Rika thread

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Nothing in this thread is interesting and I don't know why this person is getting attention.

The mods should just lock it and throw it in the Spergatory.

 

[DC 740]

Remember when this site was about Chris?

I consider him one of the Founding Fathers of lolcows. Yes, there were others before him, but no one was milked so much before him and just about everything in his history is a foundation of lolcows after him.

Sorry to derail more but yeah, I agree with the thread merge or lock.

 

[LionSandwich]

You know what, fuck it, I'm just going to ask in this thread cuz I know there are some legit LGBT people here. I know you don't believe I'm not Rika but I'm bearing my soul here cuz I literally have nowhere else to talk about it.

I'm getting really upset with how people percieve me IRL and it makes me so uncomfortable knowing I give people the wrong impression based on my masculine appearance alone. Today, I embarrassed myself greatly at Shoprite with my mom and my stomach still hurts from thinking about it. So in the morning, me and my mother usually go walking on a trail that's 15 minutes from our house, since there's nobody on it, I never feel the need to get washed up, get outta my pajamas or shave cuz its just a nice wake-up walk to start the day. Well, today we didn't go straight home and instead stopped at shoprite for groceries. We were in the produce aisle when all of a sudden we hear "can I help you find anything?" I turned around and standing there is the most cutest fucking guy I've ever seen, I don't normally fall in love from appearances cuz that's shallow but he was that cute that I was like head over heels kinda attracted to him. Being the sex crazed freak that I am, in response to his question, I let out this quiet but audible sign and goddammit...i fucking fluttered my eye lashes at him. Predictably, the idea of a teenage male who is unshaven, buff with disheveled hair weirded the fuck out of him and he took a step back. We said "no thanks" and continued shopping but I was in constant stomach pain afterwards.

God, I hate being a fucking freak. I can't stand how the people who I'm attracted to will always be creeped out by me unless I start altering myself heavily. I really must ask, will HRT help me in anyway become less disgusting and monstrous?

 

[BT 075]

God, I hate being a fucking freak.

Then stop being a freak. Get help. Go to therapy.

I can't stand how the people who I'm attracted to will always be creeped out by me unless I start altering myself heavily.

Bullshit. A healthy mind in a healthy body is what you should be aiming for. Try and get a healthy mind first before you even think about altering your body, because it's your attitude that's the problem.

I really must ask, will HRT help me in anyway become less disgusting and monstrous?

No it won't. Last time I checked, HRT does not cure autism or other mental illnesses. You're screwed my friend.

 

[José Mourinho]

You know what, fuck it, I'm just going to ask in this thread cuz I know there are some legit LGBT people here. I know you don't believe I'm not Rika but I'm bearing my soul here cuz I literally have nowhere else to talk about it.

I'm getting really upset with how people percieve me IRL and it makes me so uncomfortable knowing I give people the wrong impression based on my masculine appearance alone. Today, I embarrassed myself greatly at Shoprite with my mom and my stomach still hurts from thinking about it. So in the morning, me and my mother usually go walking on a trail that's 15 minutes from our house, since there's nobody on it, I never feel the need to get washed up, get outta my pajamas or shave cuz its just a nice wake-up walk to start the day. Well, today we didn't go straight home and instead stopped at shoprite for groceries. We were in the produce aisle when all of a sudden we hear "can I help you find anything?" I turned around and standing there is the most cutest fucking guy I've ever seen, I don't normally fall in love from appearances cuz that's shallow but he was that cute that I was like head over heels kinda attracted to him. Being the sex crazed freak that I am, in response to his question, I let out this quiet but audible sign and goddammit...i fucking fluttered my eye lashes at him. Predictably, the idea of a teenage male who is unshaven, buff with disheveled hair weirded the fuck out of him and he took a step back. We said "no thanks" and continued shopping but I was in constant stomach pain afterwards.

God, I hate being a fucking freak. I can't stand how the people who I'm attracted to will always be creeped out by me unless I start altering myself heavily. I really must ask, will HRT help me in anyway become less disgusting and monstrous?

 

[CatParty]

You know what, fuck it, I'm just going to ask in this thread cuz I know there are some legit LGBT people here. I know you don't believe I'm not Rika but I'm bearing my soul here cuz I literally have nowhere else to talk about it.

I'm getting really upset with how people percieve me IRL and it makes me so uncomfortable knowing I give people the wrong impression based on my masculine appearance alone. Today, I embarrassed myself greatly at Shoprite with my mom and my stomach still hurts from thinking about it. So in the morning, me and my mother usually go walking on a trail that's 15 minutes from our house, since there's nobody on it, I never feel the need to get washed up, get outta my pajamas or shave cuz its just a nice wake-up walk to start the day. Well, today we didn't go straight home and instead stopped at shoprite for groceries. We were in the produce aisle when all of a sudden we hear "can I help you find anything?" I turned around and standing there is the most cutest fucking guy I've ever seen, I don't normally fall in love from appearances cuz that's shallow but he was that cute that I was like head over heels kinda attracted to him. Being the sex crazed freak that I am, in response to his question, I let out this quiet but audible sign and goddammit...i fucking fluttered my eye lashes at him. Predictably, the idea of a teenage male who is unshaven, buff with disheveled hair weirded the fuck out of him and he took a step back. We said "no thanks" and continued shopping but I was in constant stomach pain afterwards.

God, I hate being a fucking freak. I can't stand how the people who I'm attracted to will always be creeped out by me unless I start altering myself heavily. I really must ask, will HRT help me in anyway become less disgusting and monstrous?

you should listen to some bowie to soothe your soul

 

[Lil]

You could always, y'know, not go for looks at all. You could find someone based on their personality who'd like you as you are.

But you're Rob and there's no changing that, so I digress.

 

[Lefty's Revenge]

Given the inspiration, I'm not surprised. But I really dig the art.

Agreed. The artwork is actually quite nice.

 

[HG 400]

...but I'm bearing my soul here cuz I literally have nowhere else to talk about it.

This is the most troubling part of your post. Feeling ugly and embarrassing yourself is standard teenager shit. We've all done it, and when you get a little older you'll just look back on it with vague amusement. But it's good to vent about your teenage angsty bullshit or it'll build up, and if this is the best place for you to vent then something is seriously, seriously wrong.

Why don't you have anywhere else to talk about stuff like this? I'm sure that even if you don't have a real-life support network, then there are websites specifically dedicated to the type of issues a teenage transwoman faces in day to day life and they'd welcome you with open arms. If I was making a list of the best million places to go for support and understanding and blowing off steam, about any kind of personal issues or angst, CWCKI would not be on that list. Especially when you're Robert Wayne Stiles.

 

[LionSandwich]

How dumb can half of you people be. I'M NOT ROBERT STILES. This is some kind of "counter" trolling attempt to force my identity into someone I'm not and its making me upset beyond belief.
I'm sure you people knocking me for being superficial DON'T have any body modifications in the slightest. I actually don't cuz my parents won't let me get any cute piercings or tattoos.
Also I thought the Cwcki was separate from /cow/ but a lot of you seem to be under the same belief that you're "trolls" But seriously, if you respect me I will respect you, HOW HARD IS THAT TO UNDERSTAND?

 

[Lil]

>if you respect me I will respect you
>"How dumb can half of you people be.

 

[CatParty]

How dumb can half of you people be. I'M NOT ROBERT STILES. This is some kind of "counter" trolling attempt to force my identity into someone I'm not and its making me upset beyond belief.
I'm sure you people knocking me for being superficial DON'T have any body modifications in the slightest. I actually don't cuz my parents won't let me get any cute piercings or tattoos.
Also I thought the Cwcki was separate from /cow/ but a lot of you seem to be under the same belief that you're "trolls" But seriously, if you respect me I will respect you, HOW HARD IS THAT TO UNDERSTAND?

robert, you are using your normal account. not even an alt account.

 

[LM 697]

Be polite.

 

[LionSandwich]

>if you respect me I will respect you
>"How dumb can half of you people be.

Half of the people on here are NOT respecting me or my simple wishes and are attacking me based on personal vendettas. The people who don't attack me (but they CAN criticize me still) will remain respectable in my opinion

robert, you are using your normal account. not even an alt account.

This was a joke account to fuck with /cow/. I didn't even claim to be Stiles, I simply got labeled as him

Be polite.

I'm sorry but this is bothering me very much. The same way Something Awful was. Its that fucking upsetting.

 

[Lil]

This was a joke account to fuck with /cow/. I didn't even claim to be Stiles, I simply got labeled as him

It sure was hilarious when you got jealous of Rio and thought he was haunting your dreams! Great joke on us Rob! How are we losing in either case? You either pretended to go batshit insane at your own expense and our amusement, or you legitimately freaked out back then and still were a source of amusement. We're really not losing anything in either scenario.

 

[BT 075]

I'm sorry but this is bothering me very much. The same way Something Awful was. Its that fucking upsetting.

Let's get back on the topic of your problems. You keep saying you are so ugly, and you asked advice about whether or not to alter your body. Instead of getting all upset over who you are, or over who you are not, why not try and get to the bottom of your problems?

See based on what I see here, you have some self-esteem problems. You don't need HRT as much as you need therapy. And probably some medication. Go and see a professional if you can, is my advice.

We're not bad people. It's just that there are a lot of similarities between you and this "Rika" person and the more angry you get, the more fuel you give people to continue calling you Rob, Robert, Rika or whatnot. It's in your own best interest to stay calm, civil and polite. If someone called David Bowie Mick Jagger do you think he would rage and get pissed off? Or would he just laugh and dance his magic dance in the streets?

 

[JEWS]

I think they're worthless for being sexist and racist shit stains. That's the reason I let them dig themselves into a ditch. I wouldn't recomend sympathizing with them cuz they aren't capable of empathy, sympathy or any thing else involving care or considerationo for other human beings

https://www.google.com/#q=intitle:robblog+intitle:jews+site:pastebin.com
I honestly don't know why you'd have that impression of us. I mean, if you read any log, you're always the biggest asshole there.

 

[LionSandwich]

It sure was hilarious when you got jealous of Rio and thought he was haunting your dreams! Great joke on us Rob! How are we losing in either case? You either pretended to go batshit insane at your own expense and our amusement, or you legitimately freaked out back then and still were a source of amusement. We're really not losing anything in either scenario.

I deliberately made him jealous of passing gender queers like Rio and Katsu Kitty cuz I thought they'd be his ideal arch nemesis's. It actually takes a decent amount of improvising and knowing human psychology to know exactly what you need to do to get people to react the way you want.

I'm quite good in making people react in a funny way. But you know what, if nobody called me Stiles in the first place you never would have been convinced of anything. It's the power of suggestion

 

[CatParty]

I deliberately made him jealous of passing gender queers like Rio and Katsu Kitty cuz I thought they'd be his ideal arch nemesis's. It actually takes a decent amount of improvising and knowing human psychology to know exactly what you need to do to get people to react the way you want.

I'm quite good in making people react in a funny way. But you know what, if nobody called me Stiles in the first place you never would have been convinced of anything. It's the power of suggestion

robert, why would you want to cause trouble?

 

[Lil]

I deliberately made him jealous of passing gender queers like Rio and Katsu Kitty cuz I thought they'd be his ideal arch nemesis's. It actually takes a decent amount of improvising and knowing human psychology to know exactly what you need to do to get people to react the way you want.

I'm quite good in making people react in a funny way. But you know what, if nobody called me Stiles in the first place you never would have been convinced of anything. It's the power of suggestion

You have too much time on your hands. This is really incredibly sad. And now you're on some kind of superiority high thinking that you manipulated anybody and everybody.

You're a sad strange little man, Robert.