Again, I don't hate Doom 3 but when people deadass try to tell me my biggest gripes with it are "integral to the experience" I'm just like "nah man fuck off." The pump shotgun can be not-shit and the flashlight can make sense and it won't ruin the delicate balance.
I personally do enjoy a horror game where you're weak and vulnerable but Doom 3 is not that game, even with the original balancing. Half-Life isn't that game. Those are horror games where the horror comes from atmosphere and the grimness of the situation rather than your own vulnerability.
Fuck's sake man the villain looks like this
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This shit ain't Hush. This is Evil Dead 2.