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Seeing spinal surgeon Tuesday. Suspect sciatica is returning. Discomfort has spread to upper thigh. This morning when I got up had a couple of small muscle spasms, some discomfort but the memories of the agony of last year came back. Expect there will be imagery, of various types. Very much hope another disc hasn't herniated and is shedding fragments. Walked a couple of miles this morning, did pretty well. Got home and the discomfort in upper thigh started again. Just like last year, this shit is moving fast.

Really don't want to go through three more surgeries in thirty days, like last year. We'll need to look at all the imagery and you can be sure I'll ask if my case is again different from other people's. May end up with another spinal fusion but would want to just do that, vice two partial laminectomies. At this time don't see injections as a viable option. Have been doing the back exercises prescribed in November, didn't do them today due to spasms. So not sure if physical therapy will help.

Still consider myself fortunate. No problem being seen quickly. Shit gets bad enough, will get surgery quickly. Then my walking buddy and I can shuffle down the street in our walkers together for a while, then canes, and so on and so forth. Her hip replacement Tuesday went well, got home last evening.
Ouch goddamn
 
Well decent enough except for some mentally retarded people at work causing me to magically become 2 weeks behind on some idiotic project (literally a government mandate) that another idiot neglected to do. Oh and of course it's due tomorrow.

Fuck some of the people I work with are mentally deficient and some literally not want to work.....

Maybe in a few months I'll go interview at a friend's company....
 
Been at a new job for almost a month now and it feels like half a milestone and half “Dear God, I feel like I’ve made a huge mistake.”

Got thrown to the wolves on my first week out of freelance hell but I've managed to adapt for the most part. I’m making a lot of mistakes but i haven’t done anything that I couldn’t rectify by the end of the day. I don't really like this job and I'm hoping to get poached from another company who does work that aligns better with my industry background, but I’m scared that I’ll be here forever... or get fired, whichever comes first.
 
Was terrified a moment ago, a nigger youth stopped in it’s track and turned towards me. This wouldn’t be as concerning, if i didn’t go to the gym in the dead of morning. Of course i’m going to be afraid af when we are the only 2 out at this hour.
It’s better to look pathetic running away a few times, at something that might be a false alarm. Than to ever regret not trusting your instincts.
 
Because of the health problems I have been on more meds, steroid use is part of it. Well I've been taking advantage of the steroids and working out like crazy because obviously.
I had the oddest feeling two days ago to go out like at 4 in the morning. Not unusual for me. It's quiet sometimes and you meet the most interesting furry things running around.
Well going out I had a constant feeling to take a pretty winding and long path around town. I saw some neat stuff, but one thing has been bothering the hell out of me for two days now. I've been taking my spare time to play old DOS games and stuff and I resurrected the old Dungeon Master II first person perspective real time RPG. It's not a perfect game, but it's pretty choice in places.
In the game you have an enemy that makes EVIL BLUE PORTALS that send little floating ball / oval minions with spikes at you that hunt you down and fire lightning all day; every day. Later in the game it becomes rather aggressive and you have to deal with it. (You can make your own minions which is pretty damn sweet honestly.)
Anyhow these FREAKING BLUE EVIL PORTALS are in many places, but you can close them- temporarily. Using a spell (first part power level, second through fourth a magic code) they will shut down and stay away for a significant period of time.
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For "ZO" you only need one magic code past the power level to achieve this spell. It's not hard to do and practice.
Then two days ago I see this. And no, I didn't photoshop any of these.
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And the damn thing stayed in the sky for a good 10 minutes as I was walking through the area.
I don't know what to say honestly. I don't post photos like these, but it pretty messed me up. (Still haven't beaten the game yet. I have to deal with hurr puzzles.)
Those minions that come our are an icky green too.
Other stuff happened on that trip which was cool, but IDK.
 
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Pretty pissed. Applied to a job in Raleigh as a property manager for a storage facility 2 months ago. They offer just $13 per hour (pay non-negotiable), but they said they offer housing on site for the manager (which is the only reason why anyone would apply for that job with that pay). Finally get an email back to schedule an interview. Ask about the housing stipulation, and the respond saying that it's only offered to managers who've worked there for 3-5 years. I respond in turn:

If housing was only available to tenured employees, your company shouldn't have mentioned it as a perk. With today's inflation (15%), and the dismal pay you're offering, I doubt you'll be able to get anybody to sign on to this position; if somebody does, it won't be for long.

Here's a few tips for your company's recruitment division: Be specific, don't make promises you can't keep, and most importantly; we're human, not resources.

Let's hope we never cross paths, Hollywood Hitler
 
I know the world’s going to shit but I’m very satisfied that a hell of a lot more people know what it’s like to be constantly stressed the fuck out and not be able to fix it despite their best efforts. Welcome to my hell!
Im having diarrhea, but it doesn’t hurt when it comes out, so satisfying mannnn.
Sometimes that bud mud is a good way to get the day started
 
I had a terrible day at work that lasted like an hour before being sent home AND I now owe someone money. Money I don't even have. I'm a mix of mad and also manicly depressed.


Oh well at least I didn't get fired but even though I didn't I'm definitely on thin ice now.

At least it can't get any worse than this right?....right?
 
I've had to work in Chelsea for the past two weeks. Chelsea is everything I hate about faggots, trannies, niggers, clueless subverted NPC whites, corporations, the rich, the poor, spics, and teenagers all rolled into one AIDS-soaked hellscape. They can all buttfuck themselves silly tomorrow, I don't give a care!
 
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Some woke retard Co-worker at work got mad over somehow hearing me whisper "you stupid fuckin' faggot" to a pc when troubleshooting it (I swear alot when getting shit like that done) . Don't know how they heard it anyway, Still stupid that they're angry over calling a pc (a literal object with no feelings), a faggot.
 
I've had a cough for the past 2 days. I don't have a temperature so it ain't the 'rona, but it sucks because I can't go to my niece's birthday party tomorrow. I told my sister I can't go because of work, because if she finds out I'm sick she's going to make everybody take a stupid COVID test (yes, she's one of those types). I've only seen her on facetime, so I was really looking forward to meeting her, and seeing my sisters. My wife is going, so at least she can give her the gifts. We got her Play-Doh, a toy Uke, and a bunch of books (Where the Wild Things Are, Madeline, and The True Story of the Three Little Pigs).
 
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