-- NOVEMBER 17 2022 --
SCALE SCREEN!! 504.4lbs (500lbs). Lost over 2lbs because she intuitively ate and was on track. Amber says if she's on track, she'll either lose weight, stay the same, or gain some. Thanks for clarifying that, Amber. Captain Obvious says that if you're trying to lose weight, are 'on track' and still gain at 500lbs, you're probably not actually 'on track'. Oh, binging is what causes her to gain a lot of weight (and not her lipedema?) She babbles about seeing the difference in her weights between intuitive eating vs binging.
RARITY!!! Amber babbles about how we always see her in the same spot because she does everything in that spot. "Most of my time is spent in here, because I do everything in here". Again, thanks for the clarification. The criticism is that you don't do anything elsewhere. Size 4 sweater, but she wishes she got a smaller size. Don't worry, at this rate I'm sure it will be more 'cozy' by Christmas.
Jump Cut!! She's still in the same spot - but claims that she's been moving around all day (and of course didn't film it for us to see). Snacking on olives because they don't trigger her as much as other foods. Writerlynn 'spelt' beautiful as 'BEU-T-FUL' on her first doodle sheet, and people on instagram have been taking the piss out of her for it. The joke's on you haydurs; Amber was merely PRETENDING to be retarded.
Amber says that she was doing this 100 Days of Weighing In for herself, and she admits that the other times were done for YouTube content. She's not sure if she wants to keep filming it because people have been SO BRUTAL, and it's so TRIGGERING if you have an ED! Shame everywhere she looks on social media.
You people are SO CRUEL! Eating disorders are chemical and not something you choose. Maybe, but picking up your phone, opening the DoorDash app, selecting a supersized meal, and placing the order are multiple actions you choose. Suffer suffer suffer... So many people messaging her in secret to talk about how hurt they are when they see Amber's comments. People shouldn't be judged for their addictions (but should they not be judged for their ACTIONS?) BOOLYEEN!
Broccoli is a trigger because it's really healthy so it triggers her into thinking about bad food. Broccoli = punishment, so it makes her want to binge on bad food. Apparently her psychologist explained this all to her, and has given her help on how to deal with this, but it's sooo hard with the constant battles in her brain. Chewing is triggering. Eating a carrot will make her wish she was eating chips instead. Eating yogurt makes her want ice cream. So healthy food makes her want to binge on junk, and junk makes her want to binge on junk? Oh, she also has food addiction. Once she starts eating, she can't stop.
[I guess this means that due to her very special and unique addiction, she has to keep indulging in her junk food addiction knowing she won't be able to stop? And the unacceptable alternative would be abstaining, because it would make her want to indulge in her junk food addiction?]
Amber thinks it would be easier if she could stop eating and just survive without eating. Um, you actually can, Amber. At 500lbs, you are essentially a 130 lbs gorl with 300lbs of extra fat and 70lbs extra skin. 300lbs is approximately 1,050,000 calories. That's enough fat to sustain you for a YEAR (or more).
Only 1% of the food pyramid doesn't trigger her, and olives are one of those. If you don't understand that or have never experienced that, you're lucky. No, I've never experienced every single food (except olives) constantly triggering me to binge every second because I'm not batshit crazy. (Maybe I am; I am reeecapping this, after all). Amber admits she's never binged on anything healthy like broccoli. Various emotions also trigger her binges.
She's not going to talk about her binging and food struggles for a while (TRANSLATION: she's saving it for vlogmas), but it's all YOUR fault! You expect too much detail. You complain that she's a bad storyteller. You WANT to be confused by Amber's inconsistent stories. No more deep discussions because she needs to do things to make her feel better.
-- THANKS FOR WATCHING *KISSY LIPS* --