep.4 - Remixing, Rotoscoping, and Midterms

Apparently, he used to have a job at an EBGames game store.

My New Job (short film)

Inspired by working at EBGames and watching Tim & Eric

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Here's another interesting video I found:

Now V.S. Then [short documentary]

this wasn’t meant to end up as such an obvious juxtaposition of how my disability has progressed over the last 2 decades. i just wanted to read thru some com...

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"this wasn’t meant to end up as such an obvious juxtaposition of how my disability has progressed over the last 2 decades. i just wanted to read thru some comics old comics of mine that my mom found at her & dad’s suite, cuz Gil and my other friends post cool comics now... but it’s..... illuminating, isn’t it?"

This video (21 mins) is mostly Bibby showing us his old comics.
At around 11:45 he says something about having theory of mind (the ability to understand the mental state of other people) back when he wrote those comics and losing it after bonking his head so much in the psych ward.
From 15.30 it gets weird. He asks his mom about taking his pills and then he has some kind of Tourettes attack or meltdown and starts making random vocalizations and violently bouncing around.

Spoiler: archived video

 

[Procrastinhater]

It's fascinating to go all the way back in his Youtube history and see him the way he was before



He also mentions attending art college in this vlog from September 2011, I guess he dropped out at some point.
In episode 2 he says that college is fun but mostly hard. He has a brother for whom he designed a shirt. Episode 2 probably also contains his earliest reference to chocolate milk. He talks a little about how he recently started liking it.
Episode 3 is not that interesting. He made a short film and mentions some fighting game.
Episode 4: he ordered a shirt with a picture of himself on it. His midterm is coming up and he has a hard time studying. This is the final vlog because they were part of an assignment and he finds it hard to make one every week.

Spoiler: archive of the 4 vlogs

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Apparently, he used to have a job at an EBGames game store.
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My New Job (short film)

Inspired by working at EBGames and watching Tim & Eric

www.youtube.com

Here's another interesting video I found:

Now V.S. Then [short documentary]

this wasn’t meant to end up as such an obvious juxtaposition of how my disability has progressed over the last 2 decades. i just wanted to read thru some com...

www.youtube.com

"this wasn’t meant to end up as such an obvious juxtaposition of how my disability has progressed over the last 2 decades. i just wanted to read thru some comics old comics of mine that my mom found at her & dad’s suite, cuz Gil and my other friends post cool comics now... but it’s..... illuminating, isn’t it?"

This video (21 mins) is mostly Bibby showing us his old comics.
At around 11:45 he says something about having theory of mind (the ability to understand the mental state of other people) back when he wrote those comics and losing it after bonking his head so much in the psych ward.
From 15.30 it gets weird. He asks his mom about taking his pills and then he has some kind of Tourettes attack or meltdown and starts making random vocalizations and violently bouncing around.

Spoiler: archived video

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My boy Bibby has been going for over 11 years, how are we just finding him now?
This dude is a goldmine.
Its maybe a good thing he went under the radar, he was making stuff the same time period as Classic Chris (or just after) I'm glad the people that fucked with Chris didn't find Bibby, I don't think it would work anyway, Bibby seems a lot more self aware than Chris and less naive, certainly back before whatever happened to him in 2018.

He said something that stuck with me - "I would only give a robot rights when it could be insulted by my insults, thats consciousness right there."
Thats kinda profound. He's right. Bibby isn't stupid, he's just wired differently to most folk.

Thats a really bad case of Tourettes he has the poor bastard.
Really feel for him. Its painful to watch. You could see he was fighting it while his mom was there and then when she went it just took him over.
I don't think he normally gets violent. His dog was used to that shit, it seemed totally chill, so it wasn't scares of him.
It just caught me off guard.
Poor bastard.
I respect him a little more actually. Not many people would have the balls to upload themselves having a tard attack on the Internet where people could see it.
I hope he's ok.

Its amazing this guy has so much content going back so long.
I definitely found my new favorite cow.
Sorry about the reddit spacing lol.

 

[Accept Only Substitutes]

I saw his neighbor threatening him with the cops post on the sideshow thread and thought he was just your average creepy Troon tard. Then I found this thread and I unironically love this nerd now.

He's pretty darn talented. One of his tunes is stuck in my head. His drawings are funky, like they are stylistically bad on purpose. His cat video made me literally lol.

This is a very wholesome cow. Instead of low-key rage I feel protective and Awwwwwww. I hope he has a long and happy life and continues to produce stuff for us to enjoy.

 

[Punitive Castration]

I wonder if I discovered him in this round of attention? I found him on r/Transvoice talking about chocolate milk and then posted him in the sideshow thread and within a week he's been on MATI and metokur and there's a big ol thread.

If I did discover him you all had better take good care of him. I don't need the sins of A logs on my plate.

Anyway, contribution:

Harlem Shake: UncleBibby edition

Such is life...By the way, here's an EP I helped with. It's an EP by Miami Slice:http://www.junodownload.com/products/miami-slice-dancing-ep/2131551-02/http:...

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Something about this is like genuinely funny on its own, it's obviously dated now but he timed the edit well.

I want to believe... this could be too optimistic of me but I want to believe that like 900 years from now we'll have found material, medical cures for things like tourettes and autism, the same as setting a bone. And then humanity can look back on Peter and go, fuck, that was a guy. That was a real guy. He fell down a brain cave and couldn't climb back out, and all the doctors in the world could do was send him whatever he asked for even when his requests stopped making sense.

 

[SaltyFanta]

This is a very wholesome cow. Instead of low-key rage I feel protective and Awwwwwww. I hope he has a long and happy life and continues to produce stuff for us to enjoy.

Feels like every lolcow nowadays is some strain of pedophile, it's refreshing to just watch some odd person be odd online, I hope to christ this doesn't go the Chris route, with more and more retards trying to exacerbate the problems of the mentally ill.

 

[alpaca amhole]

this guy is so cute lmao

 

[AfghanBlue]

Patty’s art is fucking cool.
It’s like some Inca thing

Also, there’s a video obviously from childhood of him and the brother, called Cool J Locke, doing flips and classic cringe kid rapping, but it’s not actually that bad for kids.

Even if Chris-style trolls had found the road Pattyways , I don’t think the same fate would have followed, due to having a nicer, supportive, non abusive family who clearly took his conditions seriously and are also creative.

The thing is patty is probably way more diagnostically firmly tarded than Chris, but is obv doing so much better. Oh what could have been.
I guess it’s worth saying that Chris is about ten years older.. maybe a lot more external provisions were made available in that time, understanding of autism and stuff.

But generally I think it’s nurture.

What could have been. Incest jail cell or choccy milkposting.

One last thing- patty is by own account, way less sexpesty than Chris. States pretty much asexuality. Shame he also got dragged into troonery, whcih is ofc just a way to explain the classic autistic feeling of not fitting in through life- shame it’s got such dire physical health results.

But that might also be reason for generally doing better? However maybe if Chris wasn’t raised so weird he woudlnt be such a sex pest either. Maybe it’s the result of weird Borb repression of his expression, having no like minded autist peers to bone if he wanted to, plus the confusing emotional/actual-incest undercurrents coming from Barb, getting him all confused?

I don’t know.

Anyway I dig patty/petey/uncle bibby!


Edit- hey check it out; Never do lolcows usually have such a sense of self - check the conspicuous lack of alter egos- Peter, birth name, patty troon name fair enough, uncle bibby-musical artist name, also fair enough.

God damn lack of clusternut tendency. Extra point added.

 

[Punitive Castration]

Patty’s art is fucking cool.
It’s like some Inca thing
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Also, there’s a video obviously from childhood of him and the brother, called Cool J Locke, doing flips and classic cringe kid rapping, but it’s not actually that and for kids.

Even if Chris-style trolls had found the road Pattyways , I don’t think the same fate would have followed, due to having a nicer, supportive, non abusive family who clearly took his conditions seriously and are also creative.

The thing is patty is probably way more diagnostically firmly tarded than Chris, but is obv doing so much better. Oh what could have been.
I guess it’s worth saying that Chris is about ten years older.. maybe a lot more external provisions were made available in that time, understanding of autism and stuff.

But generally I think it’s nurture.

What could have been. Incest jail cell or choccy milkposting.

One last thing- patty is by own account, way less sexpesty than Chris. States pretty much asexuality. Shame he also got dragged into troonery, whcih is ofc just a way to explain the classic autistic feeling of not fitting in through life- shame it’s got such dire physical health results.

But that might also be reason for generally doing better? However maybe if Chris wasn’t raised so weird he woudlnt be such a sex pest either. Maybe it’s the result of weird Borb repression of his expression, having no like minded autist peers to bone if he wanted to, plus the confusing emotional/actual-incest undercurrents coming from Barb, getting him all confused?

I don’t know.

Anyway I dig patty.

I noticed when I finished writing this that I rambled a lot but I had some brief professional experience with this and never got the chance to debrief on it so maybe I'm just doing that here.

I got the strong impression watching the early episodes of the Christory documentary that the parents of mentally disabled children have an important role in setting their child's sexual expectations. For someone who's just a little goofy that might simply mean explaining the dangers in a more practical fashion - you are special, some people might take advantage of that, always be careful when consenting to sex. For the profound, "Mr. F" types, having to explain that despite feeling sexual urges you should not pursue sex, how to be okay with never experiencing sex despite feeling an innate urge to, the realities of how they can't be parents, etc, must be a process that takes their entire lives.

I once listened to the parents of adult children with Down's talking about keeping their kids focused on, as they say, Going Their Own Way, because without that kind of monklike mentality they would be ruled by their urges and immediately pursue them the same way they eat and poop without thinking about it. They were saying that with varying success they'd been able to teach them all the critical parts of masturbation we obviously don't have to think about: masturbate when you are horny, never masturbate where people can see you or talk to anyone about masturbating, never leave a mess and if you can't clean it ask for help instead of leaving it, never let a stranger masturbate you.

So circling back to Chris vs Peter - I don't get the impression Barb and Bob understood they had any duty to teach Chris anything outside the birds and the bees. Based on the way they raised him they were under the impression his disability could just be addressed with "more effort" which meant deliberately introducing him to women and trying to guide his hips. It was more or less like they expected him to eventually have a wife and kids just by trying a lot harder than most people, even though at very few times in Chris' life did that seem like a moral thing to expect of him.

Peter's parents seem wealthier and better educated, so there's probably a level of expectation-setting happening. That one Past vs Present video someone linked earlier where his mom sits outside of the room he's in and waits completely quietly for ten minutes while he talks to the camera really speaks to that, because she can tell he's in the "zone" and is trying not to fuck him up. Someone like that would definitely know how to tell him that a man who has sudden violent impulses can never have a sexual partner.

The fact they both come to the same conclusion of trooning out is where I feel like the Powers That Be are trolling for speds. HRT can decrease your sex drive depending on how you take it, so naturally two full-grown-men who cannot get laid and probably have difficulty masturbating in the first place would feel internally enlightened with their libido stripped away. Maybe there's a way of introducing that to the special needs population without insisting that retarded incels are women and that they belong in women's spaces, I don't know. I could definitely agree that the goal makes sense but the road doctors have been taking men like Peter to get there is fucking bonkers. If wearing ridiculous sundresses and pigtails is supposed to fill a void in him that the fully-functioning would fill with sex, I give them two roads: stop behaving like this treatment is par with sexuality and identity rather than a form of soft castration, or find some other fucking thing than womanface to fill the void with.

 

[A Sentient Cloud]

A genuine outsider artist. He can't *not* be creative, even in Reddit troonposts about male lactation.

Don't let anyone change you, Patty.

 

[AfghanBlue]

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and right there, lil’Ol Patty BTFO big brave, super smart, anarchist revolutionaries Kevin ‘crybaby internet-police’ Gibes and his cohort , and says what we all here know to be true;

Comments on the internet? Lol why am i supposed to be scared of them? Some of them are even funny. Here’s more of my videos, I don’t care.

Fly your milk stained freak flag high patty, and make some more music. It’s great. ‘EggIRL’ is a a banger, even tho it’s named after that contemptible subreddit.

- I think that Electro Shock shit has fucked him up a lot.
I didn't even know they still did that shit tbh. It seems fucking barbaric imo, almost like torture, like behave yourself and stop acting out or we'll shock the shit out of you again.
Makes me wonder if any "positive medical benefits" from it aren't just the victim being afraid of being tortured again.
Just doesn't seem right, and if thats whats made Patty slower, its kinda fucked.
Theres a definite difference in his affect from before 2018 and after, for sure.

Just fyi it’s not painful/bad having ECT now- they properly sedate you, whereas back in the day they didn’t at all, and people would break their arms and shit with the convulsions .

It can have amazing benefits for people now- gets people who are literally catatonic out of very deep depression. The main problem with it is that it’s kind of a crapshoot, they don’t know exactly how it works, and also it doesn’t last that long. But it can spark people into/ out of things, and it is not physically painful.
It’s also not done against peoples will.

 

[A Sentient Cloud]

and right there, lil’Ol Patty BTFO big brave, super smart, anarchist revolutionaries Kevin ‘crybaby internet-police’ Gibes and his cohort , and says what we all here know to be true;

Comments on the internet? Lol why am i supposed to be scared of them? Some of them are even funny. Here’s more of my videos, I don’t care.

He really seems to be far more intelligent and dare I say *mature* than the vast majority of online retards, troon, lolcow, or otherwise. Like he just gets that the internet isn't real and has internalized the "sticks and stones" mantra. Impossible to tell if that comes from skillful parentint, mental health treatment, his inner spark, or whatever else but this is one troon I'm almost tempted to use preferred pronouns for.

btw, "she/it"? Patty knows what he's doing.

 

[Dockside Extortionist]

It's legit sad to see the stark change in personality and speech. Much of the art and music produced pre-ECT is highly entertaining and, at the very least, intriguing - it still is afterwards, but one can sense something is missing. Also curious how before the procedure some of the content seems pretty self aware, but after it seems like it was inspired by literal retardation.

What a fascinating individual.

 

[Aero the Alcoholic Bat]

This guy reminds me of a story told about a down syndrome guy who was nicknamed "Happy."

So he's doing his job at the fast food joint, as he's being verbally abused by some of his customers. He still maintains his happy, cheerful demeanor despite this, and when they leave, he made it very clear to his coworkers that he knew damned well that they were being mean to him, he made the conscious decision to not be offended.

Guy was a chad, hopefully Patty here can maintain that too.

 

[alpaca amhole]

I don't think he normally gets violent. His dog was used to that shit, it seemed totally chill, so it wasn't scares of him.
It just caught me off guard.
Poor bastard.
I respect him a little more actually. Not many people would have the balls to upload themselves having a tard attack on the Internet where people could see it.
I hope he's ok.

His interactions with his mom in that video are such a good example of how he’s been raised, too. He has his tourette’s fit, then without being prompted he apologises to his mom and his dog and thanks her for being patient and waiting - I know grown adults with zero disability who can’t do that.

 

[Procrastinhater]

Just fyi it’s not painful/bad having ECT now- they properly sedate you, whereas back in the day they didn’t at all, and people would break their arms and shit with the convulsions .

It can have amazing benefits for people now- gets people who are literally catatonic out of very deep depression. The main problem with it is that it’s kind of a crapshoot, they don’t know exactly how it works, and also it doesn’t last that long. But it can spark people into/ out of things, and it is not physically painful.
It’s also not done against peoples will.

I think my opinion of it may have been tainted by an old documentary I watched and that scene on Requiem for a Dream both of which made it look horrific.
If its done differently and more humanely now its a different matter, and I guess it really is a last resort type of deal, if all else has failed sort of thing.

One last thing- patty is by own account, way less sexpesty than Chris. States pretty much asexuality. Shame he also got dragged into troonery, whcih is ofc just a way to explain the classic autistic feeling of not fitting in through life- shame it’s got such dire physical health results.

But that might also be reason for generally doing better? However maybe if Chris wasn’t raised so weird he woudlnt be such a sex pest either. Maybe it’s the result of weird Borb repression of his expression, having no like minded autist peers to bone if he wanted to, plus the confusing emotional/actual-incest undercurrents coming from Barb, getting him all

I think a lot of the problem with Chris was he had his morals and boundaries stripped away by little fags like Blue Spike and his medallion shit and all the trolls who would get Chris to do fucked up shit, plus like you said his parents I think never sat him down and explained that shit to him properly.
Chris is an example of worst case scenarios for an autistic and semi retarded kid in multiple ways all coming together to create a nightmare storm of fuckery.

 

[Whereismymind]

April 10, 2021

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In this video he says that feels repelled by the LGBTQ community being soft and comfy because he needs to be loud and violent. He only holds it in because it is morally unacceptable to harm people and break stuff and having to fix broken stuff causes him extra pain.

I must say, he seems like a wholesome figure when making art, but when he talks about the rage attacks and violence in him it can sound pretty scary. Props to his parents for trying their best to deal with all of this.

Here's another long rant from his channel (37 mins) in which he relates his experience of trying to have a consultation at a hair laser clinic with his mom.

ENBY RANTS VOL. 1(?)

i talk about my various gripes.

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Some of the more interesting bits:
2:50 He made sure the appointment coincided with a moment in his bathing schedule when he was extra clean. Bathing takes him a long time and showering causes meltdowns and rage attacks during which he slaps himself. He also shows a hole he punched in the wall and he has gym mats set up against the walls to hit his head against.

6:00 About the bad relationship with his dad. He got to a point of hating his dad so much that even a single word from him could cause Bibby to start breaking things and hurt himself. He says he has always been grossed out by his dad, even before his anger problems started and he wanted to kill himself over hearing his dad make certain sounds. He still had to call dad from the clinic because he forgot the name of some medication. Dad feels bad and is trying to be helpful, but Bibby hates it when he does that.

13:20 He takes out his hair bands because they give him a headache. He doesn't like them, but they're the only way he knows to show people that he's not just masculine. He thinks gender stuff is dumb and he's only accepting that gender is a 'thing' "for you people" and he doesn't understand why he has to put on a gender performance for others.
[I wonder how he became convinced of being genderspecial. It sure sounds like he was talked into it by someone else, maybe during his psychiatric treatment]

Bibby started screaming in the waiting room because he got angry with his dad over a really petty thing. His problem: on the phone he heard his dad walk over to the place where the medication was stored to check the name before Bibby had asked him to do so.
He and his mom then left the clinic and he thinks this whole outcome was inevitable due to the medication questions on the intake form.

29:55 Bibby talks about his ECT. He wouldn't leave the house in between the monthly sessions because it was such a big deal for him to mentally prepare for. After a while he started freaking out while they were trying to put him to sleep for the procedure. He was re-scheduled for 5 days later, but couldn't handle the short preparation time and stopped taking ECT (you're never supposed to stop once you've started them).


There's a shorter enby rants vol. 2 as well (filmed by his mom).

ENBY RANTS Vol. 2

swing, patty patty pattyMISSS... patty patty pattystill figurin stuff out, as i probably will be for a long-ass time... they don’t call gender-transition “se...

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Spoiler: archive

In this video he says that he's looking into being karyotyped because he thinks he might have Klinefelter syndrome. Most of the video is about having figured out how to properly shave (so he passes better as a cis lady) - but the laser clinic needs him to show up with beard hair to prove he needs the treatment.

Aw, Cassie is such a sweet little dog.

 

[Homicide]

It’s like some Inca thing

Oh sweet, a windmill!

 

[NerdShamer]

In this video he says that feels repelled by the LGBTQ community being soft and comfy because he needs to be loud and violent. He only holds it in because it is morally unacceptable to harm people and break stuff and having to fix broken stuff causes him extra pain

Well, at least he's more self-aware than Chris (which isn't saying much); but it sounds like this guy really needs an padded room in wherever he's living at.

He thinks gender stuff is dumb and he's only accepting that gender is a 'thing' "for you people" and he doesn't understand why he has to put on a gender performance for others

You know, this actually explains why he's topless in some of his vids.

 

[Procrastinhater]

The more I see of Patty/Bibby the more I like him. Some of what he said about his rage attacks is concerning, but that video where he's going through his old comics and he had a full on Tourettes episode, Cassie was sitting right next to him the whole time and didn't seem too concerned, so he's obviously not a danger, at least to his pets, which seem to just accept Patty does this shit at times and didn't really seem bothered.
It's interesting to get a look into his day to day life, he seems way more self aware than Chris ever did, he's eccentric and wired differently but he's not stupid by a long way, a couple of times he's caught me off guard with profound statements.
I'm almost tempted to use preferred pronouns with this one myself out of respect, but it seems Patty thinks that stuff is fucking stupid anyway, and only does it for "you people" which makes me wonder who got into his ear with the gender stuff.
I just hope they don't talk him into troon castration, that would be fucked up.

 

[AfghanBlue]

…"you people" which makes me wonder who got into his ear with the gender stuff.
I just hope they don't talk him into troon castration, that would be fucked up.

The darkest thing about troonism is the rail-roading aspect of it- medical services will just continue to intervene and schedule, cos that’s what they do- especially in a profit based system, which despite various socialised healthcare models, our society, as a capitalist basis is: Patty especially as someone already firmly entrenched within a medical scenario.
Hopefully he don’t get dragged down that road. All the best troons don’t get their genitals mutilated- they just keep what they have and are grateful for a working body.

Literally no reason to have the surgery, it never goes better for them than NOT having it.

(Got myself a sweet new patty-art KF avatar, check it out)