🐷 The Killstream General Discussion Thread - Discuss Ethan Ralph's stagnant Killstream and his appearances on other shows.

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I stopped by the show earlier, he had a late start and no goal on screen. Alog twitter says he’s developed an opiate addiction because he’s too bitch made and/or poor (definitely too poor) to get knee surgery.
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I don’t think it’s opiates. I think he’s just depressed, keeping his benders off screen, and is crying in various discords and groupchats. Maybe reality is settling in for him and he’s feeling the walls closing in and he realized no amount of pig noises will change that. Isn’t his residency up for renewal this year?
 
You know I don't say this often about anyone but maybe Ralph should genuinely seek therapy. Who else does he have to talk to about personal shit going on in his life? There's his fans but they're all retarded. There's random political streamers but they want to talk about politics and not Ralph's nonsense. There's us, who give him the best advice, but we're very mean. Maybe just having someone to sit down with for a nice cry sesh would do Ralphie some good.
 
I don’t think it’s opiates. I think he’s just depressed, keeping his benders off screen, and is crying in various discords and groupchats. Maybe reality is settling in for him and he’s feeling the walls closing in and he realized no amount of pig noises will change that. Isn’t his residency up for renewal this year?
Yes, but that could lead to opiate abuse. I mean when booze and Xanax aren’t cutting it anymore maybe you need to up the ante. Ralph always seeks to solve his problems with vices.

Honestly it’s surprising Ralph avoided getting addicted to opiates AFAWK all these years. Might have been more a matter of cost and availability but he seemed to have enough sense to avoid it all these years. When he got his face smashed he would have had strong opiates but didn’t go off the cliff.

But I could see his current grim circumstances being the point he decides fuck it, why not.

At his core Ralph is an alcoholic. I think trying to curb drinking leads him to abusing pot, Xanax, speed, etc… it seems like opiates could end up on the list too.

Then again depression, social isolation and the grind of streaming to mostly bots plus a handful of retards for 8 hours a day while faking donos could be the simple explanation. It was easier for him when it at least generated enough money to overindulge vices and attract the occasional dumb gf.

I stopped by the show earlier, he had a late start and no goal on screen. Alog twitter says he’s developed an opiate addiction because he’s too bitch made and/or poor (definitely too poor) to get knee surgery.
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The only reason I’d give this any credence is because he’s been totally boring and subdued in a new way recently. Not his usual over indulgence in Xanax confusion mode either. Eating pain pills could explain it, you can be subdued but still coherent.

Opiate use is one possible explanation.

ā€œMuh kneeā€ is a great excuse for why he needed to start eating pain pills and sounds better than complaining about his back. His sedentary lifestyle and drunken falling has caught up with him.

I could easily see knee surgery fund goal in the future. Any funds raised will go to more pills and rent. He doesn’t need surgery but does need PT and daily exercise.

I know opiate meds aren’t OTC in Mexico like Xanax but still not difficult to get if you got doctor and dollars. I’ve heard now that people trying to get oxycodone (or any other narcotic) Rx pain pill in Mexico now have a high chance of just getting counterfeit shit with fetty in it. The fake fetty pills are a big risk for Ralph. I’m assuming his Xanax supply isn’t fetty tainted but who knows.


You know I don't say this often about anyone but maybe Ralph should genuinely seek therapy. Who else does he have to talk to about personal shit going on in his life? There's his fans but they're all retarded. There's random political streamers but they want to talk about politics and not Ralph's nonsense. There's us, who give him the best advice, but we're very mean. Maybe just having someone to sit down with for a nice cry sesh would do Ralphie some good.
It wouldn’t work. He’d want a woman therapist but then he’d creep on her and then quit when rejected. I don’t think Ralph could handle therapeutic boundaries either.

They say DBT is the only effective way to treat personality disorders, which Ralph definitely has, but DBT requires a level of honesty, commitment and discipline to work so that seems to rule it out. Ralph wants a pill fix, not learning ways to moderate his emotions, reactions and behavior.
 
It wouldn’t work. He’d want a woman therapist but then he’d creep on her and then quit when rejected. I don’t think Ralph could handle therapeutic boundaries either.
Yeah, you could go on about specifics of the exact person Ralph should sit and talk to but it'd never match up with what Ralph would do. Kind of like telling him how to get a job.
 
You know I don't say this often about anyone but maybe Ralph should genuinely seek therapy. Who else does he have to talk to about personal shit going on in his life? There's his fans but they're all retarded. There's random political streamers but they want to talk about politics and not Ralph's nonsense. There's us, who give him the best advice, but we're very mean. Maybe just having someone to sit down with for a nice cry sesh would do Ralphie some good.
That’s what the prostitutes and any woman who interacts with him in a positive way are for!
 
You know I don't say this often about anyone but maybe Ralph should genuinely seek therapy. Who else does he have to talk to about personal shit going on in his life? There's his fans but they're all retarded. There's random political streamers but they want to talk about politics and not Ralph's nonsense. There's us, who give him the best advice, but we're very mean. Maybe just having someone to sit down with for a nice cry sesh would do Ralphie some good.

Ralph’s therapist 10 minutes into the first session:

ā€œI’ve never said this before but I really think you should kill yourselfā€
 
All this talk about his substance abuse reminded me of this episode, absolutely hilarious in hindsight. He even posted a few pictures (most likely fake) of his sobriety coins to then never mention any of it ever again. He's so full of shit, always announcing these grand plans and projects and never following through. November 14th 2024.
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There was also a nearly 10 minute video attached.
 
You know I don't say this often about anyone but maybe Ralph should genuinely seek therapy. Who else does he have to talk to about personal shit going on in his life? There's his fans but they're all retarded. There's random political streamers but they want to talk about politics and not Ralph's nonsense. There's us, who give him the best advice, but we're very mean. Maybe just having someone to sit down with for a nice cry sesh would do Ralphie some good.
Seriously therapy only works if you can be honest with your therapist and ralph can't accept blame and is always a victim leaving any therapist with a tough job of trying to decipher what is and isn't real with him. He'd need extensive psychiatric help to the point of in patient commitment to have any chance but that will NEVER EVER happen. Tho if I was a psych doctor id find this dumpster fire fascinating.
 
All this talk about his substance abuse reminded me of this episode, absolutely hilarious in hindsight. He even posted a few pictures (most likely fake) of his sobriety coins to then never mention any of it ever again. He's so full of shit, always announcing these grand plans and projects and never following through. November 14th 2024.
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There was also a nearly 10 minute video attached.
Ralph never sounds more full of shit than when he is attempting to sound real raw and honesty about sobriety.
 
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