When you began to see the world differently ? (I mean politically, ideologically and morally wise)

Two events. First was when I went to a university LGBT club out of boredom and curiosity. The place was run by humorless intersectional feminist lesbians ready to group pounce on every "microaggression". That was my first and last interaction with Organized Gay.

Second I was driving home at 3am around 2012. I had NPR or something on. Music would put me to sleep, so I needed to hear talking. There was a guest on. This woman was every bit the smug, cackling, man-hating feminist cartoon witch you hear about from the Rush Limbaugh types. I looked this woman up when I got home. She wasn't some loon they pulled from the depths of an obscure Women's Studies department. She was the HEAD of the National Organization for Women. Scratched the surface and discovered that feminism is every single bit the cult of bitter, man-hating mentally ill women and predatory men the Eeeeeeevil Right portrayed it as. And then I wondered what else they were correct about.

Any digging into problems that either of these groups bring up unearths evidence that modern western leftist women (and even some of the more right-leaning ones too!) are living this absurd self-aggrandizing lie that they were some oppressed slave underclass of abused helpless butterflies until about five minutes ago, and somehow through all of the generational trauma of being chained to stoves and nearly killed by their brutal orc husbands for six trillion years they're soldiering on with a stiff upper lip. When I look around all I see is government services, quotas, social censure, and the most pampered, protected, over-privileged demographic the world has ever seen, and they're STILL Just. So. Oppressed. Women were -never- oppressed. Ever. Not in any society, not for longer than a historical eyeblink. But man are they good at bitching about how extra hard they have everything.
 
I got bullied hard when I was younger, over a long periods, by too many people and for unfair reasons. But that's not the worse though, the worse was the fact the authority figures around us did next to nothing to resolve the situation(for example they litteraly let a violent tard with normal kids for years and did nothing about it). Some of those adults made the situation even harder by behaving like bullies themselves, some of them going as far as punishing innocent pupils with collectif punishment despite knowing very well who had to be punished.
The one who enacted the worst collectif punishment was like this "You lot might be innocent but I believe the nog' thief more than you when she says you are all guilty, now you have a "scholar criminal record" LOL". Someone pointed out this is punishing for not blindly denunciate someone. He then went into tardrage mode "Don't you dare ! I have relatives who were killed at Auschwitz, THAT'S "DENUNCIATION", MAM' !" ... The ironie of the situation was stratospheric:lit:
In short I got exposed to political correctness, incompetence and abuse of power from adults at a young age. From then it shattered any basic respect I could give to any authority. In turn it led me to grow a thicker skin and to be extremly sceptical of any authority, giving respect only when respect is due after observation.

Around 2016-2017, this is when every online circles I knew started to get infected by different flavors of "current years politics", mostly online but also IRL. A significant part of us started to developped "TDS" style behaviors with each of them adding a little bit of flavor to the discord in their own way, sometimes acting with an uncalled and abject cruelty, lashing at each others for nothing. Others got deeper and deeper into mindless hedonisme(with its load of negative consequences). Sure, some were worse than others but no matter their origins they got affected in some way by the general brain rot.

Then the troon craze happened. I personnaly knew, both from certain online circles and IRL(mostly women) people pré-disposed to trooning. They were weirdos and deviants but they were nice(still far from being current-year cultists). Now I do not know what was the worst, witnessing some of the online folks succumbing to self-mutilation and gender deliriums, knowing that some of those women I knew IRL might have finaly done it or... or that I could have been brainwashed into doing it to myself(being bullied might have indirectly saved me).

It got worse nearly everywhere I went. They are either too far gone or I am. Which led me to rethink my relation with folks and communities, taking an even more stoical and selective approache.
 
I remember in the 2008 election, everybody was euphoric that Obama won, as they thought that he would reverse the idiocy caused by "Dubya" such as the endless wars, survelliance, Patriot Act, etc.

However, after Obama took office, he either expanded most of the Bush Jr. policies or threw up his hands and pretended there was nothing he could do, and basically looked the other way when it came to punishing the Wall Street scumbags that caused the massive 2009 financial crash.

I realized that both the Democrats and Republicans largely follow the same policies. They are not exactly the same, as the Democrats do pretend to care about social issues, but a lot of that is largely a facade to help the Democrats fundraise. The moment it was advantageous Democrats would leave the alphabet people and "POCs" high and dry as these demographics are just useful idiots to them. Republicans make no bones about the fact that they follow the philosophy of "Fuck you! Got mine!".

Since Obama's term, I have realized how much both parties overlap, especially when it comes to fucking you over in order to serve their corporate donors. The subsequent elections featuring Hillary, Trump, and Biden have only driven this point home even further for me.

Republicans are psychopaths that will knife you right in the gut while laughing their asses off. Democrats will pretend they are your friend who is going to save you from the Republican " meanies" only to stab you in the back every time you turn around. Whomever wins between these two factions, everybody else loses.
 
I have always seen affirmative action for what it is. I've always recognized that the US and most - if not all - western countries are effectively single party systems with an elected host. It didn't take much more for me to fully realise that the powers that be often work against the interest of the people while holding up a facade of social welfare and care for the individual. The modern technological renaissance has only served to break down this facade further through tptb using tactics and methods only previously conceived in dystopian fictional novels and short stories.
 
Simply put, I won't ever be able to look at trannies the same way after almost being groomed into starting HRT in secret as a 14-year-old. I've since grown up completely, realised what happened and it more than certainly influences my current conservative views - however I won't even attempt placing myself anywhere in the political spectrum, as you cannot really compress a group of points into a single one.
 
I was a young nigga in the hood making a buck selling dope when my booty call Laronda stoped by.
Bitch was all going nuts, saying some cracker ass stoped her at the intersection of 7th and 52nd and frisked her. She told me straight up she ain't been doing shit before that peckerwood came knocking and that the only reason she got frisked was a ) Cuz she black and b ) Cuz she my bitch.

That shit was long back when in 1994 as Clinton and Biden were putting entrepreneurial niggas like myself in jail without probable cause, with three strikes and that stop and frisk shit targeting us blacks. That's when I knew shit, there's one law for the white man and one law for the rest of us.
 
Forgot if I posted here but 2013 senior year of high school, was casually browsing pol as I was getting into Ron Paul libertarianism and this was when pol was largely actual political discussions. Seeing the livestreams of the tray tray zimmerman trials and how clearly innocent zimmerman was compared to how it was being reported in MSM really woke me up and its been all downhill from there. Once you get that snap that the smiling TV man and the "most trusted name is news" isn't actually all that trustworthy you can't go back..
 
As someone who grew up in a 3rd world shithole, all that PBS programming that somehow wound up there painted a world that simply didn't exist there. The priorities of kids in Flipland is getting high on drugs and getting some basketball paraphanelia. Eventually making it to the US, I noticed in middle school for some reason would coddle niggers. Despite a chunk of them being obnoxious and backwards savages. From there, it just spiraled out of control and here we are.
 
Forgot if I posted here but 2013 senior year of high school, was casually browsing pol as I was getting into Ron Paul libertarianism and this was when pol was largely actual political discussions. Seeing the livestreams of the tray tray zimmerman trials and how clearly innocent zimmerman was compared to how it was being reported in MSM really woke me up and its been all downhill from there. Once you get that snap that the smiling TV man and the "most trusted name is news" isn't actually all that trustworthy you can't go back..
The George Zimmerman trial is a good example of why the world ended in 2012 and a new world replaced it. Almost everything about it the media lied about even when presented with clear evidence of the contrary the media kept on lying.
That shit help create BLM and mainstreamed the modern narrative on race relations.
 
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The tranny shit, I guess. I was already a moderate conservative by then, but that clearly revealed the insanity of the left.

There were other things which cemented my reality check like the election being stolen, and enlightening experiences with liberals' feral pet niggers and spics, but trannies are just insane from every angle and only a literal child could be tricked into believing that lunacy.
 
My Atheistic self back in 2017 went into an existential crisis when I realized I am going to die soon, but that was just the beginning. I chose Christianity as it seemed to most true to me and was the most persecuted religion with attempts on trying to rewrite it. But ever since I watched Europa: The Last Battle last year was when I realized history has already been warped and rewritten, and then all the woke shit the went to my doorstep made sense. Now I realized what Psychological Warfare truly meant. But that was just the beginning. Bible Passages really began to make sense and hidden books not included in the bible further strengthens the evidence of what truly happened. The thing is. I find it hard to trust anyone nowadays. I question everyone around me. Mormons went to my door in the fall of 2022. They give me some interesting ideas, yes. But I have been hearing about weird things about the latter day saints movement where I question them whether or not adversaries have tried to take control of their movement, The ones I talked to have admit to this. This would suggest the Mormons I talked too wanted to find the real story as much as I do. Truth seekers have confliction of theories. You can have people who are both into Holocaust Revisionism and believe the Earth is flat. But there are some flat earthers who reject Holocaust Revisionism and many Holocaust Revisionists who reject the flat earth narrative. Many people suggest the story of Jesus Christ is also severely warped and taken out of context by so many people. At this point. I now feel like I live in a weird abstract world where I can be hunt down by predators, scammers and authoritarians at any moment. Even my closest friends could be predators in disguise so literally relying on anyone is such a huge risk. The force of Satan is so widespread it's astonishing. I'm gonna close off this reply with a story Mormons told me taken out of the book of Mormon and it's really interesting as it suggests the power of the adversaries is an illusion but people don't realize this. There was a tall tower with no foundation filled with rich people laughing at those struggling tempting them to come to this tower. The lack of foundation suggests their weak narrative with nothing to back it up that they only try to strengthen by demanding people not to question them. Now I am not truly sure if the book of Mormon is true as anyone can claim to be a prophet or Jesus Christ but it was an interesting point nonetheless.
 
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For me it started when I first saw people I knew use the phrase "person of color." It's definitely within my lifetime that using the term "colored person" would get you either a WTF look or a smack to the face. And now that they've changed the order and added a preposition it's supposed make it acceptable? Then there was the hard push by corporate press for reparations and I was like oh hell no.
 
My feelings started to change when I quit Reddit. I quit because it was too misogynistic and full of libfem cock worshipping clowns. Once I escaped the Reddit hive mind, I began questioning everything I thought I knew about politics and politically adjacent stuff.

I started spending more time here and a little on 4chan. /pol/ is a degenerate, incel shithole but I was paying more attention to it because it was a way to learn about things the media refused to cover.

The Keffals ordeal was what blackpilled me for good. As a person who used to naively trust the press, it was horrifying to see them lie and cherry-pick in real time. Major news outlets were spreading misinformation (like that we’re all Nazis) and ignoring major points like the bathtub HRT.
 
so for most of my early life i essentially just assumed that whoever was president was good and that the government was all nothing but good people who wanna help and yeah pretty much whatever you see on those schoolhouse rock videos. then as time went on i started to notice a pattern starting around george w bush. essentially all presidents ever did was talk about how they are not like the one before them then just do the same shit obama did it trump did it biden is doing it right now.

they all do it. they all sit there and talk about how they are gonna fix things and help out the people who are struggling and fix our infrastructure and all that other junk but do they do that? nope. but obviously its not just the president its the house and the senate as well. they both waste their time arguing like children and accomplishing nothing unless some big company tells them to push some new law or whatever. that realization alone really hit me hard.

if im being honest the state we are in politically is retarded and the fact that the price of food and gas and rent and everything else just keeps going up. in my opinion its only a matter of time before things go too far.
 
But the event that really pushed me to the right more than anything else was The Rape of Cologne. That happened on New Years eve when 2015 turned 2016.
Like a thousand Syrian and North Africa refugees from a refugee center in Cologne decided to organize a mass rape that night on a New Years celebration that year using Egyptian rape gang tactics.
The media in Germany and abroad stayed silent on it. In fact the first place it was being discussed was my regular people on the internet. The German government didn't know how to react to it without trying to pretend that their ideology has failed.
Western feminists who had been screaming for years about "rape culture" were completely silent on what just happened in Cologne. I remember the German government barely did anything about it either.
For the first time the western world appeared truly insane to me for allowing this to happened.
Being mostly ethnic German, this was the first time in my life I felt that my people and culture were being threatened.
It was a major redpill on the state of the western world and greatly shifted myself further right than what I was comfortable with previously.
 
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This might be a bit autistic, but somehow I felt like I "awakened" after reading Romance of the Three Kingdoms by Luo Guanzhong (Moss Roberts translation). It was like a lot of mysteries had been cleared up and I finally understood the world.

Its probably not the most compelling story and yeah, "you read an old novel and that changed everything?" is the kind of thing that shouldn't happen in your mid-20s (where I was when I read it) but... its what happened.
 
This might be a bit autistic, but somehow I felt like I "awakened" after reading Romance of the Three Kingdoms by Luo Guanzhong (Moss Roberts translation). It was like a lot of mysteries had been cleared up and I finally understood the world.

Its probably not the most compelling story and yeah, "you read an old novel and that changed everything?" is the kind of thing that shouldn't happen in your mid-20s (where I was when I read it) but... its what happened.

Curious, what did it have to make you "awake"? No trick question Im just legit intrigued
 
Curious, what did it have to make you "awake"? No trick question Im just legit intrigued
It's one of those things that's really hard to explain though. Every time I do I feel like I'm underselling it.

The basic-bitch way I can put it is... I felt like I was seeing "real" for the first time. Every other book/movie/anime/interpretive dance/whatever is filtered through perspective and I didn't realize before reading Three Kingdoms how a lot of modern perspectives--even as far back as 100 years ago--have become kinda childish. Three Kingdoms gave me this major "the veil has been lifted" feeling.

But again, its hard to explain why. Any explanation I give feels inadequate.
 
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