- Joined
- Jul 12, 2014
With how education and the media have been filling us all this white-guilt and POC-victimhood, I've noticed that there are three classes of whites who fall of it: the brow-beaten ones who are pretty much the Steve Shives of white allyship, the ones that use it to advance themselves and there's the resentful.
The funny thing is that those that are resentful may claim that they are not affected by the anti-white messages, but in a way, they might be. That there probably is an unnoticed self-hatred that makes you want to snap back when stones are thrown at you. That you're sick of being told how everything is your race's fault, that everyone else is a victim who can do no wrong, and that people like you deserve to be put in a concentration camp or enslaved to "see how it feels" (I had a middle school teacher who made a speech to us about how white, non-Jewish people should be temporarily put in a concentration camp for their history of sins). As if you want to prove that you're not the monster that is only fit to be the unpaid servant and stone-throwing target of everyone else that they say you are. You feel so angry at the others for their bitching, their entitlement, victimhood, glairing egos, demands, the overlooking of their race's past sins, and bad behavior that is to be ignored while they condemn you. So it gets absorbed into secret racial self-hate that festers and wants to fight back.
The reason I'm bringing this up is to get some of my own feelings out when I discovered I am one of the resenters (my shrink helped me realize this). That despite being a quarter-Japanese, the lessons that modern education and the media gave hit me harder than I thought. It's not easy to let go of the angry feelings and understand that all of this was making me miserable. So has anyone else had moments like that and how society can wreck you like that?
The funny thing is that those that are resentful may claim that they are not affected by the anti-white messages, but in a way, they might be. That there probably is an unnoticed self-hatred that makes you want to snap back when stones are thrown at you. That you're sick of being told how everything is your race's fault, that everyone else is a victim who can do no wrong, and that people like you deserve to be put in a concentration camp or enslaved to "see how it feels" (I had a middle school teacher who made a speech to us about how white, non-Jewish people should be temporarily put in a concentration camp for their history of sins). As if you want to prove that you're not the monster that is only fit to be the unpaid servant and stone-throwing target of everyone else that they say you are. You feel so angry at the others for their bitching, their entitlement, victimhood, glairing egos, demands, the overlooking of their race's past sins, and bad behavior that is to be ignored while they condemn you. So it gets absorbed into secret racial self-hate that festers and wants to fight back.
The reason I'm bringing this up is to get some of my own feelings out when I discovered I am one of the resenters (my shrink helped me realize this). That despite being a quarter-Japanese, the lessons that modern education and the media gave hit me harder than I thought. It's not easy to let go of the angry feelings and understand that all of this was making me miserable. So has anyone else had moments like that and how society can wreck you like that?