I've been frustrated at Chris a lot in the past, he is definitely a lazy individual, but I definitely regret a lot of the things I've said here. At the end of the day, Chris is clearly depressed, seeking escapism over hard work.
I admit that I didn't listen to others before me, I thought I could get through to Chris. I made several comic pages on Sonichu, shared a couple of brief DMs, bought a medallion, I even played into those bloody merge ideas for a short time. Anything to try and make Chris see some sort of sense in sorting out her life, regardless of Chris's challenges, history and identity.
But there's simply no way to get through at all. Chris's trust is put into people who give false promises with malicious intent. I'm sure null will be there when Chris is at rock bottom again, but without learning from mistakes, it's gonna happen again and again and again.
I'm gonna step back from here. I really do hope Chris finds peace, I think very few people on the farms would disagree with that, but with the way Chris loathes the mere idea of work, I'm not sure that's going to happen. Finding peace is never really possible without putting in the effort to really appreciate it.
