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What lady wouldn't want some of Wendell?
"Little did I know at that time, my wife is dead"
Singing us a beautiful song
Skitzocow Wendell Charles NeSmith - Schizophrenic open-source philosophy teacher and angel of God, married to a dead 5-year old Palestinian girl
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"Little did I know at that time, my wife is dead"
Singing us a beautiful song
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I've been watching these in my free time. Below is all from ep 11.
"I shot for 12 because I knew that was right. But deep down, I wanted younger." (x)
"God, please ensure that Inas' body is durable. I really don't want to hurt her." (x)
"Five years old might be too young in this world, but not in the next!" (x)
And the last one, which my words won't do justice. See for yourself.
"I shot for 12 because I knew that was right. But deep down, I wanted younger." (x)
"God, please ensure that Inas' body is durable. I really don't want to hurt her." (x)
"Five years old might be too young in this world, but not in the next!" (x)
And the last one, which my words won't do justice. See for yourself.
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2 New Videos:
Inas Shawket Episode 58: All Dogs Go to Heaven
Inas Shawket Episode 59: Qiyamah
Inas Shawket Episode 58: All Dogs Go to Heaven
He got his second degree from Charles Sturt University. Of course, given his preference from leeching off of his disability check, he's (thankfully) unlikely to actually do anything with it.
He made a 3D model of Inas Shawket. Given his previous comments noted by @drink the bog water, I'm concerned about how he plans on using it.
He also had a fight with his best friend Simon, who apparently repeatedly calls him delusional.
He made a 3D model of Inas Shawket. Given his previous comments noted by @drink the bog water, I'm concerned about how he plans on using it.
He also had a fight with his best friend Simon, who apparently repeatedly calls him delusional.
The title "qiyamah" means "resurrection" in Arabic, and is probably referring to the Islamic "judgement day" (yawm al-Qiyamah), a concept Wendell seems absolutely giddy about.
Despite his love for reading random passages from the Bible, NeSmith does not seem to be a Christian, at least in the traditional sense. He denies the divinity of Jesus and asserts that good and evil are essentially the same.
The most interesting aspect of this video is a look into his communications with his father. The communications mostly involve Wendell sending long diatribes lecturing his father, to which his father usually responds with a short fragment.
Speaking of which, his father, Dr. Richard NeSmith, seems to be a pretty successful educator. He has 8 university degrees, has taught high school science for 14 years, served as a professor for 14 years, 4 of which he was dean of education, served 15 years as an editor for an education journal, and has published 35 peer-reviewed articles on education. He's currently writing books on education, as well as short, 8th grade level nature books. One of Wendell's major points of contention with his father seems to be that, despite the books serving as a passion project, he is making some of money off of them.
Despite his love for reading random passages from the Bible, NeSmith does not seem to be a Christian, at least in the traditional sense. He denies the divinity of Jesus and asserts that good and evil are essentially the same.
The most interesting aspect of this video is a look into his communications with his father. The communications mostly involve Wendell sending long diatribes lecturing his father, to which his father usually responds with a short fragment.
Speaking of which, his father, Dr. Richard NeSmith, seems to be a pretty successful educator. He has 8 university degrees, has taught high school science for 14 years, served as a professor for 14 years, 4 of which he was dean of education, served 15 years as an editor for an education journal, and has published 35 peer-reviewed articles on education. He's currently writing books on education, as well as short, 8th grade level nature books. One of Wendell's major points of contention with his father seems to be that, despite the books serving as a passion project, he is making some of money off of them.
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What I'm getting here is he's excited about resurrection because his dead child bride will come back but in the mean time he'll make do with a 3D model of her. This dude's a creepy motherfucker.
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Deadwing is currently streaming about Wendell and credited this thread. May God help us all.
ETA: He uploaded the segment as it's own video
ETA: He uploaded the segment as it's own video
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He mentions he will link this thread in the description as well. Hi, YouTube.
Really though, here's hoping this doesn't fuck Wendell's channel over.
Edit: Also, if he's not purged.. Wendell's probably going to be over the moon about sending people his 'message'
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Listening to it now, glad he liked the thread.
Here's his latest two videos. He seems to have been getting dramatically more manic over the past week.
Inas Shawket Episode 60: ACT Human Rights Commision
The first half of the video is Wendell's typical dry droning. We do get a look at his sleep schedule, and an insight into his "spice" habits.
Mania starts to creep through as he talks about growing out his hair to be like animal from the Muppets
Wendell informs us that he is both Jesus AND the Antichrist
He sends a completely unhinged letter to the ACT Human Rights commission, telling them they're condemned to hell, he is untouchable, and that he declared Florian Wertenauer his arch-enemy. The video clip is too large to upload, so here's a screenshot of the letter.
The ending of this video is a glorious 8-minute schizo rant, and is Wendell at his most manic. He's talking at a regular pace, gets incredibly emotional as the rant progresses. It starts with him concluding the media is fake because they don't talk about him and devolves into him insinuating that he knows of some horrible event in the future.
Mania starts to creep through as he talks about growing out his hair to be like animal from the Muppets
Wendell informs us that he is both Jesus AND the Antichrist
He sends a completely unhinged letter to the ACT Human Rights commission, telling them they're condemned to hell, he is untouchable, and that he declared Florian Wertenauer his arch-enemy. The video clip is too large to upload, so here's a screenshot of the letter.
The ending of this video is a glorious 8-minute schizo rant, and is Wendell at his most manic. He's talking at a regular pace, gets incredibly emotional as the rant progresses. It starts with him concluding the media is fake because they don't talk about him and devolves into him insinuating that he knows of some horrible event in the future.
Inas Shawket Episode 61: Goldmail
Wendell invents a new term: Goldmail. He concludes that since "goldmail" isn't listed as a crime, he cannot be arrested for his unhinged letter to the ACT.
Confirms that he was arrested for harassment and abuse of the internet. It was dismissed under sections 32 and 20BQ, which are laws dealing with the mental illness of the defendant. This is somehow part of the conspiracy against him.
On cuddling a 5 year old for eternity
More general mania, including a new desire to open a game studio
A quick look around his room...
Wait, was that...
Cut from a much longer rant. Wendell starts to get emotional about the lack of engagement with his videos and books.
He sends another letter to the ACT human rights commission, declaring himself the new director. Clip is again too long to post, and not all of the letter was visible.
Confirms that he was arrested for harassment and abuse of the internet. It was dismissed under sections 32 and 20BQ, which are laws dealing with the mental illness of the defendant. This is somehow part of the conspiracy against him.
On cuddling a 5 year old for eternity
More general mania, including a new desire to open a game studio
A quick look around his room...
Wait, was that...
Cut from a much longer rant. Wendell starts to get emotional about the lack of engagement with his videos and books.
He sends another letter to the ACT human rights commission, declaring himself the new director. Clip is again too long to post, and not all of the letter was visible.
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I am going to preface this with a disclaimer that I did not realize what I was getting into. This is too long for me to actually cover all this in one go. I've decided to take the burden upon myself of reading this man's shit books, and only by chapter three of the first one did I realize quite what that entailed. However, my mama ain't raised no quitter, so the 10 hours I'm gonna waste doing this are already written off. This is only part of the first book and the insanity is already evident. Although much of it is hidden behind ether spoiler this is a long-ass post and the one for the rest of the book will probably be longer. This may seem long by this is orders of magnitude less writing then is actually in the first chapters of this book.
tl;dr: turns out he's not only married to a dead six-year-old Muslim, but that girl is also his sister and also Jesus and also he's the antichrist incarnate and will lead a gamer army in the war for the end of the world, I swear I made none of that up. Also, he made a bad game. I intend to finish this book and move on to the others, but if anyone would like to try and beat me to the punch on the other books though be my guest.
I started with "This Book is a Game" and unsurprisingly, its shit. Nigga literally spends what is probably a hundred thousand words on telling people "just do what I do but pretend its an mmo," only to then pivot into a prophecy about how his waifu is the christ reborn. Obviously the goal of this fictitious game is to find your "true love" hiding amongst the "npcs", probably a disturbingly young love at that. This whole game is literally just role-playing as him, or more accurately this whole game is him roleplaying that people will roleplay as him. He describes this game as "the first video game to take place in real life", an objectively false statement as competitive paintball is already irl splatoon. The "mechanics" unironically include shit like vlog videos about philosophy and being homeless. The game isn't what this seems to really be about though.
While he spends a good deal of words in an attempt to describe this "game" he manages to say surprisingly little through them. A good part of every chapter, of which there are 19 (this post only covers 1-9), is spent explaining previously explained ideas like the love quest, the importance of bathing, or redefining a term like npc. 90% of this book is the same shit adnasuem, and the rest is utter nonsense that I can't accurately call coherent in any manner without committing the sin of giving false testimony. By my calculations, it took me 3+ hours to read this first half of the manuscript and crop all the good bit for you folk to spare you the pain of reading it. By far the best parts are those they aren't even that game-related, such as when he goes off on the msm for being run by Satanists or gives skynet conspiracies about ai. Oh, and he's also the self-proclaimed antichrist who's in an incestuous relationship with his fake sister. As harsh as I sound here I actually really enjoyed reading this, not because it was good, it wasn't, but because there's this section I can't really do justice where he talks about his detractors, and, as a guy who has been one of his detractors for less than a week, I find it awfully funny. I'll leave most of it in the second spoiler section, there is much seething awaiting those who enter. That's also where all the cult shit is.
Honesty, as bad as this book is, at least his underlying message that you should try and have some goal in your life is sound. Too bad his goal is to fuck dead kids.
2/10: The audio doesn't help man, fucker reads at 5 wpm.
I have no idea what any of this means but this guy allegedly took 10 years to get a 2 year degree, he can't shit talk academics. I didn't crop this part but he also claims to hold a masters in education, but even then that's still only four years worth of diploma. He mentions going to grad school but never names a where or when so I'm kinda doubtful.
I guess this here explains how he and his undead loli gf were intended to save the world.
Him telling you to act like him for the sake of the game.
Here he references the video seen in the marriage ceremony, this was written about a year early though (note his love is not yet Isna).
So he also apparently believes in angels and demons, which seem to just be people but overpowered due to the game rules.
Honestly, this is kinda based.
"I am so great I don't need your help, you still should help me though! My super master plan will surely lead to my victory!" This part is honestly just kind of sad.
Oh yeah, he also wants to build a super robot to police the internet. Because of course he does. Still not the weirdest thing in this post by far if you dare to continue on.
He seemed to speak as if he had read criticism of him in the past so I am going to attempt a proper refutation of these points. The reason people say you are unwell is that you seem to have a poor grasp of cause and effect, have an unhealthy fascination with children and have a quite literal messiah complex. Why I won't say you seem particularly unintelligent you obviously have issues understanding reality and believe dead people to be not only living but able to enter marriage contracts and you think demons are real and can steal people's souls. Simply put; what you lay out in your writings is inconsistent with how the rest of us perceive reality, you may claim yours is right but such an extraordinary claim requires extraordinary evidence. Without such evidence, the most likely conclusion by far is that you have an illness stopping you from properly processing reality, namely schizophrenia.
A: You're the crazy one. B: You have a mental illness, not angel wings. C: If your soulmate is a teenager or below I think we all hope that your position stays in its current form for her safety. It's fair to complain about abuse but I highly, highly doubt you have actually been abused as much as told to get help, which you need. I assume that email from your mother was real however and highly doubt that anyone can get through to you if she couldn't. The best solution here for everyone is for you to continue to write and advertise anyway, we in no way want to actually hinder you even if we may mock you here, that is so long as no children are involved. You should, however, really consider that if everyone in your whole life has been disagreeing with you you may hold some disagreeable positions. While I would recommend you try and get help and reunite with your family if you were to remain in your current position I don't think anyone would have an issue with that. I at the very least enjoyed your writing and hope that if you don't get help you do indeed continue with it.
Honestly, I hope this is made it actually sounds kind of cool, I'm imagining something yume nikki like.
Although your youtube channel now has a number of subscribers 20x the one listed here, I think your concern is still valid. However, while it's true that such effort expended onto a youtube channel would normally earn you more subscribers than you've got, you've got to appreciate that you make extremely niece content. There is no malice reflected in those numbers, merely a lack of interest. I'm going to return to addressing kiwifarms now.
As you can see from the above excerpts and my responses I wish this man no harm but do think is behaviour could be easily perceived as unreasonable. Going so far as to call most YouTubers, nay most humans, outright evil is a bit much. His really weird beliefs are below, however.
This is just straight-up incelism. That's all I have to say for this I think.
And this is where it starts to go off the deep end. Not only does he believe all humans are degenerates (an honestly not that unreasonable belief), but he believes that he and all angles and daemons need to rise up and destroy them. I highly doubt I need to convince anyone reading this that angles aren't real and that daemons aren't either (at least not in the seemingly physicals forms he's using to describe them). Also, the dude's a human, as is his new "wife" Isna. Clearly there will be no war.
Telling someone to study your work endlessly will lead nowhere, he should know this. He spends half this book complaining he can't get people to read his shit. Also, to be clear, as clarified later this is only an offer to higher beings, humans can't help fix the human race.
"Recondition" is a fun word. Also, this is clearly nonsense and as neither of these entities exist his work is for no one.
This section is one of the few that makes me legitimately nervous, I'm sure you can see why.
The apex of madness. I've been assuming that Isna is Ivory as they have similar descriptions minus the university bit and that he has "finally found her." Also, I find it funny he tells people who don't look like her to not apply but also doesn't give a description. All of this honestly wouldn't be that fucked up if Ivory didn't end up being a dead six-year-old, but that's a thing that happened so I'mma go ahead and say this is really, really fucking weird. The Jesus bit will be addressed after the next paragraph.
Well, this bit is certainly interesting. I'm not sure how the antichrist and christ are exposed to hook up given that they're opposites, or how exactly the christ, the second incarnation of a male, is a female. Although at least Jesus and Isna were born in similar places. Perhaps he imagines that he will only pretend to hate her to fill the role of the Christian antichrist? Well just after this he says his followers are her followers so that doesn't really work. Also, I'm 80% sure training here is synonymous with child grooming.
The final section for today, I'll try and get the rest of the book done sometime relatively soon. When he says they are already married at what point did that occur? Before their births? When Isna was alive? After her death? All of these are pretty fucked up actually it doesn't really matter. Seems like the "ridiculous ritual" was preformed though, and the naruto made it very ridiculous. Also, the gamer Jihad simping for a loli in an attempt to save the world is a plot too good for anime. I'm done for now, but I'd like to know how everyone else felt about the findings here. I'm sure the other books will contain oddities as well.
tl;dr: turns out he's not only married to a dead six-year-old Muslim, but that girl is also his sister and also Jesus and also he's the antichrist incarnate and will lead a gamer army in the war for the end of the world, I swear I made none of that up. Also, he made a bad game. I intend to finish this book and move on to the others, but if anyone would like to try and beat me to the punch on the other books though be my guest.
I started with "This Book is a Game" and unsurprisingly, its shit. Nigga literally spends what is probably a hundred thousand words on telling people "just do what I do but pretend its an mmo," only to then pivot into a prophecy about how his waifu is the christ reborn. Obviously the goal of this fictitious game is to find your "true love" hiding amongst the "npcs", probably a disturbingly young love at that. This whole game is literally just role-playing as him, or more accurately this whole game is him roleplaying that people will roleplay as him. He describes this game as "the first video game to take place in real life", an objectively false statement as competitive paintball is already irl splatoon. The "mechanics" unironically include shit like vlog videos about philosophy and being homeless. The game isn't what this seems to really be about though.
While he spends a good deal of words in an attempt to describe this "game" he manages to say surprisingly little through them. A good part of every chapter, of which there are 19 (this post only covers 1-9), is spent explaining previously explained ideas like the love quest, the importance of bathing, or redefining a term like npc. 90% of this book is the same shit adnasuem, and the rest is utter nonsense that I can't accurately call coherent in any manner without committing the sin of giving false testimony. By my calculations, it took me 3+ hours to read this first half of the manuscript and crop all the good bit for you folk to spare you the pain of reading it. By far the best parts are those they aren't even that game-related, such as when he goes off on the msm for being run by Satanists or gives skynet conspiracies about ai. Oh, and he's also the self-proclaimed antichrist who's in an incestuous relationship with his fake sister. As harsh as I sound here I actually really enjoyed reading this, not because it was good, it wasn't, but because there's this section I can't really do justice where he talks about his detractors, and, as a guy who has been one of his detractors for less than a week, I find it awfully funny. I'll leave most of it in the second spoiler section, there is much seething awaiting those who enter. That's also where all the cult shit is.
Honesty, as bad as this book is, at least his underlying message that you should try and have some goal in your life is sound. Too bad his goal is to fuck dead kids.
2/10: The audio doesn't help man, fucker reads at 5 wpm.
I have no idea what any of this means but this guy allegedly took 10 years to get a 2 year degree, he can't shit talk academics. I didn't crop this part but he also claims to hold a masters in education, but even then that's still only four years worth of diploma. He mentions going to grad school but never names a where or when so I'm kinda doubtful.
I guess this here explains how he and his undead loli gf were intended to save the world.
Him telling you to act like him for the sake of the game.
Here he references the video seen in the marriage ceremony, this was written about a year early though (note his love is not yet Isna).
So he also apparently believes in angels and demons, which seem to just be people but overpowered due to the game rules.
Honestly, this is kinda based.
"I am so great I don't need your help, you still should help me though! My super master plan will surely lead to my victory!" This part is honestly just kind of sad.
Oh yeah, he also wants to build a super robot to police the internet. Because of course he does. Still not the weirdest thing in this post by far if you dare to continue on.
He seemed to speak as if he had read criticism of him in the past so I am going to attempt a proper refutation of these points. The reason people say you are unwell is that you seem to have a poor grasp of cause and effect, have an unhealthy fascination with children and have a quite literal messiah complex. Why I won't say you seem particularly unintelligent you obviously have issues understanding reality and believe dead people to be not only living but able to enter marriage contracts and you think demons are real and can steal people's souls. Simply put; what you lay out in your writings is inconsistent with how the rest of us perceive reality, you may claim yours is right but such an extraordinary claim requires extraordinary evidence. Without such evidence, the most likely conclusion by far is that you have an illness stopping you from properly processing reality, namely schizophrenia.
A: You're the crazy one. B: You have a mental illness, not angel wings. C: If your soulmate is a teenager or below I think we all hope that your position stays in its current form for her safety. It's fair to complain about abuse but I highly, highly doubt you have actually been abused as much as told to get help, which you need. I assume that email from your mother was real however and highly doubt that anyone can get through to you if she couldn't. The best solution here for everyone is for you to continue to write and advertise anyway, we in no way want to actually hinder you even if we may mock you here, that is so long as no children are involved. You should, however, really consider that if everyone in your whole life has been disagreeing with you you may hold some disagreeable positions. While I would recommend you try and get help and reunite with your family if you were to remain in your current position I don't think anyone would have an issue with that. I at the very least enjoyed your writing and hope that if you don't get help you do indeed continue with it.
Honestly, I hope this is made it actually sounds kind of cool, I'm imagining something yume nikki like.
Although your youtube channel now has a number of subscribers 20x the one listed here, I think your concern is still valid. However, while it's true that such effort expended onto a youtube channel would normally earn you more subscribers than you've got, you've got to appreciate that you make extremely niece content. There is no malice reflected in those numbers, merely a lack of interest. I'm going to return to addressing kiwifarms now.
As you can see from the above excerpts and my responses I wish this man no harm but do think is behaviour could be easily perceived as unreasonable. Going so far as to call most YouTubers, nay most humans, outright evil is a bit much. His really weird beliefs are below, however.
This is just straight-up incelism. That's all I have to say for this I think.
And this is where it starts to go off the deep end. Not only does he believe all humans are degenerates (an honestly not that unreasonable belief), but he believes that he and all angles and daemons need to rise up and destroy them. I highly doubt I need to convince anyone reading this that angles aren't real and that daemons aren't either (at least not in the seemingly physicals forms he's using to describe them). Also, the dude's a human, as is his new "wife" Isna. Clearly there will be no war.
Telling someone to study your work endlessly will lead nowhere, he should know this. He spends half this book complaining he can't get people to read his shit. Also, to be clear, as clarified later this is only an offer to higher beings, humans can't help fix the human race.
"Recondition" is a fun word. Also, this is clearly nonsense and as neither of these entities exist his work is for no one.
This section is one of the few that makes me legitimately nervous, I'm sure you can see why.
The apex of madness. I've been assuming that Isna is Ivory as they have similar descriptions minus the university bit and that he has "finally found her." Also, I find it funny he tells people who don't look like her to not apply but also doesn't give a description. All of this honestly wouldn't be that fucked up if Ivory didn't end up being a dead six-year-old, but that's a thing that happened so I'mma go ahead and say this is really, really fucking weird. The Jesus bit will be addressed after the next paragraph.
Well, this bit is certainly interesting. I'm not sure how the antichrist and christ are exposed to hook up given that they're opposites, or how exactly the christ, the second incarnation of a male, is a female. Although at least Jesus and Isna were born in similar places. Perhaps he imagines that he will only pretend to hate her to fill the role of the Christian antichrist? Well just after this he says his followers are her followers so that doesn't really work. Also, I'm 80% sure training here is synonymous with child grooming.
The final section for today, I'll try and get the rest of the book done sometime relatively soon. When he says they are already married at what point did that occur? Before their births? When Isna was alive? After her death? All of these are pretty fucked up actually it doesn't really matter. Seems like the "ridiculous ritual" was preformed though, and the naruto made it very ridiculous. Also, the gamer Jihad simping for a loli in an attempt to save the world is a plot too good for anime. I'm done for now, but I'd like to know how everyone else felt about the findings here. I'm sure the other books will contain oddities as well.
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Holy shit man, good luck.
I wanted to actually read through his writing, but I don't have the time at the moment so TL;DRs are nice.He does seem to have an impressive vocabulary, and is honestly better-written than some self-proclaimed authors. Kind of a shame that talent is wasted on what is mostly barely coherent nonsense.
I did get a chance to skim through Ivory Heart as I was working on this thread. That's where I found the mom's letter, as well as his more humorous references to being a reaper. I'm sure there's other good stuff in there; Ivory Heart was his original name he gave his future wife before he discovered Inas.
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These highlights of his videos are greatly appreciated.
Here are archives of his audio book version of This Book is a game. Semper Fi to @Sniggez for going through it.
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Looks like Deadwing's viewers are trying to fuck with Wendell.
Latest video:
Inas Shawket Episode 62: Ukelandia
Pretty dry with the exception of the two clips of him talking about "the bears," and a bonus ukulele song.
Latest video:
Inas Shawket Episode 62: Ukelandia
Pretty dry with the exception of the two clips of him talking about "the bears," and a bonus ukulele song.
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kiwifarms.net
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God fucking dammit. Well, I hope they don't fuck up and interfere with our observations.
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We'll see. i see the live-streams near always and they're generally "normie" people who don't wanna lurk more in the darkness.
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His video today was about DWD doing a stream about him. Says his channel is blowing up now. 120 subscribers. They aren't hurting him, the best way to hurt him is to ignore him. Does a little ukelele lesson in the middle of the video. Shows some comments of people calling him a pedo and then him blocking the commenters. People are hating him for doing good apparently. He's escalating his Human Rights complaint because they didn't give a satisfactory response to his last letters. About 13 minutes in he plays some of DWD's stream and says he is making him famous and doing a weird fake laugh. Seems to take most offense to DWD insulting his name. Claims DWD is spreading lies. He is pleased Inas is now famous. Films himself posting a comment on DWD's stream saying thanks for the laugh and free publicity and then does a speech about DWD hurting his feelings and Inas is not a toddler.
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he is counterstriking on deadwing
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How long until he find Kiwi Farms and declares himself the owner?
I do enjoy that he literally calls himself pedobear in that video.
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Owner of KF seems like a step down from self proclaimed God
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Are you sure about that?