When she first started in on her "confession" on this latest video my first thought was "Huh, is she actually going to be real about something?" and I felt myself start to cheer her on a little bit.
... but then she showed what she claimed is a binge for her and I just rolled my eyes. What she ate was a large high-calorie meal, yes, but hardly a binge from someone who manages to eat enough calories per day to maintain an almost 500lb body weight. She still had to gloss it up a bit by fibbing. If she had shown the empty pizza box and shown the cookie cake thing gone or almost gone, I would have actually been MORE proud of her.
Amber, you're not fooling anyone, and if you were just REAL in your videos people would have so much more goddamn respect for you. I don't judge you for having emotional/mental problems regarding food. People pick on you here and in your comments because your propensity for lying and excuse-making is what makes most people hate on you so much. There are a few morbidly obese YouTubers that I watch and absolutely adore because they have wonderful personalities. If you were a decent person I would not give two shits about how fat you are other than being concerned about your well-being. You like to call us a bunch of fat-shamers, but your weight is just an easy target to hit that's secondary to your personality.
Stop filming haul after haul of your pile of veggies and Lean Cuisine. The people who understand calories in vs. calories out and TDEE know you are full of bullshit. If you got in front of the camera and said "Hey, I fucked up today and ate ____ and ____ and I'm really struggling, this sucks" you would be SO MUCH EASIER TO RELATE TO, because every single person watching you who has ever struggled with their weight has had those moments. You just don't get it. At all.
