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Waiting for a phone call for a job interview, to say i'm feeling anxious is a big understatement
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Waiting for a phone call for a job interview, to say i'm feeling anxious is a big understatement
Giving birth to a baby kiwi this week for the first time ever. I'm scared as fuck, especially with Corona-Chan all over the place.
Basically I can't sleep and I'm exhausted.![]()
Sending you and baby-kiwi loads of good wishes!Giving birth to a baby kiwi this week for the first time ever. I'm scared as fuck, especially with Corona-Chan all over the place.
Basically I can't sleep and I'm exhausted.![]()
Nah, too extreme. I think I'm mainly stressed about getting a 340 GRE and getting my GPA over 3.75 for grad school apps.I'm going to fuck off from the internet for a week and work on assignments, play vidya, and study vocab for the GRE to calm my nerves about the Coronavirus sperging.
It's been kinda crazy, honestly. Adult life is tiring.
I've dealt with everything I had to, I got a new ID and found my student pass for transport so no need to get another. My exams went well. I went to register on my plan B institute in case I didn't get in the university I wanted a few weeks ago, and today I was informed that I indeed got in and was pre-selected for almost all of the scholarships available. I've applied for several part-time jobs and I'm hoping I get called sometime soon. I've fixed my cats out of my own money.
Doing all the shit I had to do felt great. I feel great. But the feeling doesn't really last when there's so much going around me that I can't control or take care of on my own :/
Everything in my country is really crazy rn, and it will be for at least a couple of months. There's strikes, protests every friday, politicians that just don't care and the police is arresting every kid with a school uniform. On top of that, a month ago we found out my mum has TWO tumors in her uterus, pre-cancer stuff. She's going to get surgery, but we have to prepare a LOT in the house before that, and she could get fired from her job. Also the money. It seems like the system shaved of a lot of it, but I have to pay for Uni. I really need to get a job, even if it's just to pay for my day-to-day stuff. At least then she'll have a couple more of extra bucks, just in case.
It just seems like the universe conspired against me to pile everything it can in my life. I know it's just a coincidence, but it's so weird and tiring. I'm not even sad, just extremely nervous. I feel like I have to pull this off perfectly. There's no room for error here.
Kiwifarms really helps me to distract from this truly cursed timeline.
After around three years here, approaching 1k posts and still have a bad reaction ratio, why even live tbh.
Definitely the worst thing happening to anyone on this forum right now.
Quit complaining
I don't have any good advice or anything, but good luck.
Seems like that was only for a day or so. Feel better, for anyone who cares. But my area (utah) might be the next big area possibly. Hopefully not but who knows. I'm neet atm so I should make it out fine.Think I'm getting sick. Sanatized my bed sheets et.al earlier.
Giving birth to a baby kiwi this week for the first time ever. I'm scared as fuck, especially with Corona-Chan all over the place.
Basically I can't sleep and I'm exhausted.![]()