STRUGGLES BEING ME | PART 3 - 7/5/18

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So, I only assume this, but AL picked out three shirts and then waddled to her rat pile before she sprawled out to film this "series." Think smarter, not harder, right gorl?

Also, I am truly curious of how you managed to get ahold of this deleted scene:

Lunete said:
With this:

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Damn this “series” was lazy as fuck. If she wants to copy Shane or whatever she could at least make it “real and raw” rather than boring bullshit.

If for whatever :optimistic: reason Shane Dawson took an interest in AL and did a series with her (he did one with a blind chick where he spent a day with her and trying to experience what it’s like being blind. The blind chick was awesome by the way. Smart and gorgeous and funny as fuck to boot! But I digress)

... do you think AL would actually do this hypothetical series with him? AL supposedly refused an offer to go on Dr Phil to confront her haydurz.

But this is Shane Dawson, YouTube pimp daddy.

Shane could do a video titled something like “If I Never Lost The Weight...” and spend the day with Amber and Becky, hitting up the Chinese Buffette and the drive thru Baskin Robbins, shopping at Walmart while riding the scooters... he could splice footage of himself at 400lbs where he resembled a fat lesbian (what a coincidence!) and interview AL wearing her dollar store cat ears, crying her crocodile tears, telling him about her struggles with the Binge Monster.

Fuuuuuck now I’m just sad this isn’t going to happen.

Or... Shane could do a series on body dysmorphia with himself, Amber and Eugenia Cooney and that Kati Morton YouTube therapist woman. They all do a therapeutic drawing of how big they each think their bodies are and then describe what they see in the mirror juxtaposed with clips of strangers describing their bodies.

Or just an episode of Supersize Vs Superskinny with AL eating only what Eugenia Cooney eats in a day and vice versa. Cut to AL crying over how hungry she is and Eugenia being disgusted over what AL eats. Or sub Eugenia for Ashley Isaacs. Because honestly Eugenia Cooney does seem like she’s really suffering.

Fucking hell any of these would be great series. What AL did was quarter assed bullshit she got from lurking KF and all of it was just obvious bullshit.

Jesus I’m sorry for the rambling I’m out of my mind. And of course Chantal and Shaquana jumped on the bandwagon having to respond to this shit. It’s hilarious how Shaquana is so fucking smug because she lost some weight because she’s likely relapsed on crack cocaine.
 
CindyChafe said:
Damn this “series” was lazy as fuck. If she wants to copy Shane or whatever she could at least make it “real and raw” rather than boring bullshit.

If for whatever :optimistic: reason Shane Dawson took an interest in AL and did a series with her (he did one with a blind chick where he spent a day with her and trying to experience what it’s like being blind. The blind chick was awesome by the way. Smart and gorgeous and funny as fuck to boot! But I digress)

... do you think AL would actually do this hypothetical series with him? AL supposedly refused an offer to go on Dr Phil to confront her haydurz.

But this is Shane Dawson, YouTube pimp daddy.

Shane could do a video titled something like “If I Never Lost The Weight...” and spend the day with Amber and Becky, hitting up the Chinese Buffette and the drive thru Baskin Robbins, shopping at Walmart while riding the scooters... he could splice footage of himself at 400lbs where he resembled a fat lesbian (what a coincidence!) and interview AL wearing her dollar store cat ears, crying her crocodile tears, telling him about her struggles with the Binge Monster.

Fuuuuuck now I’m just sad this isn’t going to happen.

Or... Shane could do a series on body dysmorphia with himself, Amber and Eugenia Cooney and that Kati Morton YouTube therapist woman. They all do a therapeutic drawing of how big they each think their bodies are and then describe what they see in the mirror juxtaposed with clips of strangers describing their bodies.

Or just an episode of Supersize Vs Superskinny with AL eating only what Eugenia Cooney eats in a day and vice versa. Cut to AL crying over how hungry she is and Eugenia being disgusted over what AL eats. Or sub Eugenia for Ashley Isaacs. Because honestly Eugenia Cooney does seem like she’s really suffering.

Fucking hell any of these would be great series. What AL did was quarter assed bullshit she got from lurking KF and all of it was just obvious bullshit.

Jesus I’m sorry for the rambling I’m out of my mind. And of course Chantal and Shaquana jumped on the bandwagon having to respond to this shit. It’s hilarious how Shaquana is so fucking smug because she lost some weight because she’s likely relapsed on crack cocaine.
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Shane Dawson is god fucking awful, why do people like him, he is a YT leach. He attaches himself to everyone who has a following on there and pretends to be their friend. It's all fake.
 
She may not be lying about showering every day (minus her hair). I only say this because on My 600 pound life, the shows participants must clean themselves every day in order to prevent infections, even when they are bed bound. When you’re this big your skin is constantly pulling, tearing, and sweating. It’s a breeding ground for germs. You can also wash your body without properly washing her hair.

I believe there was one participant who didn’t wash themselves and then maggots started to live in the foods of their skin. I don’t think AL is quite that bad (but gorl, please do not use that as a barometer for how well you’re doing).

But of course as I commented last time, she said she’s not interested in losing weight so I just can’t feel sorry. She probably is in constant pain all the time but she has the ability to fix it. And if she went to someone like Dr. Now, she would have to stick to a diet anyway. I believe you can look up his diet’s program online.
 
Erica said:
She may not be lying about showering every day (minus her hair). I only say this because on My 600 pound life, the shows participants must clean themselves every day in order to prevent infections, even when they are bed bound. When you’re this big your skin is constantly pulling, tearing, and sweating. It’s a breeding ground for germs. You can also wash your body without properly washing her hair.

I believe there was one participant who didn’t wash themselves and then maggots started to live in the foods of their skin. I don’t think AL is quite that bad (but gorl, please do not use that as a barometer for how well you’re doing).

But of course as I commented last time, she said she’s not interested in losing weight so I just can’t feel sorry. She probably is in constant pain all the time but she has the ability to fix it. And if she went to someone like Dr. Now, she would have to stick to a diet anyway. I believe you can look up his diet’s program online.
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Dude, her vagina stunk so bad almost 150 pounds ago to the point where she avoided sexual contact. I highly doubt she is showing or doing anything to better her hygiene daily.
 
Toxoplasmosis said:
You sleep in the clothes you wore all day and you don't wash off your makeup before bed, yet we're supposed to believe you actually shower on a regular basis?
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Hey if you shower once a week that's still regular okay!?

Every Monday is the start of a new journey and it's coincidentally washin' day too. It's like a baptism for her new diet that she wont stick to.
 
Erica said:
You can also wash your body without properly washing her hair.
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I doubt she'd be able to do it at her size and with hair that long.

The other day I saw a close-up of her fingernails and they were caked with dirt. Since Amber doesn't do any physical labor, the dirt had to be dead skin. It's the kind of thing that gets cleaned if the hands has contact with water regularly - like washing her hands or taking baths/showers.
 
multiple sources have confirmed amber had to be begged/nagged/bribed into showering. and that was like 200 pounds ago. she doesnt shower every day, there's no way.
 
Putting a psychologist hat on, the most interesting thing she said was that she covers herself with blankets everywhere she goes. I don’t think she really understands this part of herself. Even she knows she’s not hiding her fat. Those blankets give her security like a child feels with his blankey.

First, she covered herself with layers upon layers of protective fat. That isn’t enough to hide herself or give her the security she craves, so she adds blankets.

She can’t possibly ever be cold, in fact, she’s probably always overheated. Yet she increases her discomfort by hiding behind blankets. I think her fat is part of her security blanket, just like a real blanket is. If she ever lost the weight, she’d feel as naked and exposed as that helpless kitten she found. She’d rather have all these “struggles” than being thin and facing the unknown.

A therapist would dig into this but Amber will never go.

So the gorl will lihhh until she dihhhs. Sure, it makes total sense that she only fits into one movie theater seat and just wants the space in the next one “in case,” while in the same breath telling us her fat spills over onto the seat buckle area of a car causing permanent bruising. She has to use the handicapped stall in a restroom, and can’t fit through a normal sized shower stall but assured us she only takes up one movie seat. It’s hard to believe she doesn’t see the correlation there and how ridiculous it sounds. So what part of her brain hangs onto this myth and why?

Since she is obviously dirty in videos, I don’t think she’s at the point where she understands about infections yet. She surely has some itchy spots and flaking red skin but she won’t understand the importance of hygiene until she gets cellulitis and is hospitalized, and they teach her the importance of regular bathing for the morbidly obese. She’ll use that to barge in on the boys shower space, assuming she can fit in it.

But I’m ahead of the story-right now she can’t fit in her own shower and so is avoiding it.
 
SAVE TWINKIE! said:
multiple sources have confirmed amber had to be begged/nagged/bribed into showering. and that was like 200 pounds ago. she doesnt shower every day, there's no way.
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well that's different, what are these sources? I mean, we already knew she didn't bathe/shower on her own accord... but being forced to clean herself through begging/bribery/nagging?
 
Barbarella said:
Putting a psychologist hat on, ...
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I think its entirely possible that people put on weight to distance themselves from their responisibilities. Some people put on weight because that gives them an excuse to be lethargic, or even unattractive becuase they are scared of having relationships! I need to look further into that, I read about that somewhere.

Its like saying "when I am under 200lbs I do this or that, running or cycling". Like Chris Chan thinks he could be the president of the US if he did not have autism, it is used as a protective layer.
 
potatoe said:
This would have been so much better if she demonstrated trying to put on shoes on getting stuck in the shower.

She should do an ASMR video “A day in the life” that’s just filled with her wheezing and furniture creaking and the passenger side tire scraping in the wheel well as they head to Outback.
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She could make it into a game show. Line up a whole bunch of chairs and the contestants have to guess which ones will break. Have spaces that she can try to fit through. Will she get stuck? Guess right and win fabulous prizes! She could hide stuff in her rolls for people to find like "Finders Keepers". The youtube bux would be flowing like cholesterol through her arteries.
 
Barbarella said:
Since she is obviously dirty in videos, I don’t think she’s at the point where she understands about infections yet. She surely has some itchy spots and flaking red skin but she won’t understand the importance of hygiene until she gets cellulitis and is hospitalized, and they teach her the importance of regular bathing for the morbidly obese. She’ll use that to barge in on the boys shower space, assuming she can fit in it.
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She has already had cellulitis, but maybe they neglected to tell her the importance of good hygiene.
 
Movie theatre...'I don't take up two seats.'
Takes up two seats because one is too small and the armrest must go up.

In what world does something think, 'One seat is not big enough but I don't need two seats' ????

Fucking mental gymnastics/denial.


#11. The mot embarrassing thing of all....I can't wipe my own ass anymore.
 
She probably thinks that because there is a bit of space between herself and the armrests when she is on both chairs that she's not actually taking up two whole chairs. It's all technicalities with this gorl. Technically, gorl, you are over 500lbs, so who gives a shit if you take up one or two chairs? Your heart isn't going to be like "oh, ok, we don't technically take up two chairs, so I'll keep beating like a champ to fuel this monstrosity."
 
SAVE TWINKIE! said:
multiple sources have confirmed amber had to be begged/nagged/bribed into showering. and that was like 200 pounds ago. she doesnt shower every day, there's no way.
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She claims she showers everyday but doesn't wash her hair everyday.. I don't believe that, if she
Erica said:
She may not be lying about showering every day (minus her hair). I only say this because on My 600 pound life, the shows participants must clean themselves every day in order to prevent infections, even when they are bed bound. When you’re this big your skin is constantly pulling, tearing, and sweating. It’s a breeding ground for germs. You can also wash your body without properly washing her hair.

I believe there was one participant who didn’t wash themselves and then maggots started to live in the foods of their skin. I don’t think AL is quite that bad (but gorl, please do not use that as a barometer for how well you’re doing).

But of course as I commented last time, she said she’s not interested in losing weight so I just can’t feel sorry. She probably is in constant pain all the time but she has the ability to fix it. And if she went to someone like Dr. Now, she would have to stick to a diet anyway. I believe you can look up his diet’s program online.
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I don't think she does wash her body everyday. She never mentions using a shower cap or something to keep her hair dry when in the shower. Don't people on 600 pound life have people helping them to shower?
 

If she admitted to all these being filmed the same day, what was the point of changing shirts? Does she want us to believe she changes outfits multiple times a day? Did the exhaustion of filming each video get her so sweaty and filthy she felt the need to get fresh clothes after each one?
 
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