Of Race and Resentment - Just some ponderings

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With how education and the media have been filling us all this white-guilt and POC-victimhood, I've noticed that there are three classes of whites who fall of it: the brow-beaten ones who are pretty much the Steve Shives of white allyship, the ones that use it to advance themselves and there's the resentful.

The funny thing is that those that are resentful may claim that they are not affected by the anti-white messages, but in a way, they might be. That there probably is an unnoticed self-hatred that makes you want to snap back when stones are thrown at you. That you're sick of being told how everything is your race's fault, that everyone else is a victim who can do no wrong, and that people like you deserve to be put in a concentration camp or enslaved to "see how it feels" (I had a middle school teacher who made a speech to us about how white, non-Jewish people should be temporarily put in a concentration camp for their history of sins). As if you want to prove that you're not the monster that is only fit to be the unpaid servant and stone-throwing target of everyone else that they say you are. You feel so angry at the others for their bitching, their entitlement, victimhood, glairing egos, demands, the overlooking of their race's past sins, and bad behavior that is to be ignored while they condemn you. So it gets absorbed into secret racial self-hate that festers and wants to fight back.

The reason I'm bringing this up is to get some of my own feelings out when I discovered I am one of the resenters (my shrink helped me realize this). That despite being a quarter-Japanese, the lessons that modern education and the media gave hit me harder than I thought. It's not easy to let go of the angry feelings and understand that all of this was making me miserable. So has anyone else had moments like that and how society can wreck you like that?
 
White AND Japanese. You basically have twice the blood on your hands.

Apologize for Nanking and comfort women! Also for slavery and colonization.
Unless you were the kind of Jap descended from the kind that got locked up by FDR in the detainment camps. Then you can use it to boost your oppression-cred on Twitter when bitching about Trump.
 
White AND Japanese. You basically have twice the blood on your hands.

Apologize for Nanking and comfort women! Also for slavery and colonization.
Yeah, I'm part white-devil and part "honnory white".

Not really, I mean, I've never come across anyone saying anything bad about white people 'cept on the Internet or as a joke.
With the way the news, education and media act, you'd think all other races are pretty much what you see on The Root and Everyday Feminism. You have a feeling they'd love it if they all acted like that.
 
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So it gets absorbed into secret racial self-hate that festers and wants to fight back.

It's the resentment that Nietzsche argued in Genealogy of Morals leads to slave morality. It makes a virtue of weakness and failure, but the resentment against the successful remains. They can't possibly have earned anything they have and must have stolen it. So the lion is evil for preying on the lamb, but instead of becoming more like a lion, they become more like a lamb and actually revel in their own victimhood.

After all, the lion is evil so anything as unlike the lion as you can be must be good.

This is also the source of the crabs in a bucket mentality that prevails in SJW victimhood circles. A member of the minority who actually succeeds causes them severe cognitive dissonance because it is a slap in the face from reality proving their philosophy is weak and stupid. Rather than seeing it as someone prevailing against long odds by their own personal effort, they accuse them of "acting white" or "internalized [bullshit buzzword]" or "selling out," because they can't have succeeded on their own merits.
 
That you're sick of being told how everything is your race's fault, that everyone else is a victim who can do no wrong, and that people like you deserve to be put in a concentration camp or enslaved to "see how it feels" (I had a middle school teacher who made a speech to us about how white, non-Jewish people should be temporarily put in a concentration camp for their history of sins).
This never happens. I'll admit I'm mixed too but I'm very much "white passing" as the kids call it and the most shit I ever got about being white were dumb jokes about food seasoning or my inability to play basketball. I'm not from a white neighborhood either, I was two blocks down from a cholo hood.

That's all anecdotal stuff though. What I wanna know is this; what do you think almost-honkies like us should about the evil media putting us down? I'm not the kind of person to care what people think of me if they're clearly just biased against me anyways, but the people who do; it's really their fault for not growing a pair, no?
 
So has anyone else had moments like that and how society can wreck you like that?

No matter what kind of person you are someone is always going to have a problem with you for reasons completely outside your control, so it's best not to worry about this sort of thing. The worst punishment you can inflict on these people is making them watch as you live a happy life and take care of yourself and those around you. I think that our modern liberal society will eventually beat itself to death like a tard against a short bus window. I also think that minorities tend to be mistreated in any country in which they live, and that small individual biases tend to combine and form fairly massive societal biases.

I also realize that modern cuck media doesn't accurately reflect reality at all and that most people can get along amicably with those around them. If you see the world in terms of racial conflict you definitely have a problem.
 
This never happens. I'll admit I'm mixed too but I'm very much "white passing" as the kids call it and the most shit I ever got about being white were dumb jokes about food seasoning or my inability to play basketball. I'm not from a white neighborhood either, I was two blocks down from a cholo hood.

That's all anecdotal stuff though. What I wanna know is this; what do you think almost-honkies like us should about the evil media putting us down? I'm not the kind of person to care what people think of me if they're clearly just biased against me anyways, but the people who do; it's really their fault for not growing a pair, no?
Honestly, I had a middle school teacher who went into a rant like that and a college professor who felt that she had to bash the white students because "we deserved it". I think part of the problem is that I've been facing some issues in my life and it made me take these harder than I should and that I need to cut back on my news and media intake.

I also realize that modern cuck media doesn't accurately reflect reality at all and that most people can get along amicably with those around them. If you see the world in terms of racial conflict you definitely have a problem.

In a way, posting this thread has helped me figure some things out so thanks for putting up with this.
 
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You just need to relax a bit, Yaoi. The best way to go about life is to simply disregard race altogether when it comes to yourself. Race often ends up being a measuring stick some mentally incapacitated people use to help gauge what others are like before they know them. If you're black you didn't do nuffin' and possibly have 13 siblings in a fatherless home. If you're white you probably own a gun, collect social slavery bux™, and have never faced one difficulty in life. If you're asian you better get your ass off my road since I don't want to deal with that shit and thanks in advance for doing my math homework. These things are basically always incorrect, but they get reinforced by social trends and occasional personal experience.

People are going to believe what they are going to believe. Whether it's a teacher/professor in a classroom, a stranger on the street, or even an acquaintance. Just live your life in a way that makes you proud. Whatever atrocities other people whose genes you might involuntarily carry have done, you have zero responsibility for it. If people give you shit about it, ask how many concentration camps they've been in or how many times they got flogged by good ol' massah.

What's the point of fighting back against something as nebulous as race? Do you actually think you have internalized racial self-hatred, or do you think you're just fed up with obvious bullshit? Thinking internally through a racial lens will just cause mental strife. It doesn't make sense. So just stop, relax, and make some nice hot cocoa.
 
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I've had time to reflect on myself and my race, among other things.
I used to burn up inside when someone talked shit about me, my family, or my heritage.

After some introspection, I found the delightful solution of deciding everyone who unironically cracked hurtful jokes about things like that were all just dumb niggers. (Kidding)

But, I've moved on, and developed a thicker skin. It's easy for me because I'm not white, and it'd be "offensive" or "racist" for some "scum" to have a laugh at my expense, as the general community would shut them down quick.

So I've moved onto burning up when someone tries to peddle White Guilt or even just an "innocent" joke like Whites Have No Culture Etc. Etc. Etc.
Anyone does that? Fuck em. You move into a position of power, curry favor with the right people, and you move ahead of them. You get ahead in life, or you can burn the fields behind you when they follow. Don't be autistic and rage openly when they do that, no no. Not unless you have a majority to back you up. You shun them and deny them when the opportunity arises. Don't let their rhetoric spread.


Fuck, re-reading this, even I think this sounds a bit autistic.
 
I've found that a lot of 'white allies' are some of the most backhandedly racist people I've ever come across. They just assume that all white people think like they secretly do, which by itself is also pretty racist.

Care to elaborate? I could see those people being massive hypocrites, but why even pretend to be an ally of people you think are inherently worse than yourself?
 
Care to elaborate? I could see those people being massive hypocrites, but why even pretend to be an ally of people you think are inherently worse than yourself?

Because it's the white man's burden. They certainly do think that, though, as you see any time they call for dumbing down math classes because it's too hard for those poor dumb black people.
 
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