The General Thread
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You know that moment of winter where the weather suddenly jumps into the 40s and stays there? That moment when you turn the corner and it's bright out again?
I think we've finally hit it come tuesday. And thank fuck because the dark and cold makes me so bloody miserable.
I think we've finally hit it come tuesday. And thank fuck because the dark and cold makes me so bloody miserable.
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Really? I hate winter. April through October the weather is pretty nice. Fortunately the winter was pretty mild this year, but not as nice as last year.
I absolutely love the sound of a moderately heavy rain when sleeping. It's the most relaxing sound in the world. That's going to be in season soon.
Oh, that's right. You're in Texas. It gets hotter than hell in the summer. Pretty dry, too. I understand why cool and damp would make you happy, but not dark.
I absolutely love the sound of a moderately heavy rain when sleeping. It's the most relaxing sound in the world. That's going to be in season soon.
Oh, that's right. You're in Texas. It gets hotter than hell in the summer. Pretty dry, too. I understand why cool and damp would make you happy, but not dark.
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It gets hotter than hell in the winter.GrandNumberOfPounds said:
And I really don't know why, but I love the darkness. I love overcast skies and not being reminded that we have a sun. I'd love to go for a walk on a cold, snowy night and just aimlessly walk around. I like cold, damp forests as well, but they look better in the sun.
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Crap, I didn't think it got that hot in the winter.
OK, by dark you mean overcast. Yeah, overcast is cool at times, just not days on end. I get in that mood sometimes, too. By dark I meant the sun setting at 4 p.m. That sucks.
That does sound cool. So relaxing.
OK, by dark you mean overcast. Yeah, overcast is cool at times, just not days on end. I get in that mood sometimes, too. By dark I meant the sun setting at 4 p.m. That sucks.
That does sound cool. So relaxing.
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I still feel at peace right now, but for some reason, I feel as if I'm suppressing some kind of hidden emotions that want to come out. I'm fairly certain nothing is wrong right now, but I feel a presence of a tiny little voice inside of me, trying to tell me that something is wrong. Maybe it's from remembering every mistake I've ever made. Maybe it's from realizing that it's been a year and nothing is the way I expected it to be. Maybe it's from realizing that even though I'm back on the same track that so many people admired me for taking, those same people will never will never be as significant in my life anymore and don't want me to play the same role I had in theirs back then because I went off course for a while. I feel like the more aware I become of that situation, the more likely I am to repeat it, but I don't want to live my life as a lie and cover up things that DID have a big effect on me. I want to open up to those people, but I feel that being open may cause my own demise and push me back into depression as it does every year. I don't know what words to say or if I should even say them at all, but I definitely don't want to mope around anymore. Maybe I want to start over. Maybe I want to show everyone that I'm not psychotic or abusive or whatever it is they said about me. I feel as if they believe that my intentions aren't good, and I'm certain that I may have left that impression on them. Ah, well. I can't afford to be thinking about these things right now. Maybe over spring break, I'll try to satisfy my emotions and get the communication I crave with these people, but for now, I have work tomorrow and three tests to take next week. I've worked up the ability to keep things under control so far. It'd be a shame if I let all that work go to waste.
>questioning if I'm a good person or not
>walk towards the kitchen to wash out a glass, telling myself that even if it's painful for me to bring back old memories, I must tell these people how I sincerely feel
>about to re-enter room when all of a sudden, brother bursts out of his room and says
>I HAVE AN ASPERGERS FIXATION ON MONEY AND KUSH
>wind up on floor dry heaving from how hard I'm laughing
>questioning if I'm a good person or not
>walk towards the kitchen to wash out a glass, telling myself that even if it's painful for me to bring back old memories, I must tell these people how I sincerely feel
>about to re-enter room when all of a sudden, brother bursts out of his room and says
>I HAVE AN ASPERGERS FIXATION ON MONEY AND KUSH
>wind up on floor dry heaving from how hard I'm laughing
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>not even trying to greentext, just usually tell stories online like thatspaps said:
>"lol u can't greentext"
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Fialovy said:
No, see, you've never had the high school boy's room experience. Nowhere near as sexy as the term sounds, it's when you try to take a shit only to have a group of miscreants come in and either try to kick the stall door in or throw wet towels in the stall. I formed a habit that carries well into the present day where I just wait to go home before I do #2.