Stray Sheep - tranny autistic from tumblr that loves horsecock and is triggered by this title

[Gazelle_Bro]

The transsexualism is to fit in in the SJW melting pot.

I'm not sure why anyone would want to be a part of that.

 

[Wizzrobe]

I'm not sure why anyone would want to be a part of that.

For the attention (undeserved asspats)

 

[Red]

I'm not sure why anyone would want to be a part of that.

Because tumblr will shun you if you're not.
Post something "problematic?" Expect people to tell others to unfollow you for being ableist. Don't agree with the tucute movement? Expect to be shunned and ostracized from any community you try to be part of. Even non-fandom communities like art and reptile keeping will shun you if you make your opinion known. And if you openly say you're anti-sjw and have even a shred of popularity, expect to have a callout post made about you.
In my brief time on Tumblr, I was actually blocked by a majority of the reptile community because I occasionally had some opinions about SJWs. You either join them or are run off by them.
Tumblr is an echo chamber that smothers anything different.

 

[Treblinkachu]

I've done like. Fifty loads of laundry this week and I've cleaned my room plenty of times in my life, and I still feel like shit.

Just because she cared for me doesn't me she gives a shit about me. She reschedules my shit to do stuff for my brothers, and missed shit I wanted her to attend because of....wait for it...my brothers.

I have low stamina and the water would run out eventually and I'd still show up to my appointment all sweaty and gross. Plus even with people guiding me on the phone I get lost--I need an accurate gps that tells me exactly where j am and exactly where I'm going because I have no sense of distance or direction.

The DMV is like an hour drive, plus I'm going there to get my permit so no I can't have someone in the car with me while I drive. Biking is out of the question, like I said it's too damn far (especially in Texas this time of year with dangerous heat indexes) and I got lost walking home from school once.

The nearest bus stop is an hour away. I can't afford a taxi. The only "friend" I have nearby that can drive is an emotionally abusive piece of shit that I've cut ties with.

Its taken me awhile to clean my room because I'm basically pulling out everything from everywhere (desk, closet, etc) and reorganizing it. I only have so much energy and can only clean for like. An hour before I need a break.

And I know that intrusive thoughts are normal, but it wasn't until recently that I noticed I get them more than most people, because no one ever bothered to pay attention to my problems as a child and instead chose to ignore them.

What I'm gathering from all of this is that you have exactly the same problems that everyone else does, but your problems are more horrible than everyone else's because it's you that's suffering from them.

At this point, a normal person might say, "Hey, you know what? It's kind of childish of me to bitch about that stuff when it's pretty much the norm for human life", because a normal person has the capacity to recognize when they're behaving inappropriately. This is, in fact, part of growing up.

You, however, have surrounded yourself with friends and an ideology that validates your perception that your life is objectively worse than the average person's. This makes you feel special. It also insulates you against growing emotionally. You will therefore still be living with your parents and bitching about how oppressive it is to be forced to do "fifty loads of laundry" when you're thirty if you continue down this path.

Which, of course, you will.

Because people like you don't change.

 

[Piga Dgrifm]

Holy shit, never a dull moment, eh gang?

Stray Sheep, please go outside and take a break from the internet. You aren't trans or black, you're clawing for attention and throwing a fit when it's not the kind you want.

 

[ChuckSlaughter]

She claims her myriad personality disorders lead to her flunking out of the navy but that the relevant medical authorities made no note of it because those who are separated for 'mental illnesses are treated badly by the others' a kiwi armed service personnal disputed this claim and thought there was no reason for them not to be noted if they existed.

It's absolutely required in order to medically separate people, unless they just know you're going out and have some faster means of making that happen but even then many COs hate separating people for disciplinary reasons if they can help it because it looks bad on their fitrep.
If you're 19 and this mixed up your fucking recruiter should be shot I saw sailors pull guns on each other, slash each other, more suicide attempts than I like to think about and one of them was successful. Sometimes you'd find guys tucked away somewhere on the ship quietly sobbing, one guy literally asked for a hug and like 3 dudes hugged him tight without hesitation. These were big tough guys with mental strength much higher than your average civilian. There were weak ones too, I had one sailor who I now recognize to be an otherkin, I believe he is still in the brig for molesting a little girl. He was our resident lolcow and in retrospect was a massive liability who would have gotten someone hurt eventually. I had another sailor who I was introducing to all the important people one his first day, I don't know what he said but when I introduced him to the XO they spoke alone for minutes before he poked his head out the door and dismissed me with an amused grin on his face. He was off the ship and the XO told me that he knew I didn't "have time for more crazy bullshit"

Unless you got off easy mowing the lawns in hawaii for four years there is an excellent chance you would have blown your brains out. Seriously your recruiter was basically willing to lie to you about how much he loves the navy knowing full well you'd get a bad discharge or kill yourself.... so that he could live like a civilian in his hometown instead of like a sailor in the Navy. Go slap that guy.

Besides I don't listen to condesneding assholes who won't respect my gender.

Yeah that'll keep you out of the echo chamber and also do alot to help the emerging trans community de-alienate itself. Actually in your case just keep quiet tumblr crybabies are the greatest threat to trans acceptance and cultural integration since ted cruz. Because of people like you it's almost impossible to sit a friend down and defend trans people to them, no matter what you say the large contingent of highly visible kooks on the internet is impossible to argue against. If you actually are trans and you get assaulted or discriminated against at 40 I hope you look back at tumblr and it's assorted circus of fucksticks and pat yourselves on the back. If this is just a phase I hope you remember this and apologize in the future when trans people are a protected class that still won't get hired because everyone assumes they're nuts.

How ironic that the supposedly transphobic kiwi farms has taught me more positive things about trans people than tumblr with all it's safe spaces and supposed trans friendliness.

I'm only condescending to idiots when they get fussy. Most adults have accepted that stupid people happen and it's ok.

Well I'm not entirely "self" diagnosed. I tried to join the Navy back in 2014, but got separated two weeks into boot camp for mental health reasons. they never got the chance to fully diagnose me because I was in SEPS for such a short period of time, but I did remember BPD being brought up, so I googled it and found that I fit almost all the criteria. I just don't have any actual medical documents saying I have it. Hell, my mom even agrees with me and is trying to get me a psychiatric appointment, but it's hard when my dad does "believe" in mental illness, despite being bipolar himself.

Well if you were discharged in boot camp it's easier to do, they can basically wave their hands and discharge obvious problems with little resistance or penalty. They didn't give you a proper diagnosis because it would cost money and they already knew everything they needed. P days is usually at least one week, no physical activity except marching because you haven't been medically evaluated. So you had at most 1 week of push ups and you somehow managed to stand out enough from 100 other people to get folks wondering about your issues. That's assuming you didn't just outright get red flagged during your evaluation in p-days.... when the test asks how often you have super powers and imaginary friends and you answer anything other than never. What do you think is gonna happen?

IIRC my pdays was 2 weeks or so so you might not have even started boot camp. Nobody is going to "discriminate" against your mental illness in the navy at that point, your rdcs wouldn't regard you as a weak or malingering sailor, they're regard you as a civilian who got lost and went back home.

BPD and bipolar can look similar and if your dad has bipolar i believe there are genetic predispositions so you should get checked. Bipolar can treatable, bpd is pretty tough but with some work you can end up in a place where you're fairly happy and not hurting all the people around you. Having mental illness doesn't excuse bullshit suicide threats and other hurtful things you do to those around you, it only helps to explain them you don't get a free pass.

I googled it and found that I fit almost all the criteria.

I'm a big fan of googling shit to figure out what's wrong but it's especially error prone with mental illness, psych students commonly think absolutely everything must be wrong with them. It works best when you go to the doctor with your findings and then discuss it. They get shit wrong mostly because they won't spend hours reading the internet for every patient's symptoms, patients get it wrong because they're not trained or experienced and can't see themselves through any eyes but their own.

 

[tomgirl4life]

Am I the only one that saw this

Spoiler: Stray Sheep

and immediately thought of this kid?

 

[Eponine]

Sometimes you'd find guys tucked away somewhere on the ship quietly sobbing...

Holy shit, this is actually not uncommon? Wow, somehow I thought I was the only one.

 

[kookerpie]

You look about as black as Pixyteri looks Japanese.

You guys must never come accross mixed race people. This person has black people features and very much looks mixed race.

 

[Vitriol]

Thought id share her posts from this morning as they're quite funny/pathetic.

First up wakes up and its straight back on the tumblr pity train, gotta get them pity points eh?

Spoiler: OH WHAT A BEAUTIFUL MORNING

I bet you wish you could see her face right now guys amritite? Guys?

Spoiler: OH WHAT A BEAU- oh. nevermind.

The weens are not impressed:

Spoiler: julaayyy

And then catherine decides to play with her headmates imaginary friends which would be cute, if she was 9 rather than 19:

Spoiler: pathetic

On an unrelated note big thanks to @ChuckSlaughter for the informative post!

 

[Funnybone]

I got groped by a dude in highschool. Constantly. I was 14 and he was 18. He used to stalk me pick me up and try to take me into his car (until I kicked my way out). I told the school staff and they did squat. I eventually had to leave the school.
It took me a bit to trust men again-- and when I did I ended up being abused by another guy when I was 19. I won't go into details, but I was kept in his house against my will-- you can guess what happened.


It is possible to recover from sexual abuse. Hell, I learned to trust men again even after all that shit!
Sure, the memories sting as fuck but it doesn't have to be part of your daily existence. You do NOT have to BE those memories.
Get help and try not to obsess over yourself in every detail-- people have professions to help those with an abusive history.
There is no excuse to not get help.

 

[Muhyo]

MMh, well this thread is something else. A tumblrina comes in and demands attention and receives it but doesn't like it. :x

I notice that people like this person tends to lay out EVERY PERSONAL DETAIL on the internet. I understand that it good to let things out rather than keep them in, but it sucks that the internet has become more of a personal diary for many people. I don't really get the appeal of typing of random psychotic moments, or demanding that you should be called all of these pronouns, or heck, even talking about why your life is so hard when its not. It just fascinating seeing how people think this is such a grand idea.

 

[AnOminous]

And to think I thought I wasn't missing anything skipping the Springtrapp thread.

Did we already kill the wabbit?

 

[Funnybone]

I really hate that tumblr-kins have to make it seem like recovering from sexual abuse is fucking impossible. It really pisses me off.
Mental illness is not an excuse either.
It's insulting to those who have suffered through this shit and have come out of it with better, happier lives.
Don't diminish hope for others who haven't had a chance to recover yet.

 

[ShavedSheep]

As if sheep need any more negative mainstream media attention. It's hard enough being a sheep in this city anyways.

 

[Totenkopf]

one guy literally asked for a hug and like 3 dudes hugged him tight without hesitation.

D'aww :3

 

[Treblinkachu]

I really hate that tumblr-kins have to make it seem like recovering from sexual abuse is fucking impossible. It really pisses me off.
Mental illness is not an excuse either.
It's insulting to those who have suffered through this shit and have come out of it with better, happier lives.
Don't diminish hope for others who haven't had a chance to recover yet.

That's the problem with these tumblr people. They define themselves by their perceived problems and nothing more. Shit happens, sometimes it sucks a lot, but life goes on regardless of what you do about it, and you might as well put it behind you and live instead of dwelling on it every single moment. It's the same with any bad thing that happens--Yeah, it sucks, and sometimes it really sucks, but you don't have to let it define you.

 

[TheAmazingAxolotl]

As if sheep need any more negative mainstream media attention. It's hard enough being a sheep in this city anyways.

my nigga you need to TESTIFY about them sheep struggles

 

[Alex Krycek]

Hey @Stray Sheep fellow Houstonian here. The fact you're complaining about the weather gets no sympathy from me, sure it's hot out but we've had a lot of rain lately and that's cooled it down considerably. If anything I'd have scheduled to walk or bike to those places immediately after the rain, certainly early this week knowing that the humidity is eventually going to make the conditions pretty hellish outside as the summer drags on. You're telling me that the closest DMV and Mental Health Clinic is far far away. Get a friend to give you a ride if it really is just not feasible to walk or bike there. I'm not buying that BOTH are too far for you to do one or the other, yeah it may be an inconvenience for you to do so but if living this way is seriously crippling and impeding your overall quality of life, you'll work through it out of sheer desperation.

So perhaps you have no friends that can give you a ride, well that sucks and I'm sorry to hear that. I'm not sure what part of town you live in but I can attest that mass transit is shit here and agree with you that unless you're in Harris County or inside the Loop buses are impossible to find. Taxis aren't though, call Yellowcab if you physically can't make the trip on foot or by bike. I know that they cost money, so just ask your mom to cover the fare if you have to. In exchange you can do some work around the house, maybe a load of your mom's laundry while you're doing one of those 60 loads... you'll save water anyway. Doing this busy work will keep you away from Tumblr and Saints Row and all that other shit that makes your mental disabilities worse.

 

[ChuckSlaughter]

I'm not sure why anyone would want to be a part of that.

Because they were taught about all the horrible things brought about by prejudice and discrimination but have existed in a relative utpoia their entire lives. They then think flipping out about everything no matter how inconsequential will make them civil rights crusaders and put them on the right side of history. Still too dumb to see it's not actually privilege or prejudice that's the problem, it's the consequences so if someone's ignorance can be waved away with little consequence it's best to live and let live. The term microaggression just boils my blood in the face of all the times people are being seriously hurt or held back and nobody even fucking knows. It makes some part of me wish that they'd get sucked into a bad situation and loaded up with enough real problems to cry about the rest of their lives.

attn sjws: You are too fucking stupid and childish to advance society in any way and you hurt every cause you're involved in. It is to the point now if I see anyone mention they engage in progressive activism I've become prejudicial that they might actually be an insane sjw. You fuckers ruin absolutely everything.