If not outright pooning/trooning/cooming/gooning themselves, a lot of gays are just blindly supportive. It's difficult to know who you can trust.
That's probably one of the most depressing aspects of it all, on top of troons also infesting every possible hobby space. I don't mind batshit
content, but unfortunately, too many people can't balance fantasy and reality and end up assuming that they must openly live out whatever they're fixated on at the moment.
And as for LGB people being blindly pro-trans, I genuinely don't get what's up with that at this point. I am bi, and to be completely honest, live with a man for a decade and don't plan on dating women, so it may not seem like a big deal. But trauma I went through as a SSA person falls under homophobia. You know, something that affects
homosexual behavior and desire. Not
homogenderal. Ending up with an opposite sex partner doesn't heal anything, because ability to be attracted to the opposite sex doesn't take away experiences I got as someone attracted to the same sex. Said trauma was one of central things that fucked me up as a whole, but there's virtually no place I can talk about it. I live in an actual homophobic place, and while we have a lot of "sane" young people, said "sane" people also support troonyism and pretty much every Western brainworm infection you can think of. Now, currently they are
relatively tame, and I also think legal status of LGBT activism makes these people a bit more humble, but it's all just a matter of time until this becomes mainstream. I already see your typical xenogender cancer coming from people in their 20s-30s.
Oh, the irony of these people talking about importance of mental health.* I can't even talk about major aspect of mine without walking on eggshells. I do feel better now overall now that I have actually addressed my dysphoria, but I can't even admit it to them, if/when they ask. I can't tell them that I want to heal my struggles related to being attracted to the
same sex. I can't tell them I work(ed) on my gender dysphoria stemming from sexism and homophobia that are directly tied to what set of chromosomes I was conceived as and everything that followed that, from the shape of my body to medical differences, from social expectations to cultural perceptions.
Thankfully (?) I'm weird enough to blend well among them, I'm gendie passing if you will, kek. But it's devastating and I think at this point I'm mad at LGB people who support this the most. I get homophobes and misogynists, they outright say they hate you. SSA people on the other hand? Y'all are supposed to be on my side and being an outcast
among your own is thousand times worse than being hated by, essentially, the whole world. That, probably, what real betrayal is.
*Who am I kidding, their "mental health care" is to self-diagnose, rot, and then call results of their own self-destructive choices "ableism".
Still bothers me when I see misandry to an extent, but its also a little easier to understand.
It's alright; trauma is trauma. What matters is that you are consciously aware that there's more to something.
Sorry for derailing, but it's another thing that makes my blood boil about pro-mental health genderonis: their inability to accept that trauma is subjective and essentially may not make sense to everyone. "Get over your trauma of dicks you stupid dyke, it's transphobic!" Trauma is not political, even when it overlaps with political activity.
Later on, they continued to target my insecurities as proof I must be transgender. I believed it because I was stupid and not mentally well.
Amazing how many of us are there. My insecurities that manifested into self-hatred, dysphoria and dysmorphia were also called a proof of me being akshully male inside. I got emotionally taken advantage of when I was at my lowest, too.
drugs + autism are a common theme with troons I have noticed
I think I mentioned this in another post of mine, but I'll type it out again: while I have nothing to say on autism (other than, maybe, autistic people are gullible when it comes to interpersonal behavior), I do genuinely believe that drugs are common among trans people specifically because transgenderism itself is a drug addiction based philosophy.
Yes, sounds completely batshit, considering that the basis for transgender identity is not falling under cultural expectations of your sex, but I think it long evolved past that.
Dysphoric and/or self-hating people are, by definition, mentally ill, because neither is healthy. Drugs were and still are the main coping mechanism for mental illness. And I do count prescription meds here as well, psychiatrists overprescribe a huge bunch of meds that fuck up your whole brain, instead of offering therapy and support, which in most cases would have helped. (Side note, but it's from my experience and what I have been observing: majority of people with severe diagnoses are actually traumatized or, at worst, having unresolved psychological issues, poor discipline, poor stress management skills, etc. Read, by labeling them (us?) bpd npd bipolar schizo ocd autists instead of actually helping them manage their life and mental state, big pharma sells what essentially are hardcore psychoactive drugs. I suspect it's another way to make people too retarded to think for themselves and be as gullible as possible.)
I think it's safe to assume that transitioners are, most likely, drug addicts. They take steroids which alter your psyche, on top of also being, most likely, prescribed a bunch of meds to manage a laundry list of disorders they have been diagnosed with. Long are gone days when psychiatrists would diagnose people in good faith, a lot go with self-diagnoser's logic and slap whatever they can think of, to sell more stupid and create a patient for life. Drug addiction makes it all worse, but they believe it's going to get fixed with even more drugs. A lot of those who went through surgery talk about being on opioids as well for pain management, which is suspected to be the reason for initial "trans joy" after they get a surgery. It's not gender euphoria, it's them being high.
And them being high is essentially what this is all about. They enjoy gender euphoria and mistake being high as happiness. When that doesn't work, they go for psych meds and/or HRT, expecting the euphoria to hit again. When it doesn't work anymore, they assume they haven't done enough. It's a never ending cycle of self-destruction and drug addiction.
Also, while it is also something coming from my experience, I think it's worth noting that this "crashing" state one comes to after being high or manic/hypomanic, isn't supposed to be a fully blown affective depression episode. To some, it's a marker of bipolar or borderline diagnosis. And while it may be true and doesn't necessarily cancel the diagnosis, it still is primarily a marker of how stable, happy, and self-sufficient the person
actually is. And trans people are literally running away from who they actually are. If you feel like you want to kill yourself and your whole life is a mistake, it's not a sign to take more drugs to suppress the feeling or to chase euphoria once again, it's a sign to stop and think what are you really doing with yourself, think about your choices, think about what you
actually think of yourself and where it comes from. And actually work on it, not deny, not avoid, not bitch about how offensive or "invalidating" it all sounds.
Barely any trans person does that. Euphoria and dysphoria (general dysphoria, I mean the affective unhappiness here) are both addictive, psych drugs are addictive, HRT is addictive, all that shit is mind changing, and it takes actual courage and internal freedom to admit, "yeah, maybe I'm a retard and all these people telling me to stop were right". Most people, trans or not, aren't free. They're slaves of their own minds and current MeNtAl HeaLth and tranny trends actively enable this shit. I fucking know this first hand and I will give myself credit for getting out before it was too late.
I tend to call these things demonic and satanic as a joke, but now I'm not really sure anymore. Maybe not in a boomer satanic panic way (which arguably was also a case of mass psychosis, just like genderism is), but after going deep into religions after being 2edgy4u fedora atheist, I'm starting to realize that while not everything may be correct about assumptions people made throughout the history, humanity already knew from ancient times what's generally up. I'm seeing patterns in beliefs and practices, and it makes me think that maybe an egregore of "satan"/"demon" is real. Maybe there truly is actual evil in this world and we're watching it manifesting once again in its current form, it's just traditionally we made sense of this energy as a sensory imagery that is easy to digest by our animal body and mind (images of demons seem to have common tropes all around the globe). But I'm derailing at this point.
DPH(fucking benadryl) is basically synthetic Datura that will give you brain damage and make you talk to shadow people and any teenager can get it and abuse it.
It still amazes me that this shit is legal. It's not available here over the counter, but possible to buy through services that let you buy supplements from America. What is even the point of it being legal when there are much safer, effective anti-allergy drugs, like loratadine or cetirizine?
Also I know kiwifarms isn't a friend making website but if any evil twansphobes want to be friends it would be appreciated right now especially, or even just a chit chat/friendly conversation to distract me from all this mess. It would be much appreciated
Sure, if you want to. Everyone else is free to DM me as well.
I find it funny that a forum made by retards to laugh at other retards became essentially the last place where I feel free and can find
an actual diversity of humans, including said retards (myself included of course), and people overall respect each other and have productive discussions where one can learn something from. KF is more diverse than your """inclusive uwu""" spaces and what's even more absurd to me is that I learned more about nerdy, unconvenient, cringe interests and hobbies on here
more than in incwuzive fpaces. Maybe ability to laugh at yourself and not take your craziness too seriously is what actually liberates the soul and provides actual stability in said cringe interests and behaviors. Not the "boo hoo cringe is dead, be super defensive and insecure about your antics and threat sewer slide over minor inconveniences!" What truly makes a lolcow is the behavior, not eccentricity as a whole (minus maybe something absolutely extreme and insane that deems someone a horrorcow, but it's relatively rare). In fact, a lot of weirdos are inspiring as fuck, when they persist in their weirdness and stay aware of it. "Cringecultureisdead" crowd, which also massively overlaps with trannies, will never achieve this though. They can't figure out what exactly makes them a laughing stock, so they keep on living like:
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