I'm getting too old for this shit.

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If you haven't been successful in starting a family at 20 you wont be by 30 and you wont be by 40 and so on.
A failure according to you:
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A new stage of life ...

When I joined here, it was still CWCki Forums, Chris was king, and Null was an admin.
Much has inevitably changed, but this site still feels like a haven.

Every person's got to do what is best for them, of course, but don't throw yourself on the electric fence too soon.
 
Null, you're sort of dancing around the whole central thing that's at the heart of not only why you're feeling unfilled, but also why everything is turning to shit: a lack of a core set of values that are honored and strove for above personal pleasure and emotions ("fun"). No institution, be they marriage, governments, or websites, lasts very long unless they're built on a coherent core set of fundamental values that are preserved (or you could even say CONSERVED) rather than eroded away with the whims of the times.

If you're going down the path of "Well, free speech isn't really worth it because people are abusing it so I'm just gonna abandon it" you'll eventually go down the path of "Well, family isn't really worth it because my family members are treating me poorly so I'm just gonna abandon it." True ideas and values are eternal and outside of individual men, being correct no matter when they are. One person abusing free speech (or, as you see it, someone supporting Trump's opinion on 230 to hold big tech accountable that you think will cause the end of world because of some weird reading of it) doesn't mean free speech isn't a good idea. All things valuable are worth fighting for. If you give up in the end because it's too hard, you'll just end up with nothing. So my advice: get a core set of values that you can better buoy yourself to. Try Catholicism (real Catholicism and not crazy Filipino druggie Fredrick Catholicism, BTW).

TL;DR: There's a reason SOCIAL conservatives find life more meaningful and hopeful "and it has nothing to do with Trump"
None of these problems are new, only unexamined really. These problems come from the growth of any community/organization etc. Look at fandoms. They start off with a couple of people really dedicated to the fandom producing good discussion and art, but then a bunch of teens obsessed with shipping explode the fanbase and take over. To illustrate how common this is, I'll use my limited knowledge of 4Chan's history as an example:

4Chan is founded by m00t based off a Japanese site and develops a core loyal userbase. New people discover it and like the idea of being able to post whatever they want and start posting other stuff different from what the "old guard" like. This is dubbed "the cancer that is killing /b/" and there is much grumbling over it. 4Chan grows in size and in notoriety mainly from people trying to out-shock each other and from being a place to coordinate trolling. People tolerate it while labeling it a "threat" until 2014. GamerGate happens and 4Chan becomes the go-to place to discuss it because Twitter and the like censor all talk of it due to SJW influence. m00t gets seduced by said influence and begins banning posts on it. Less than a year later, he gives up the enterprise entirely after the userbase turns on him for basically selling them out.

Here are the key sources of conflict from 4Chan's history that are mirrored here ordered from least influential to most influential:
1.) User vs. User
4Chan: New users seen as "unfunny" despite all users being new users at some point​
Kiwi Farms: Site is mainly about lolcows, the criteria for which is debated hotly, and people complain about the discussion of current events and politics despite that being done on a separate board and a more popular topic​
2.) Creator vs. Site
4Chan: m00t can't social climb like he wants because the site is a liability to his reputation​
Kiwi Farms: Null can't have a real life because of constant threats, legal or otherwise, stemming from the board and other hosting​
3.) Creator vs. Users
4Chan: m00t imposes the banning of a topic and userbase turns on him​
Kiwi Farms: Null gets depressed and paranoid about law changes and wants to shutter the site and user reactions are mostly mixed​
4.) Society vs. Site
4Chan: The site is known as the "dark side" of the Internet where anonymous users are "hackers on steroids" and coordinate trolling. While some of it is true, the majority don't deal in that.​
Kiwi Farms: The site is known as a "doxxing" and "targeted harassment" site that gets government takedown orders for putting up a document someone else wrote. While some of it is true, the majority don't deal in that.​
This cycle will keep happening as long as those who hold power in society are intolerant of places like this existing online. If KF closes, any new site that fills in that vacuum will eventually meet the same fate once it reaches the same size. The best long-term solution is to change laws and attitudes by not tolerating censorious bullshit on ANY site instead of running somewhere new each time you're banned for words on the Internet. Despite the doomer-y outlook everyone on here has, I think there are more than enough people in America to support some kind of provision that guarantees free speech rights online (and by extension payment processing). I know that's not an easy solution, but moaning and groaning about how shitty something is being enforced isn't going to do anything. Instead, organize a large group of people together with the same goal.

In the meantime, I realize there are more immediate legal threats to Null and the site. If I was in your position, I'd crowdfund some kind of legal fund to hire an attorney that actually knows law to really outline your legal rights and responsibilities in regards to the site so you can not only have your mind put at ease, but also have a preemptive defense when censors come-a-knocking.
 
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I know no one probably cares, least of all the Glorious Leader, but I suppose there's nothing wrong with giving my 2 cents on the matter in this faggy blogpost. I've been on this site for a couple of years as a lurking lil shitter, but I only actually got to making an account a few weeks back, partly because when I first encountered this site I was only 15, and a bit too much of a pussy to post or contribute. @Null , I absolutely agree with the notion that the "purpose" of life is to start and cultivate a family. Nothing brings more joy to a man's heart than being loved by his partner and offspring, to be able to care for, provide and nurture a loving household that would provide shelter and safety away from the unending shitshow the modern world has become. The world today has become a place where truly passionate 'good' people are few and far in between, and is mostly populated by brainwashed, rabid consumerists washing nigger feet and preaching about banal dogshit daily. Though I ackgnowledge this may sound bleak and edgy, I believe there are two, maybe three ways to live a 'happy' life in this world:
  • The "easy" way is to just stop giving a fuck. Clownpill all the way, just laugh at the prophetically dreary shit happening around you daily, and find amusement among the flames.
  • The "midling" way would be to find something you are passionate about, something that brings true, real joy to your soul. Even though treading this path is indeed very difficult these days, all with 'canc(er)el culture' in full swing and all, I believe it would be worth it in the end.
  • The last, and in my eyes 'best' way to live life is to be a family man, for the reasons I stated above. Though it is extremely difficult to properly raise children these days with so much propaganda and degeneracy being injected into their young, supple minds via TV, social media or otherwise, I believe it is a struggle worth living through.
The Kiwi Farms has been a good home to me, to many of us. A great place to laugh at nutjobs, discuss stupid shit and make light of the ceaseless bullshittery we have to live through daily. Might sound a bit romanticized, I admit, I have a penchant for being overly verbose and faggy sometimes. In any case, my point is the following:
Live your life, @Null. The clock's ticking, and it waits for no man. The internet, hell, the world is a cruel and bizarre place, full of rabid niggers and subversive jews, of shitty libbies and buttblasted mongoloids, and though one day the Farms may not be here, life will go on, as clownish and dumb as ever. It's been a good ride, and for better or worse, one we all rode on, laughing and screeching till we choked like fentanly addicted joggers. Thanks for being the captain of this plague-riddled raft, Janny Josh. We'll miss you when you're gone. Best of luck, my sexy boy.

I know everyone else in this thread already said the same shit, and I don't blame you if you want a TLDR, so here goes

TLDR; fuck the clownpill horseshit, fuck niggers and jews, fuck everybody, the only way to really be happy is to start a family and make sure it doesn't get pozzed into becoming the next Chris Chan or Yaniv.
 
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