I'm not joking when I say that feeling bad is better than feeling nothing. The ability to feel at all is better than feeling nothing.You too, man. Whatever's been going on in your life, I hope it gets better. I've noticed you post some hectic things
Because they're awesome.
Cause he has no worries for the rest of his days.
That's a good way to look at it I think. At least you're still alive, sad and alive is better than dead and nothing.
It's the bumps under the eyes that intrigue me. Sometimes it's like animals look weird just to look weird, like
It's very relatable for me. I used to refuse prepping my meds for the week because "I'm not some old lady who forgets her medication," well guess what, I forgot my medication. I also got switched up in which meds I was taking at the time, which didn't help with me remembering what dosage I was on etc.
I remember the first time I held my oldest niece when she was a wee baby and I didn't feel any of the "usual" things women are """supposed""" to feel when in close contact with a child. No lie, I felt kind of broken. I was happy, and I love both of my nieces, but the whole "I need to have children of my own" never really clicked.
A year or two ago, I had some wrist issues on my left hand. I'm not an artist, but a coder, and the way I retardedly position my hands when typing, I tend to rest part of my left wrist on the table at a weird angle and over time it lead to something going wrong there. Luckily, in my case it wasn't severe and I managed to fix it through various forearm/wrist exercises.
You know I really went through it before and the thing that help me the most is to stop watching news or thinking about my faraway future.
You shouldn't talk about yourself like this. I'll try to give an example from my own life without powerleveling too much.
This is what I'm talking about.
Now that I think about it, I think she'd be weirded out and worried by me calling her "my white friend" in self-flagellating reverence so I'm just gonna call her "Friend" from here on out).
Needed to read this today.
Man.. Doing that is so bloody hard. Why is it so bloody hard?
Thyroid issues can elevate prolactin. Are you hypothyroid or is it coming from a drug you’re taking?
Disagree. Feel enough discomfort and self-loathing and eventually even feeling nothing will be a relief. It could be worse, though. You could be clinically depressed and the only feelings that penetrate the void are acute discomfort and self-loathing.
It's definetly hard for me. I don't think I'm broken cause of anything my mom did to me, I can move past that one day. I'm still alive, I'm still breathing, she may have killed my spirit but she didn't kill me. And "me" is all anyone needs.
Maybe. Depends. There’s a level of despair or pain that makes feeling nothing an attractive proposition, especially when said despair or pain has no reasonable solution. This after all is why people kill themselves - it’s to be feeling nothing, rather than things which cannot be bourne.
We are bombarded with demoralizing propaganda by the movies and books we consume, that's why. Like, there are movies and documentaries that are shown to kids in schools where the message is "if you misbehave you will end up an addict/homeless/raped and then you might as well kill yourself". It's great for scaring kids straight but what if you end up in any of these situations? You will believe that you are broken.
Heraclitus (often misattributed to Buddha, but it could well have come from either) said, "No man ever steps into the same river twice, for he is not the same man, and the river is not the same river." (Buddha did say,"Life is a river, always flowing. Do not hold onto things. Work hard.")