I genuinely think Nick would be better off if he died. I’ve said it before, but the last 72 hours have only steeled my opinion. I’m gonna try not to armchair psychologize because I’m retarded but I know first-hand what addicts and their behavior can do to a family. Spending a night in holding isn’t gonna make him realize he has to get right. Getting clowned on by not just all of normie internet, but KiwiFarms and having the big “LawTube” channels cover his bail hearing (even though sweeping for him) isn’t going to make him feel like he has to get right. Having his fucking kids taken away from him isn’t going to inspire him to get clean. At the end of the day, any addict has to have the motivation come from within if they want to get clean. It’s a cliche but it’s a valid point. Even Cokeski said this when him and PPP were talking with Generous Jawsh.
That being said, he in a tough spot right now depending on the actual conditions of his release. If he really was able to pay the $50k (or I think 10%, I don’t know) allowing him to not have to adhere to staying off alcohol + other drugs, then he’s probably very tempted to just lick his wounds and find comfort at the bottom of the bottle. Especially if he’s not going to be able to get any coke in his system for the foreseeable future. If he tries to get off the booze cold turkey, the DT’s/alcohol withdrawal will kill him. Full stop. And he’s already insisted that he’s not going to go to rehab. So he’s not going to have access to legally administered benzodiazepines to ease his symptoms of alcohol withdrawal.
That’s not even getting into his batshit narc-ass “no stalker child it didn’t happen the way you people think it did, everything is under control and you’ll see what the truth was soon enough” copesplaining for what happened and what his kids got put through.
He needs to get a rope and a stool, and hang from one of the rafters in the trashy unfinished ceiling in his “streaming vault”. Or just go cold turkey and die from DT’s. Or- cut the half measures and just continue drinking himself to death. Only now he won’t have the coke to trick his body into thinking he’s sober so he won’t be able to drink as much in a short period of time without immediately feeling shithouse drunk.
He’s gonna choose the bottle, the balldo, and the drugs over his kids. Unlike Null and Daddy Gym, I have no faith in Nick’s ability to redeem himself. He might as well just pull the fuckin bandaid off now and get it over with. He can wait until his kids are in their late teens/early 20’s and die of liver failure by then, alternatively. Six or half a dozen, same thing. He’s gonna walk as a first time offender with a limpdick probation and drug court sentence, and he’ll learn nothing from this. The only way he’ll learn is when he’s taking that last death rattle breath either in a hospital bed or on the fucking floor of his “streaming vault”, preferably on live camera so that the internet can see how much he was in control the whole time.