This is the most fascinating bit from these latest videos. Not the suicide baiting or incoherent rationalizations, but that creepy forced smile and shifting manic eyes. The way he smirks into the camera, overexposed in a dark room by a ring light that reflects ominously in multiple windows. The whole scene is surreal.
I found this expression to be noteworthy:
From the first set of screenshots (from that stream) posted ITT.
This Nick is a crazy person... A brain damaged wreck gibbering into the abyss about how he's still superior to those podunk methheads he's been forced to interact during these "recovery" sessions.
That part was the most surprising imo. It’s not surprising that he thinks of himself as better than “
those junkies in rehab“ but that he actually said so, out loud & during a damn stream. Guess a hugbox makes a certain type of guy really drop his guard. A certain faggy type of guy. The type who is neck deep into cuckoldry.
The Nick Rekieta Downfall using Google's NotebookLM
Incredible watch. Enjoyed this video greatly. It’s amazing how far AI has come, too. It takes a lot of effort on the users end to render an AI derivative work into something that flows coherently & makes sense. The memes & other art ITT have been really fuckin’ awesome. People are making some cool stuff, it’s super fun to see.
According to my half-assed self-delete risk assessment of someone who is not my client, he may have ideation but hasn't disclosed any specific plan or shown non-substance-related self-harm. Not a serious risk, but he should see a therapist (as if.)
Hypothetically, in a half-assed risk assessment sense, Nick has exhibited suicidal ideation on multiple occasions with some noted ITT. He had this one particular manic episode a few weeks (iirc) before the drug bust in May. He behaved with textbook Sx of mania so extreme that if he had been under a mental health professionals watch, it would have been a crime to
not lock his ass up in a temporary (& involuntary) psychiatric hold, due to being a danger to himself or others. Bitch was cray. He was also performing these weird deep voices when one of his younger daughters interrupted the stream. It was all over the place bizarre, even for his usual. Very noteworthy. He hasn’t ever described a plan yet, that’s true to the best of my knowledge as well. I think he qualifies with self harm though, both sober & not.
People can hold contradictory personalities and behaviours within themselves, cognitive dissonance is a powerful thing. I think in Nick's case, the drug use and fame caused a dormant side to become dominant, and he's also no longer capable of the juggling act because he's fried his brain. It'd be hilarious if he is genuinely sober and this is just his deranged, default mental state now
I’ve had that thought too, that some of the darker aspects of Nick’s personality were previously more on the back burner, but with the wrong type of nurturing, entered center stage. Also that he’s clearly exhibited signs of using drugs & alcohol after the arrest, but it really could be that his brains natural state is so fucked up nowadays that he comes across as intoxicated while sober. That cuck’s down bad.
