How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

I was banned for a month for, I think, calling some russofile chink cock sucing bitch a fag in the wrong thread.
I also think it's hilarious the whole site was nuked during my ban. Feels very karmic.
 
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I was banned for a month for, I think, calling some russofile chink cock sucing bitch a fag in the wrong thread.
I also think it's hilarious the whole site was nuked during my ban. Feels very karmic.
There's a wrong thread for doing that?
 
There's a wrong thread for doing that?
I'm pretty sure Null changed policy and made some parts of the forum "insult free" zones for "proper discussion".
But I lost my shit when one fag kept yammering how Russia and China are more moral because America has troons and shit.
It was that or Hulk Hogan lost at our banter game and snitched.
 
Woo, we're back!

I'm the same as I have been - crushing it during the week, on top of work, eating well and working out. Come Friday when I should be socializing is when I fall to shit. End up suicidal and drinking alone. I've suffered this much though, not going to fall at the last hurdle.
 
I have been gone for a while after I got arrested in January. I’ve been working hard to change my entire life and I got an apartment on the other side of the country a couple weeks ago. Now that I’m thousands of miles away from my family things are much better.
 
I’m feeling down but I’m looking forward for tomorrow. I’m gonna try cooking a bunch of food for meal prep.
Anyways, I’m thankful for my friends bc I’m finding myself hanging out with them regularly like clockwork and I’ve missed that. Even though I think I’m too busy with work or school, I’m able to hangout with close friends without any problems. I don’t feel lonely.
It feels wrong but I’m happy with having a few friends that I’m very close with over being part of a friend group.
 
I got stitches in my head from a biopsy. Well two different types of biopsies. The scrape biopsy is just bandaged. Because of these wounds I have to use earbuds instead of headphones for awhile. I hate earbuds. My right ear doesn't like to accommodate them either. Not sure why. I think I have another pair somewhere. But I'm not sure. The ones I'm using come with different end caps you can use. But my right ear is still being a little bitch about it.:mad:

Anyway, my kitten has decided I'm not allowed to wear earbuds. She also attacks them if they are on the desk. She targets them on sight even though she's mostly grown out of her cord biting phase. It might be because they have a few metal parts that are shiny. A few minutes ago she pulled my earbuds right out and I had a hell of a time removing them from her grip.

My stitches come out on the 4th. But it's started feeling a little wet and it hurts. I'm afraid that it hasn't healed right even though I am keeping up with wound care.
 
I got stitches in my head from a biopsy. Well two different types of biopsies. The scrape biopsy is just bandaged. Because of these wounds I have to use earbuds instead of headphones for awhile. I hate earbuds. My right ear doesn't like to accommodate them either. Not sure why. I think I have another pair somewhere. But I'm not sure. The ones I'm using come with different end caps you can use. But my right ear is still being a little bitch about it.:mad:

Anyway, my kitten has decided I'm not allowed to wear earbuds. She also attacks them if they are on the desk. She targets them on sight even though she's mostly grown out of her cord biting phase. It might be because they have a few metal parts that are shiny. A few minutes ago she pulled my earbuds right out and I had a hell of a time removing them from her grip.

My stitches come out on the 4th. But it's started feeling a little wet and it hurts. I'm afraid that it hasn't healed right even though I am keeping up with wound care.
Consider some wireless earbuds for the time being, maybe. Or (assuming they wouldn't interfere with the bandaging) some of those bone conduction earphones. I've got a pair and I'm loving them. The sound quality isn't as good as a good pair of headphones or earbuds, but it's both weird and satisfying to hear your music and your surroundings at the same time.

Also, hope the healing goes well, and that the biopsies come up good.
 
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I think I have an ear infection. Right ear feels full and cleaning it isn't clearing it out and there's the ocassinal tinnitus ringing in the ear. Not much pain thought so I guess that's good. Of course looking up symptoms gets results ranging from infection to meningitis or a necrotizing infection spreading to the base of my skull.

So in general? feel kinda bad but it could always be worse.
 
Been pretty stressed lately, dumped a lot of money on my car as it decided to start shitting the bed a few days in a row. Met somebody and we were hitting off really well for awhile but that seemed to die down so pretty bummed about that. But might be moving to a better job so things might be on the up and up. Really glad the Farms is back up too.
 
Been dealing with what started off as a sore throat, then fever and then two weeks worth of congestion problems, nonsense at work and having to gently let down a long time friend after she came onto me and confessed via text.

Other than that, I've been more at peace with the world and myself. Probably helps this site going down frequently keeps me from reading A&N and feeding my cynical side.
 
Didn't feel like being on the farms for a while, so a lot of the drama about it went over my head.

So yea, I got a bad wound from chafing from new leather boots. Only the pinky toe on my right foot. Not that it's that surprising, since even though the boots are the right size, feet always have some size differences.

Did cut my finger yesterday, not deep but bled a fair bit.
 
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Hello there.
Work sux.
People sux.
It get's better.
Here with you guys.
 
Steady gentle slope deeper into depression. More aches. More pains.
wow, hey wormy, I'm surprised to see you back.

You cope with your depression in a sort of bizarre way, but still I'm sorry. Take care of your health because it has a major impact on how you feel, and remember your ancestors have collectively pulled through really nasty shit to get where you are, nastier shit than we've ever seen. I figure that unlike my grandfathers I've never been shot at or been forced to kill to survive, so I can manage to buck up and earn my keep in history over whatever we're all dealing with now.

Thought it was gallstones, but it's a giant kidney stone.
I have surgery next week, but at least the doc isn't being cheap with the Vicodin.

Damn, I've missed all of you!
I'm going to name my kidney stone Kiwi.
One time I had a kidney stone (which I was too young for, that's what you get for eating processed meat for lunch every day and not hydrating properly) and it passed while I was sitting in the ER waiting room (not as in I pissed it out, as in it descended from the passage that leads from the kidney to the bladder). It was a little embarrassing needing to go up to the clerk and tell them I didn't have an emergency anymore and was leaving, but it was a pleasant change of pace from sitting around a bunch of sick people continually dry heaving into a bucket and feeling like my nuts were being forcefully twisted into a knot. I doubt the last part is relatable to women, but you get my point.
 
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