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I'm going to the gym in 5 hours; work in 7. I woke up 10 hours ago, spent 2 of those hours napping and here I am, cock in hand, not tired. God save me. Thankfully the building I work in is a fucked ass megacenter that has its own cafeteria so I can subsist on $4 rockstar energy drinks, then finally be on track for my schedule.

On the bright side; first day back on day shift. I was graciously given the 0630-1430L shift, which'll prob turn into 0615-1415 accounting for early arrival.
Being up for 24~ hours wasn't outrageously bad for some reason. Got home and slept for 6 hours though, will eat and then go back to bed.

However, there is better news; ran into one of my old friends who works for a different company in my building and he let me know about a fiber installation job for $10k more than im making which he'll recommend me for. Apparently its too easy to get fired, he couldn't tell them what an RJ45 was (end of an ethernet cable) or a fiber cable measurement and still got the job, so if I come in and give a shit I should get it, especially with my certifications.
 
Powerleveled a bit too hard at work about the unabomber. Was told HR will be talking to me
Was it "technology ruined us as a species" rant or rather something about going on mailing spree to fix things? Because it is easier to walk back on the first one.
 
HR is giving my bid job to someone with less seniority than me. Both management and the union tried to stop it and failed. I'm getting sent to a total shithole for no fathomable reason.

It could be because she's black and half of HR are black.

Nobody can figure out wtf is going on.
 
It could be because she's black and half of HR are black.

Nobody can figure out wtf is going on
Nigger mutiny. It is what it is.

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Got an interview for a possible job at mobile devices store. That's not as good of a place as I'd like it to be but the position they offer is, so fingers crossed.
Also I had quite a trip while sleeping... I'm no stranger to conscious dreams to be fair but boy do I glad they are a rarity in my life, honestly. But usually it's not like how it was this night and I have a lot of concerns about it...

Usually it's just me in the middle of somewhere, usually manmade places like like malls, libraries, city streets etc. Sometimes it happen to be among places that some would say are resembling the royal or religious place set somewhere withing the helliscapes. so it's completely deprived of life and I'm the only living creature there.
This night wasnt the case for most part. First it was me and something that resembled my institute mate, in many ways but not all of them, I think. We had... quite a time there, in this dream, and I wouldn't even bother thinking of that dream if I haven't felt things, so I got to realise quite quick I have one of these times yet again but for some reason I'm not alone there. Then scenery have quickly switched to my parents' house, more importantly their bed, in which I was laying with someone else but it was dark and I couldn't tell, only thing I know for sure is that we talked and I heard female voice. Tired one, but not lifeless. Then next scene I walk into bathrom and there's... something I don't quite sure I got what it was. Some kind of small creature the size of a mouse but as I attempted to get it in my hand it started to crawl on it and I felt the stings of little hooks, it wasn't pleasant feeling. Quickly dropped that but sensations were there for a while... then it was a lift without any buttons inside of the cabin, I was moving somewhere, and when cabin stopped it opened up to the corridor that was looking like it came from some horror scenery. everything is black except some tiles on both floor and ceiling, these tiles were fences, strong enough to handle the weight of a person and not dive under pressure. There was also blood... or I thought it was. there were splats and symbols that were red so I didn't felt it was some prop, it felt and smelled like blood there. and so I wasn't able to make a move forward for a while, lift cabin wasn't going anywhere too, nor doors were about to close. At some point I did make my move and started to run trough this thing until it went all black and I've fell into something cold and squishy just a few seconds after the fall...

I dunno man, aint nice dream to end up in.
 
Bummed because I just smashed a mouse with a shoe. I live in a rural area so I'm used to dealing with them using snap traps, I don't enjoy killing them I just can't leave them in the house and relocating them is just impractical, but there's been a smart one dodging them while being loud as hell. I heard it sqeaking in a closest so i grabbed a shoe and the second I opened the door I saw it and instinctively smashed it. On one hand I'm glad to be rid of a pest but on the other personally hitting it with a shoe felt pretty shitty. It was completely lifeless after the one hit so I don't think it unnecessarily suffered and I would do the same thing again if I needed to but without the impersonal gap a trap gives you killing a small creature just feel bad man.
 
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My gamepad broke so I had to go and buy a new one. Got a wired Logitech (wireless is the great satan) that should be coming in tomorrow. It was discounted and everything but I still feel dirty buying 'fun' shit for myself, I always feel gay as hell afterwards. I could be buying treats for my cat...!

EDIT: typos, clarification.
 
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I feel off today. It's hard to focus and finish my sentences and I have a headache.
 
HR is giving my bid job to someone with less seniority than me. Both management and the union tried to stop it and failed. I'm getting sent to a total shithole for no fathomable reason.

It could be because she's black and half of HR are black.

Nobody can figure out wtf is going on.
The last time that happened to me I found out they were related and doing the new hire a solid.
I feel off today. It's hard to focus and finish my sentences and I have a headache.
The last time that happened to me I found out I had to shit real bad.
 
The last time that happened to me I found out they were related and doing the new hire a solid.

The last time that happened to me I found out I had to shit real bad.
That's probably very close to what this is. She's old and her husband is a old timer at work. They probably know people in HR.


The union bargaining rep and the company guy in charge of job bids and shift rolls both tried to stop it and got overruled. It's madness.
 
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My gamepad broke so I had to go and buy a new one. Got a wired Logitech (wireless is the great satan) that should be coming in tomorrow. It was discounted and everything but I still feel dirty buying 'fun' shit for myself, I always feel gay as hell afterwards. I could be buying treats for my cat...!

EDIT: typos, clarification.
I got the wired one for shits and giggles. I have 'better' ones but I wanted a version of what they used on the titan sub and I wasn't going to get the wireless one. It's alright. It's not as fine feeling as higher end ones but it gets the job done.

EDIT: Double post cuz I just got home and I'm tired.
 
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