I hiss as well
They're fun, I just don't have the capacity to properly care for one. I love seeing my friends beardies and helping care for them
My first tarantula is currently dying from an illness that came out of nowhere (DKS, which isn't an illness itself but a symptom of an underlying issue like toxin exposure). Ngl I am pretty fucked up mentally rn so if I go off or get crazier than normal, that's probably why.
I'm trying to keep her dark, warm, quiet, and hydrated. Vet care for inverts is a field in its infancy and there's very little we know currently about their illnesses and how to treat them. I actually emailed some vets that have spoken and wrote a paper on DKS, not expecting anything but I figured it couldn't hurt.
I hope it gets better in my lifetime. This is the worst part about keeping invertebrates and it fucking kills me that my girl, who was supposed to be with me for another 10 years, is dying and there's basically nothing I can do because even the experts don't know what exactly this shit is and how to treat it.
I'm not religious, but I'd appreciate you autists keeping my girl in your thoughts or praying or whatever you believe. It's not like there's anything else that can be done.