It's one thing to take up a hobby ( like skateboarding) later in life and go "oh shit this is fun, I should have started this years ago" and another to pretend like you we're Tranny Hawk the whole time. Like hell I wish I was half as with it and as confident as I am now when I was 14, but no amount of projecting my current self on my past will change the fact I was a gangly anime and martial arts nerd.
This projection of the current on the past is a big problem in the trans community ( and with the woke SJW community as a whole). Jess wasn't a magical, radical, sk8ter grrl when she was growing up and I doubt Jess is a magical, radical, sk8ter grrl now. But Jess and the others gotta keep that LARP rolling or their whole identity just falls apart. These chucklefucks would all be so much happier ( and less tranny-er) if they could accept that they, as people, are more than self assigned labels and the activities they do.
I think this is why Jess has become so damn cunty the last few years. Having to keep kayfabe for the woke tranny crowd and keep in lockstep with whatever bullshit is trending, else they become a pariah, is burning Jess out in a big way.