Inactive Jake Rapp / Jacob Dean Johnson / KingOfCucks - Survivor of Feminism

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

I really hope he is not seriously having fun reading about his wife's self harm.

Can you honestly blame him?

 

[Chan the Wizard]

I don't really have any questions for @KingOfCucks but if you're reading this, one day, while Alison is out, pack your stuff in your car, and drive. Don't look back.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

I do have a question for @KingOfCucks:
How, if you had to put it in words, does Alison's BPD affect your daily life? Do you feel unable to call her on misbehavior because "it's a condition"? Do you feel you have agency over your life and relationship with her? Would you ever feel comfortable calling her out if she crossed a line?
I ask, because I think the answers will really illustrate to you why you and Ali have threads here.

 

[facepalm]

Do you worry about getting caught in the crossfire of your wife's prostitution work (anti-pimp laws)?

 

[KingOfCucks]

Holy bananas, lot's of stuff to sift through.

I do wonder what he was trying to accomplish by coming here. I mean, for a "person of interest" here he already has a pretty good deal - people are pretty favorably disposed toward him, and when he's not actively making a fool of himself no one pays any attention to him.

I think that comes down to me getting a slew of messages about her self-harm post yesterday and the wonderful array of new made-up narratives that came from it. So I guess I'm just here to talk about reality vs Kiwi perception.

I'll speak to my experience inasmuch that it is actually about me. I won't dive into intimate details about Alison or other people, not because I'm scared of the reaction but just because it's another person's personal life that they can share if they choose. Respect, yaknow? Crazy concept.

For starters, there's a lot of people speculating about the self-harm post and whether or not I was around. I was not! As many of you are pointing out , BPD is a very serious/messy personality disorder and it can expose itself in very big blow ups. Way back in the day before there was a diagnosis, it was pretty easy for me to "be the good guy" and help her through the stress. Now when blow ups happen it's because I create personal boundaries between myself and BPD (have been since before this shit show went down).

I think someone found that MN was missing our marriage license. I went and searched it too and thought it strange it's not in there. We for sure are married, I'm assuming that was some clerical error? Not gonna dig through all our papers to find the copy though.

Then there's all the "Jake how do you feel your wife is getting fucked by other dudes" and it's just, I don't really know how to explain myself other than - no, it doesn't bother me. When each of us took our first poly steps and we reached the point of having sex with others partners - yeah, that was fucking hard man! Jealousy is a bitch, as I explained in that blog post. But just like you can get over other emotions, you can get over jealousy. So for realsies, do I care? No. Otherwise wouldn't it be a little one-sided that I'm also having sex with multiple people?

What else. The video of me squirming. No idea when anybody talked to me about that, but sorry to say it's not as exciting as everyone thinks. I had some crazy lactic acid build-up in my thighs from exercising for the first time since god knows when, an I obviously get expressive with the hurts-so-good massages. I had a really good fucking laugh the first time someone thought I was taking it up the butt though, it matches all too well.

I do have a question for @KingOfCucks:
How, if you had to put it in words, does Alison's BPD affect your daily life? Do you feel unable to call her on misbehavior because "it's a condition"? Do you feel you have agency over your life and relationship with her? Would you ever feel comfortable calling her out if she crossed a line?

I call her out on stuff pretty often. I do feel have great agency over my life. There was a time when I felt held emotionally hostage, but I take really active measures to call out "BPD-stuffs" when they rear their head.

 

[Kiras left nipple]

jake, frans the one....

 

[Lurker]

Holy shit, it's the Jake Rapp. Oh boy.

@KingOfCucks All I have to say to you, man, is that Alison has conditioned you to believe that this is all okay. It's not. The emotion you felt when she was fucking other dudes? The jealousy? That was a normal emotion to have. She pushed you into a polyamorous relationship, tugging at every single one of your emotional strings so that she could have her way. You do not deserve to be cucked by some crazy bitch with an unfixable personality disorder. It's not like she's even looking to get help for it. She uses it as an excuse for her shitty behavior. I don't get why you would subject yourself to this when there are plenty of smart, attractive women with amazing personalities who won't cuck you on a near daily basis.

Like, as much as this forum likes to pick at you, we don't dislike you. We think you're a victim to a crazy, controlling psychopath of a womanchild. You deserve better. I just hope you realize it before it's too late.

 

[KingOfCucks]

Fuck I had a bunch of stuff typed out and then accidentally switched pages and lost it.

jake, frans the one....

She is a pretty rad lady. That said I think Alison is pretty rad too, married her for a reason after all. BPD obviously makes that rad-ness a little tougher to see through the fog, but it's there.

Holy shit, it's the Jake Rapp. Oh boy.

@KingOfCucks All I have to say to you, man, is that Alison has conditioned you to believe that this is all okay. It's not. The emotion you felt when she was fucking other dudes? The jealousy? That was a normal emotion to have. She pushed you into a polyamorous relationship, tugging at every single one of your emotional strings so that she could have her way. You do not deserve to be cucked by some crazy bitch with an unfixable personality disorder. It's not like she's even looking to get help for it. She uses it as an excuse for her shitty behavior. I don't get why you would subject yourself to this when there are plenty of smart, attractive women with amazing personalities who won't cuck you on a near daily basis.

Like, as much as this forum likes to pick at you, we don't dislike you. We think you're a victim to a crazy, controlling psychopath of a womanchild. You deserve better. I just hope you realize it before it's too late.

Except I was the one that suggested an open relationship and pushed it the most first. So this whole narrative of being forced into poly is, yet again, another Farms concoction.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

I call her out on stuff pretty often. I do feel have great agency over my life. There was a time when I felt held emotionally hostage, but I take really active measures to call out "BPD-stuffs" when they rear their head.

Yeah, see, that's sort of what concerns us here.
You seem to have a warped view of people with BPD, particularly with regards to how manipulative they can and will be. Ali's recent self harm is a good example here.
See, people with BPD usually only self-harm as a means to establish control. It wasn't done to control us, recent events have conclusively proven that even a lolcow actually killing herself doesn't really phase us. It wasn't done for her benefit, Ali doesn't show any real signs of depression and people with her condition are usually far too egotistical to intentially self-harm for its own sake.
So who might she be trying to establish control over by hurting herself? Any ideas?

 

[Yellow Yam Scam]

Polygamists are invariably boring people with no actual passions.

 

[KingOfCucks]

Yeah, see, that's sort of what concerns us here.
You seem to have a warped view of people with BPD, particularly with regards to how manipulative they can and will be. Ali's recent self harm is a good example here.
See, people with BPD usually only self-harm as a means to establish control. It wasn't done to control us, recent events have conclusively proven that even a lolcow actually killing herself doesn't really phase us. It wasn't done for her benefit, Ali doesn't show any real signs of depression and people with her condition are usually far too egotistical to intentially self-harm.
So who might she be trying to establish control over by hurting herself? Any ideas?

Oh, totally dude. Trust me, I live with it. I know where it likes to seek control, and it's so fucking deceptive! The self-harm used to be this really tragic thing for me, but now I react to it assumedly in the same way you are speaking too.

Polygamists are invariably boring people with no actual passions.

Are you talking about me? You know there's a significant difference between polyamory and polygamy right?

 

[Internet War Criminal]

Except I was the one that suggested an open relationship and pushed it the most first. So this whole narrative of being forced into poly is, yet again, another Farms concoction.

Except you wrote the exact opposite on Tumblr, and Ali also said on Twitter that she was the one who pushed you into it

Bro we have your blog post from a couple of months before you met Ali where you talked how you could just not wait to be married and in a monogamous relationship with one person to share your life with. You are not fooling anyone

 

[Butta Face Lopez]

Hahaha lactic acid buildup.

Ok buddy.

 

[Lurker]

Except I was the one that suggested an open relationship and pushed it the most first. So this whole narrative of being forced into poly is, yet again, another Farms concoction.

Somehow I doubt that to be the case. People with personality disorders like to plant ideas in the heads of their victims. You might think you had the idea, but chances are that she was already making noises about it before you had the idea of doing it. These people cannot love. They manipulate others to get what they want. And you allowed her to get into your head.

Because I find it hard to believe that you'd subject yourself to being cucked while you were sitting on the sofa crying and eating ice cream.

We're sincerely concerned for your well-being, man. That Fran lady you've been talking about? She sounds far better than the emotional trainwreck that is Alison Rapp.

 

[captn_kettle]

How did you feel about ali being canned from nintendo?

All feelings about goobergrater aside. Do you not agree that lewd photos/prostitution work while working for the most family orientated console manufacturer, is probably about as good of an idea as sticking your cock in a blender?

 

[Lurker]

How did you feel about ali being canned from nintendo?

All feelings about goobergrater aside. Do you not agree that lewd photos/prostitution work while working for the most family orientated console manufacturer, is probably about as good of an idea as sticking your cock in a blender?

By "blender" you mean Alison Rapp, right?

 

[KingOfCucks]

Except you wrote the exact opposite on Tumblr, and Ali also said on Twitter that she was the one who pushed you into it

Bro we have your blog post from a couple of months before you met Ali where you talked how you could just not wait to be married and in a monogamous relationship with one person to share your life with. You are not fooling anyone

Hahaha lactic acid buildup.

Ok buddy.

I'm not trying to spin any deceptive stories here. I'm trying to be as transparent as possible. With things like the video, I honestly don't care if you believe me or not.

I've read the blog post, I wrote it remember. There was a time when I was completely enamored with marriage, absolutely. During the time of writing that blog post, I was still having conversations about what an open relationship would look like. The two are not mutually exclusive.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

Oh, totally dude. Trust me, I live with it. I know where it likes to seek control, and it's so fucking deceptive! The self-harm used to be this really tragic thing for me, but now I react to it assumedly in the same way you are speaking too.

Oh, believe me, I get it. I dated someone with it awhile back myself. Which leads me to the other issue:
You talk a lot abut working together with Ali. Tell us a little about what that relationship looks like. I found the only way to date someone with BPD was to act more as a handler than a partner, and wound up cutting her loose after she grew too explosive.
Have you found trying to engage someone that destructive on her level has been terribly productive? I don't mean to judge but she's still unemployed outside of hooking, and let's face it, the years a woman can sell her body are brief and pass quickly.
I guess what I'm asking is that, given the opportunity, do you feel Ali would be better off if you had a greater degree of control over your lives together?

 

[DV 259]

Except I was the one that suggested an open relationship and pushed it the most first. So this whole narrative of being forced into poly is, yet again, another Farms concoction.

Hi Jake!

Do you think, looking back at everything you’ve been through and all the stuff you’ve read, that the poly thing could’ve been a way to sort of escape from the stresses that BPD was inflicting upon your marriage? Like, I get you love Alison and that’s your prerogative, but forgive me if I’m wrong, but it kinda looks like the poly thing was a way to continue caring about Alison, but at the same time, shedding some of the bad things that were also going on.

 

[Internet War Criminal]

Totes your idea bro and you certainly were super into it and suggested it

I've read the blog post, I wrote it remember. There was a time when I was completely enamored with marriage, absolutely. During the time of writing that blog post, I was still having conversations about what an open relationship would look like. The two are not mutually exclusive.

I'm SUPER into monogamy... while discussing poly relationship. That's like being super into staying your wife while asking for a divorce and moving to a new place.