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Feels like a day doesn't pass lately where I don't get blood-boilingly pissed at the state of things. That deep, primal anger where you know things aren't right in so many ways but you're completely powerless to do anything about it. Politics are fucked, entertainment is fucked, society is fucked, technology is fucked, the basic goddamn truth is fucked.

I try not to chomp down on that doomer pill but when there's seemingly 50 different, scarily real ways everything can quickly get worse, it's gotten hard as fucking hell not to.
 
Been going through a rough patch in the relationship world and it's been really fucking me over this past month, coulda done a ton of shit instead of mopping over them and I feel I should get out of that aspect for good, the past couple of years haven't been treating me well in that regard and it slowly got worse over time, I know it'll get better at some point, but I believe it can only get worse.
 
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Been getting really concerned about my appearance. On a workout in level 3 I keep running into skunks. I was six feet away from skunks on two occasions this morning and they just don't seem to notice me or get too flustered. ... Maybe if I infiltrate their numbers they can show me the doorway to level 5.
 
Happy. Content. Finally moved into the new house. There's still a long ways to go, unpacking and decorating, but to be sleeping next to Mr. Whale with the cats at our feet in a home that's really ours? It's peaceful.

Though it was funny when our calico buried herself at my feet under the blanket because she was terrified of the new surroundings. Poor scaredy cat.
 
I have a problem where, several times a week, I have severe restless leg syndrome and cannot get to sleep. This has been going on since December 2019. I can't seem to find a cause. I walk for exercise every day so it's not using my legs too much or too little. The only way to get rid of it is that I have to get up and pace around the house for 10 minutes, then lean on my leg and make spastic movements and try to lay down again. I usually have to do this 3-6 times and needless to say I wake up tired the next day because it cuts into my rest so much. I started taking magnesium malate for this problem but also because I believed it would help my migraines but it isn't helping at all anymore so I'm not sure what to do. Before I make an expensive doctor's appt, any help/advice from anyone would be helpful. You can PM me if you don't want to reply here.

Aside from that, doing okay. Had an inevitable crying-thing yesterday but woke up feeling a bit better. I take those as normal, especially when you're able to pin point every problem that lead to it. It rains now and then, and sometimes the rain is just heavier than most days
 
Bad. Need a new roof to replace one that has a new leak every Tuesday, it seems. Dealing with so much anxiety that I'm about to suffocate.

If I hear "This is the new normal" one more time I'm going to kick my own ass.
 
I have a problem where, several times a week, I have severe restless leg syndrome and cannot get to sleep. This has been going on since December 2019. I can't seem to find a cause. I walk for exercise every day so it's not using my legs too much or too little. The only way to get rid of it is that I have to get up and pace around the house for 10 minutes, then lean on my leg and make spastic movements and try to lay down again. I usually have to do this 3-6 times and needless to say I wake up tired the next day because it cuts into my rest so much. I started taking magnesium malate for this problem but also because I believed it would help my migraines but it isn't helping at all anymore so I'm not sure what to do. Before I make an expensive doctor's appt, any help/advice from anyone would be helpful. You can PM me if you don't want to reply here.

Aside from that, doing okay. Had an inevitable crying-thing yesterday but woke up feeling a bit better. I take those as normal, especially when you're able to pin point every problem that lead to it. It rains now and then, and sometimes the rain is just heavier than most days
Try quinine? Its an ingredient in tonic water. I get the same thing on occasion and it helps. Theres some medical reason for it but I forget what. My GP suggest it and its worked for me, though I know that pure anecdote. For the cost of some tonic water it's worth a punt.

And I too am very sick of all this shit. But healthy, safe and finished a house move. I just feel a bit like one of the rabbits in water ship down, going tharn. Waiting for the looming shitstorm in a few weeks.
 
I feel like I have a lot to worry about, there are a lot of things under my belt right now. I am a firm believer in that everything falls into it's place, but goddamn can it hurry up already lol. Have any of you had long distance relationships? It sucks right, met the coolest chick ever but she lives so damn far lmao- I do have a cool girl I know in my city tho.
I'm doing just great right now. High as giraffe titties, and I'm with that cool girl I was talking about that lives far. Things have worked out. God bless everyone, everything will fall into place.
 
I'm moving out of my parents house on Friday. It's a weirdly stressful feeling, not because I don't want to move out but because I keep worrying there's something I'm missing and that I'm going to suddenly going to lose my job and not be able to pay my rent.
You can always suck dick. That beats living in your parent's house
 
Not good. Fucking autumn takes its toll on my mental health. Every little thing sends me into some gay ass round of questions about my life and the poor choices I've made. It would be tolerable, if not for the fact that I have to fight with bureaucracy to get my vacation pay and I am probably going to lose it. It's not like I'm gonna die without those money, but damn, I worked for it, I can't just throw it all away.
 
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