How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[BaskingBarracuda]

Been feeling a bit off-kilter the past couple of days. Not sure why - fundamentally I'm quite content with how things are going. Life situation is fine, job situation is fine, family situation is fine. Yet I find my mind wandering to less-than-content places. Not a good sign if your head wants to tell you things are wrong even if you know deep down that ultimately it's fine. Guess I just need to keep telling myself that things are fine and it's all in my head.

 

[EpicGamerMoment]

Currently cozy af. Nothing beats a comfy scroll through the farms whilst in bed with a cup of tea after a long day

 

[Betonhaus]

I'm sleeping a lot. I'll check with my doctor when he gets back from vacation, but since it seems directly correlated to my bank account I'll just continue finding work. I'm able to borrow a bit, but no way in hell can I borrow until I can get student loans in September of next year.

After got a lottery ticket on a whim I found out it was record breaking guaranteed this time so deep down I'm taking that as a sign, but realistically the odds round to zero.

 

[56 others]

Had to put my buddy down Saturday

My new car's engine started shaking horribly and lit up the dash like a christmas tree today.

Upstairs neighbors' leaking dishwater poured a bunch of nasty water on my nice clothes just now.

I have to go to the store for more vodka.

 

[starborn427614]

Found my way back here after like...a while. So I can't complain!

 

[Larry Potterfield]

I have to go back to work next week and I'm already getting texts from my boss about shit falling apart. I shouldn't complain because most days I sit in an office and change fuses, but it sucks having a full plate right from the get-go.

I'm happy for you. Lately i had some quality time with parts of my family as well and it, once again, put into perspective what's really important and does matter in life.

Absolutely. I'm doing thanksgiving this year and I'm so excited to see some people I haven't seen in years. I can't wait for my parents to meet the newest grandkid and for everyone else to spend time with the older ones.

 

[Titty Figurine]

Had some tense hours today with a parent in surprise heart surgery, but at the end of the day everyone is doing alright and I'm back home blessed by my own Wi-Fi. I was tickled but not really too surprised to find that the hospital blocks the farms. Now I'm curious about what else is universally blacklisted, because it makes sense for educational facilities to ban porn, imageboards, and sites with questionable content but I never really stopped to think about what online content healthcare providers would consider a no-no.

 

[The Feline Solution]

Guess I just need to keep telling myself that things are fine and it's all in my head.

Gaslighting yourself is the key to happiness pretty much

 

[Moomalade]

Got a redundancy consultation notice this morning. Been with this company for 19yrs, maybe it's for the best

 

[Betonhaus]

I'm feeling pretty invisible, and like my citizen birthright has been taken from me.

 

[Sniperwoof]

Woke up with a ton of spider bites? Now my immune system feels off and I'm all itchy, angry, and tired.

Those are bed bugs. Clean your shovel you fucking slob.

 

[gorgoroth7134]

Those are bed bugs. Clean your shovel you fucking slob.

I'm allergic to spiders. My throat swells and I get huge welts that could never be mistaken for bedbugs. There are five of them, which seems like a ton considering I got them when fishing and I was covered head-to-toe. My HOVEL (which I'm assuming you meant to reference) is immaculate with only a couple spiders (and we are cool).

 

[LatinasAreTheFuture]

I think about what happened to me all day every day ever since it happened.

 

[Neighborhood Curmudgeon]

I'm very tired and can't wait for the weekend. Today that SJW admin coworker of mine called in sick because he was depressed. So he says. Even if he is, I don't think that's a very good reason to not come into work. If you're grieving because of a loss or tragedy, then I understand that. But apparently he just felt too sad to come in. On the bright side, I didn't have to put up with him so that made my already good day even better!

 

[Betonhaus]

I'm very tired and can't wait for the weekend. Today that SJW admin coworker of mine called in sick because he was depressed. So he says. Even if he is, I don't think that's a very good reason to not come into work. If you're grieving because of a loss or tragedy, then I understand that. But apparently he just felt too sad to come in. On the bright side, I didn't have to put up with him so that made my already good day even better!

Based on experience, I'm betting he's depressed because he's a fat lard that is so sedentary that he has zero energy.

 

[LonesomeDud]

The pain of everything makes the joy so big.

 

[Yamamura]

Today that SJW admin coworker of mine called in sick because he was depressed. So he says. Even if he is, I don't think that's a very good reason to not come into work.

Reading this reminds me of that scene in the movie Office Space where the main character Peter asks his construction worker neighbor if anyone has ever asked him does anybody ever ask you if you have a case of the 'Mondays' and he replies, "No man, shit no, I believe you'd get your ass kicked saying something like that".

 

[Time 4 Guillotines]

I'm apparently speed running this Kiwi Farms experience.
I went to donate to the forum but did it like a normalfag and tried to use my Cash App Bitcoin account. Woke up to a notice that my 7 year old account has been closed due to ToS violation. The first meaningful deplatforming I've had and bonus points for it being on payday, which meant my direct deposit was sent back to my employer and I've had to spend all morning opening an account elsewhere and working with payroll to move things around. Will be resolved in a few days but things were already tight.
In hindsight, an entirely predictable scenario when you don't RTFM but I saw the bitcoin address and went full retard steam ahead since I'd never used Cash App's crypto service.
Other than having fedposting about banks in my heart, I'm pretty well. Won't get into specifics about my life but pieces are overall falling into place. My relationships are solid, my health is decent and I don't dread going to work. You can ask for more than that but should you?

 

[Betonhaus]

I'm apparently speed running this Kiwi Farms experience.
I went to donate to the forum but did it like a normalfag and tried to use my Cash App Bitcoin account. Woke up to a notice that my 7 year old account has been closed due to ToS violation. The first meaningful deplatforming I've had and bonus points for it being on payday, which meant my direct deposit was sent back to my employer and I've had to spend all morning opening an account elsewhere and working with payroll to move things around. Will be resolved in a few days but things were already tight.
In hindsight, an entirely predictable scenario when you don't RTFM but I saw the bitcoin address and went full retard steam ahead since I'd never used Cash App's crypto service.
Other than having fedposting about banks in my heart, I'm pretty well. Won't get into specifics about my life but pieces are overall falling into place. My relationships are solid, my health is decent and I don't dread going to work. You can ask for more than that but should you?

Well that's interesting. Probably something to complain to your old bank, and threaten to go to small claims over if any bills bounced. End of the month expenses occur tomorrow or monday

 

[Time 4 Guillotines]

Well that's interesting. Probably something to complain to your old bank, and threaten to go to small claims over if any bills bounced. End of the month expenses occur tomorrow or monday

Don't see that going anywhere and I'll be fine either way. Their reasoning on fucking me is just an extension of why Josh has been deplatformed from normal banks and payment processors.
What has surprised me is how aggressive they've been about handling this. Normally you'd be able to withdraw the money from the banned account but they spazzed, sent everything back to payroll, immediately disabled my card and shockingly blocked my IP from their customer support page.
It's mind blowing the lengths they'll go to punish people for gossiping about e-celebrities and weird homos in dresses.
I cognitively understood the problem from Josh's stories but it feels different when you're personally affected.