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lack of self-respect + easy money for nudes, it's a bad combo that is unfortunately tempting to a lot of women.

It's hard to blame them for ewhoring given how tight money is in this economy, but I wouldn't want to be involved with one either.

The worst part about it is that I'm an established artist in the NY street art scene, and I do pretty good for myself. I know times are hard and all that, and this art scene is notoriously hard to break out in, but it's not impossible; it just takes a lot of time and effort

If she wasn't addicted to instant validation, I have no doubt that she'd do pretty well for herself, as her art is really good. What she proved to me that she's incapable of doing is being able to knuckle down and do the not so fun parts of breaking out in the art world, no, she thinks she "deserves" acclaim. Either way, it's the end, she's back in her home state away from this scene, and I don't care what she thinks of me now. I hated to see it all unfold like this and know that there was nothing I could do to stop it
 
But I don't need to, because I met a potential tomboy GF at the skate park the other week, and we're gonna go have a hookah sesh in a few days
I'm glad you dropped your soon-to-be Onlyfans ex, and maybe I'm too jaded, but I'm dying of cringe at the thought of a ~30 year old (I'm assuming based on the age of your ex) man writing this non-ironically. :story:
 
I was doing good and was finally getting satisfied with how my garden/trees were coming along and then my guinea pig got sick and despite a vet visit/meds and syringe feeding every 3 hours it ultimately ended up with him not being strong enough to survive surgery and we had to let him go. It was peaceful and I was with him but I'm really sad because he was a people pig who loved to be on my lap while on the farms/gaming and now I'm left with his cagemate who isn't.
 
What's wrong with Illinois? I just stopped at a pilot here and it smells like one of the skeeviest pits in memphis and it looks like West Memphis. I've been to rest stops in Mississippi, Virginia, Georgia, and South Carolina but I never had a place this small fuck with my nose like this before. Even the Pilot itself smells like wet ass when those usually smell pretty nice. Did God beat this whole state with the ugly stick?
 
well, new employment has been secured and its a supervisory position with $2/hr more to boot. im probably walking into another shitshow since they instantly hired me and on a weekend. but at least ill have a say in how things are ran so im optimistic.
i pride myself on my work quality and ethic but the restaurant industry has sort of warped my view on things. if youre remotely worth a fuck you can quit nearly any job and be working somewhere else within a week, often with an increase in benefits. point being, dont disrespect your good kitchen workers. you need them more than they need you.
anyway, back to being obnoxious on the farms during my spare time
 
Whenever I feel down I sort of just remind myself of Roman Bellic from GTA 4. Roman always had a strange type of optimism I wish I had in my own life. In the same breath where he laments how a situation is fucked and there's no coming back from it, he quickly bounces back and starts working on a solution.

It's a type of mentality I've tried to incorporate into my own life in minor ways. I just realize how being negative about a situation no matter how hopeless only serves to exacerbate the problem. When I was playing GTA 4 as a teenager, I think I really bought into Niko's diatribe about how life is just suffering all the time. But now looking back I realize how defeatist that attitude was. Misfortune isn't a choice, but chosing to suffer is.

I'm not really sure where I was going with this I guess the moral of the story don't be a negative Niko, be a resourceful Roman.
 
Doing fine at the moment.
Recently played a bunch of cod waw custom zombies maps I had saved from years ago. Going into a map blind and desperately surviving is a magical experience.

Also I've been meaning to make some creative stuff to post on the KF. I made this account to post that Goldenfry shitpost, but I should post something with more thought and quality in the future.

Furthermore, I reckon I should just shut up and post only when I have said work. The odd remark is fine but whenever I rant I come off as verbose and spergy. It makes me wince in retrospect.
 
Whenever I feel down I sort of just remind myself of Roman Bellic from GTA 4. Roman always had a strange type of optimism I wish I had in my own life. In the same breath where he laments how a situation is fucked and there's no coming back from it, he quickly bounces back and starts working on a solution.

It's a type of mentality I've tried to incorporate into my own life in minor ways. I just realize how being negative about a situation no matter how hopeless only serves to exacerbate the problem. When I was playing GTA 4 as a teenager, I think I really bought into Niko's diatribe about how life is just suffering all the time. But now looking back I realize how defeatist that attitude was. Misfortune isn't a choice, but chosing to suffer is.

I'm not really sure where I was going with this I guess the moral of the story don't be a negative Niko, be a resourceful Roman.
MUHAMMAD YOU LAZY FUCK
 
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