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It was in the 2nd Raven thread at the other farms from 2014. Sadly the pastebin linked to all the uploaded CJ stuff is dead. They still have some screenshots and some long bio blog post by Raven. One bio post makes it abundantly clear that being an unemployed, broke, welfare dependent loser who bums and leaches off of or moves in with anyone unfortunate enough to befriend her IRL has always been Raven’s way of life and why her current situation with Josh is totally normal to her.The chat PMs between her and CJ are on the other farms in an early thread, can't remember which one off the top of my head. Can't remember seeing anything between her and Emily though, just CJ. She also got a tattoo for him, apparently he promised he'd reciprocate with a matching one or some such shit, so she went ahead and got hers, and he never got one, of course. He and Emily were on Snog, Marry, Avoid as well, I'll attach a link to it.
I did a skim through Emilyboos recent videos as well and also didn't catch anything, so maybe it was someone else Raven was talking about. I just kind of assumed it must be Emily, because they have always had a back and forth online, and it's never been good. Though, to be fair, I wouldn't be surprised if there's someone else Raven has a petty feud with. As far as it goes with Emily, Raven has definitely copied her for a long time, even to the point of getting cheap junk that she doesn't even care about, and doesn't fit her "aesthetic", just because Emily has done it. It's also something that was well documented on the other farms.
Anyway, Snog, Marry, Avoid link is here :
Here’s a summary of the blog post during her CJ months. She paints the picture of being at the darkest point of her pain filled life and CJ finally being her soulmate light at the end of the tunnel. Of course she decided to write a small novel detailing her life of being a saintly victim abused by all the terrible people in her life.
She details being raped and abused by just about every one she’s ever known. She even had a rainbow UN gangbang rape where a white, black, Asian and Mexican rape her. Most of it sounds like utter victim olympics bullshit but I do believe she probably was sexually abused as a kid given her upbringing in an El Paso trailer park and how she behaves with men.
While she endlessly paints herself as a victim of everyone, her description of her life from 18-35 make it clear how much her son must have suffered from her endless selfish stupidity and constant dick chasing. Poor Dorian was bounced around from one hovel to another, dealing with mommy’s new boyfriends and heaps of abuse and neglect. When he was inconvenient his grandparents raised him but Raven obviously took him back as a pawn as needed.
Even as she approached 30 she only hung around with teenagers and college kids in the “scene” She can only relate to this age range because their existence can revolve around edgy dress up, bars and relationship drama. Actual adults with jobs, careers, responsibilities, goals, etc.. might as well be aliens to Raven.
After moving back to El Paso in her late twenties she was leeching off of college kids or rooming with people almost a decade younger and they all quickly learned to detest her. At one point she moves in with a new “boyfriend” only for him to immediately spilt and leave her in a house with three younger women (one of whom was his ex-girlfriend) where she was hated so much they had boxed up her stuff and put it on the front porch for more than a month before she left,
The only job she ever mentions in this blog detailing a decade plus of her life was a brief stint trying to be a stripper and being pissed her roommate was far more popular and made more money than she did. When she was finally thrown out of the house she begged some college student she barely knew to let her sleep on her sofa - and she did. Raven’s parents refused to let her into their home. This college student also ended up hating her after a few weeks. During this period she desperately searching online for any man to leech off of.
So she was totally out of options, sleeping on the sofa of a college student that wanted her gone and hated by everyone in the El Paso “goth scene” when she got some weird pervert she met online to pay for her move to NZ. Her parents allowed her to move home for a few weeks only because she was waiting for a passport to leave the country. Apparently her father was terminally ill at this time and she was sure to fight with him and make her final weeks with him miserable before moving to NZ.
About six or eight months after moving to NZ she ripped Dorian from the only real parent and place he ever knew to come be “on her side” in some bizarre marriage to a S&M goth porn addict. She felt alone and isolated so removed a small child from his home to be on “team Raven”. Apparently her third husband depended on his parents and govt benefits to support them. She was unable to alienate the third husband from his family, as she did with Josh and Logan, so after a few years started her absurd online relationship with CJ.
She moved into her own apartment in anticipation of CJ’s arrival and lived off of welfare benefits for her and Dorian. When CJ never showed up she started chasing after the teen friends of her poor son.
This is where you can find the hilarious wedding shit that kicks off this thread. Where she had to beg strangers to come be in and attend her wedding to a teen groom. (She even managed to hate or alienate the strangers in her wedding party in short order) Raven wanted a big wedding and party. The fact she had no friends, no money and everyone thought the marriage was a creepy pedo tinged dumpster fire, and only borderline legal, wasn’t going to stop her from having “her dream wedding day.”
While she endlessly paints herself as a victim of everyone, her description of her life from 18-35 make it clear how much her son must have suffered from her endless selfish stupidity and constant dick chasing. Poor Dorian was bounced around from one hovel to another, dealing with mommy’s new boyfriends and heaps of abuse and neglect. When he was inconvenient his grandparents raised him but Raven obviously took him back as a pawn as needed.
Even as she approached 30 she only hung around with teenagers and college kids in the “scene” She can only relate to this age range because their existence can revolve around edgy dress up, bars and relationship drama. Actual adults with jobs, careers, responsibilities, goals, etc.. might as well be aliens to Raven.
After moving back to El Paso in her late twenties she was leeching off of college kids or rooming with people almost a decade younger and they all quickly learned to detest her. At one point she moves in with a new “boyfriend” only for him to immediately spilt and leave her in a house with three younger women (one of whom was his ex-girlfriend) where she was hated so much they had boxed up her stuff and put it on the front porch for more than a month before she left,
The only job she ever mentions in this blog detailing a decade plus of her life was a brief stint trying to be a stripper and being pissed her roommate was far more popular and made more money than she did. When she was finally thrown out of the house she begged some college student she barely knew to let her sleep on her sofa - and she did. Raven’s parents refused to let her into their home. This college student also ended up hating her after a few weeks. During this period she desperately searching online for any man to leech off of.
So she was totally out of options, sleeping on the sofa of a college student that wanted her gone and hated by everyone in the El Paso “goth scene” when she got some weird pervert she met online to pay for her move to NZ. Her parents allowed her to move home for a few weeks only because she was waiting for a passport to leave the country. Apparently her father was terminally ill at this time and she was sure to fight with him and make her final weeks with him miserable before moving to NZ.
About six or eight months after moving to NZ she ripped Dorian from the only real parent and place he ever knew to come be “on her side” in some bizarre marriage to a S&M goth porn addict. She felt alone and isolated so removed a small child from his home to be on “team Raven”. Apparently her third husband depended on his parents and govt benefits to support them. She was unable to alienate the third husband from his family, as she did with Josh and Logan, so after a few years started her absurd online relationship with CJ.
She moved into her own apartment in anticipation of CJ’s arrival and lived off of welfare benefits for her and Dorian. When CJ never showed up she started chasing after the teen friends of her poor son.
This is where you can find the hilarious wedding shit that kicks off this thread. Where she had to beg strangers to come be in and attend her wedding to a teen groom. (She even managed to hate or alienate the strangers in her wedding party in short order) Raven wanted a big wedding and party. The fact she had no friends, no money and everyone thought the marriage was a creepy pedo tinged dumpster fire, and only borderline legal, wasn’t going to stop her from having “her dream wedding day.”
Skimming back thru the thread I found an old prediction of mine that has certainly proved accurate.
This SC redneck saga is going to be glorious - and we can count on goth granny putting up with trailer park southern living for awhile b/c it will kill her to admit all the "haters" were right.
But it can also be added she has almost zero options besides Josh now so she’s really dug a permanent grave in SC.
It’s still hilarious a jobless leech like herself left a country with generous welfare benefits and healthcare for to move to SC and the joy of being evicted from trailers floating on human waste.
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