“I only binged a little...I didn’t lose seven pounds this week...I gained one pound...I can look at this as a complete failure or look at it instead as I didn’t gain ten pounds in a week.”
Paraphrasing because there’s no way in fuck I’m watching that again. But just for perspective:
“I only shot up a little heroin this...I didn’t stop using it completely this week...I shot up only once a day...I can look at this as a complete failure or look at it instead as I didn’t go through 10 bags a day like usual, but instead only 5 a day.”
You’re an addict Amber. But instead of using a spoon to cook black tar heroine in the closet, you’re using a spoon to put more food that you don’t need into your body. You’re fat because you keep binging but you keep doing it and lying to yourself about how only a “little binging” is better than a lot. Just like a “little alcohol,” or a “little meth,” or a “little smoke”. You either admit you’re an addict, accept this shameful reality and how it’s affecting your life and the lives of those around you and kick the habit entirely, or you do what addicts in withdrawal do and make excuses for why you fell off the wagon.
OR ALTERNATIVELY... you could just accept that you don’t want to change your eating habits and that you aren’t ready to work through your addiction yet. That’s fine. But no one will cry for you when that decision kills you.
this vid was one of the most boring in recent memory, then again theyre pretty much all the same so they tend to all run together ; i couldn't even make it thru amberlard's version. This Chantal thing is keeping me in tho, sure hope AL breaks her 3 weeks behind uploading schedule to make an announcement or response (or lack thereof, maybe something like "rain and petals eavesdrop"? ). More likely she will deny & deflect as she's already doing but I remain hopeful that Chantal will stay on her shelf ass & keep this lovely tea piping hot & spilling! We seriously need some real excitement here cuz the road to bedbound or MSHPL has been a long one so far!
I think her content will improve when she realises she's being so boring people won't even make fun of her. Or she'll just have even more ads. She's pretty fucking dumb but even she must realise getting in a blue with another heinous heifer would be good for her income. She does have the "holier than thou" attitude when it comes to dealing with negative criticism though. What's certain is that this video is boring even for her. Nobody believed you were as low as 522 gorl and that's when you actually showed us the scale (well, a photo of the scale when you were leaning on the bathroom sink to reduce the reading)
Her videos are so boring, there's really nothing worth commenting on. Here we we go with another "day 1". I found watching Zach and Michael today much more entertaining (re: the whole Chantal beef).
She will never deny she's bedbound. Just like she denied using scooter at Walmart until people caught her in video and then magically the next day she said she uses scooter and wants people to know that lol
She'll keep on making shitty sit down videos and her views will keep on going down until she breaks or her heart does.
I really wish she'd just buck the fuck up and admit she's not interested in losing weight rather than stuffing her face with bullshit and then filming these faux-flagellate woe-is-me video updates.
What is the fucking point?
I really wish she'd just buck the fuck up and admit she's not interested in losing weight rather than stuffing her face with bullshit and then filming these faux-flagellate woe-is-me video updates.
What is the fucking point?