Bill's Due
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In risk of him finding this post, which maybe he will in the future, I had a close friend troon out about 3 or 4 years ago. He was a good online friend of mine, someone I made friends with in an oldfag's PC game called Phantasy Star Online: Blue Burst. It was a badly supported PC port of a Dreamcast game, but it was still pretty fun to play.
I randomly made friends with him in a run, learned he has my sense of humor and we exchanged Guild Cards (more or less friend requests). On occasion whenever I did public runs I'd join in and play alongside him. Solid player, knew what he had to do.
So the years move on to subsequent games - one is Phantasy Star Universe. I still kept relative close tabs with him, I join his games on occasion, and we're shitposting buddies on IRC. This is around 2008-2012.
He eventually gets banned from the game because he was using CE to hack some currency for himself. That killed any motivation for him to play again, so he takes a long hiatus until the Japanese version of Phantasy Star Online 2 comes out.
Mind you, during all this he is a massive fucking weeb, and he also indicated when he played other MMOs he would ERP to get money from men so he could get ahead in games. I should've seen this is as an obvious warning sign, but this was a LONG time ago, during the PS2 Final Fantasy 11 days, so I thought he was just doing that to get extra money/resources. It was weird, but I shrugged it off.
PSO2 comes out - practically everyone plays a female, me because I like hot 2D-ish anime women, and I thought he was the same, but this was when he started joking about always wanting to be "the little gurl". Uh oh. Same as before, on occasion I join him, shitpost with him, the usual. Eventually the West gets IP banned from PSO2 because a localized (Westernized slop) version ends up coming to Windows/XCrate. I learned this version had Male/Female changed to Type 1/2 (fuck) and they made it so you can't make characters shorter than 140 cm, because lolicons or something idk
I lose contact with him for a few years, then Discord comes out. He was still in my Steam friends list so I ask him where the fuck he is.
Come to learn he's gotten all in Final Fantasy XIV A Realm Reborn. He has his own static group. I gave up on Final Fantasy XIV when 1.0 came out - back then the people were normal (2010ish), but I learned XIV ARR has been INVADED by faeries, troons, retards, and feminists. He now has a fairly static group of players that he knows through different guilds/parties or whatever, but I get invited there. I don't know ANYONE in that Discord except for him and an old Britbong dude from long time ago.
So for the past few years I was shitposting with him and bitching about woke shit, but I noticed he was VERY anti-Trump. He was a wagey that worked at Best Buy in his 20s and eventually got to being a District Manager. He eventually quit because they weren't promoting him and he got into some Audio/Visual setup company. His company sets up jumbo trons that involve 9001 TVs being connected together and whatnot. So he has to learn how to do all this shit, and one of it was... learning to program so he can write stuff that controls these monitors/TVs/theaters.
About 7 or 8 years ago, he made online friends with a woman from Chile. She was a far left feminist but she generally kept her views to herself. She bitched about DeSantis' anti-woke policies but somehow during Biden's years, got a green card and moved in with my friend - yes he's from Florida.
I thought, cool, my friend has someone who loves him and can take care of him, good for him.
Two months ago we were having a discussion about something, I don't remember what, but somehow it got to about identity, and he started going "I identify as a girl and my pronouns are she/her". I thought he was just joking around with me, so I said, haha, that's funny - wait, you're kidding right? And he repeated to me "No, I've been transitioning since 3 years ago, I've been getting HRT injections and I identify as a lesbian woman. (name of his gf) is a bisexual woman now."
I went silent. I learned he changed his original name from what it was to a typical troon name (not gonna list that name either). I've been calling him by his regular name for the past 3 or 4 years and he responded to me, and I did that because it was my way of saying "Hey man, we're longtime buds so it's cool to call you that". I had no idea he trooned out because his behavior didn't change. He still talks like a man, but now he brags about these injections he's getting and how it's covered by federal financial aid or some dumb shit (thank God Trump is removing that).
Now mind you, I'm in a server full of leftists. They all hate Trump, they agree wokeness is an issue but they don't really think it's a big deal and it's something you "grow out of". I'm the ONLY pro right wing populist that is active on the server. So when he told me he's sticking that poison in his body to 41% himself I didn't reply with anything. I couldn't - if I told him what I thought (that he's an AGP and that bitch he's with brainwashed him into thinking this is fine) it would be a great way to lose my friendship with him, but much like how Elon said he lost his son when his son trooned out, it felt like learning the friend who I knew as (his old name) died.
And of course, guess what also adds to the formula and warning signs he would troon out? He has a nonexistent abusive father who ditched his mother when he and his siblings were born. The mother was also a drug addict and he basically was raised under his grandma. Sound familiar? No, he's not black.
His mother was an abusive piece of shit to him, and his grandma meant well but eventually forced him to leave and go on his own. He's been through a couple unstable relationships with women, the last one (before this spic from Chile got him) who abruptly LEFT HIS HOUSE OVERNIGHT and stole the dog as well and took all her shit with her I tried to talk some sense into that girl because she was generally really nice to me, but something broke in her, don't know what, but it didn't sound like it was any kind of abuse-related issue and she didn't want to talk any further to me, so I gave up.
Also in the meantime while working his wagie job he also tried to get me introduced to dude weed lmao. I guess you can add that as another sign. And the final ingredient in this shit Sundae? Apparently he had undiagnosed ADHD, and only got it diagnosed a year after I got diagnosed (mines has been only a couple years and I had to do a shitload of tests to make sure it was the real thing). I suspect he probably also has autism or something but he's able to do well in his job, both at Best Buy and this new Audio-Visual job that he *appears* to be happy.
So horrible childhood life + fetishizing playing as a female in MMOs + ADHD/autism + and the final nail in the coffin - computer programming - AND having a feminist cunt of a gf (not gonna lie, I hope she gets deported) who ENCOURAGES your shit thinking = He was absolutely fucked the moment he was born.
So I don't know what to do at this point - if I should just ditch him right fucking now and assume he's a lost soul (troons have me made a bit more sympathetic to Christianity, idk why) or let this slowly rot where eventually I tell him off and leave or he 41%'s himself. The fact this fucker has been taking that HRT poison for 3-4 years when there is ZERO, absolutely ZERO health benefit to him fucking baffles me. I fear he's too far gone, the retard even takes the clot shot thinking it'll help him (both him and his feminazi gf got sick with the coof SIX times, I've only had it once).
The other people in the Discord server are also calling him by his new troon name too. But I suppose since they're leftists they will never question authority since they all took the clot shot themselves.
I wouldn't waste so much time writing this if he wasn't a close friend of mine. The plucky weeaboo who also enjoyed going to the gym to get swole is gone, and dead.
I randomly made friends with him in a run, learned he has my sense of humor and we exchanged Guild Cards (more or less friend requests). On occasion whenever I did public runs I'd join in and play alongside him. Solid player, knew what he had to do.
So the years move on to subsequent games - one is Phantasy Star Universe. I still kept relative close tabs with him, I join his games on occasion, and we're shitposting buddies on IRC. This is around 2008-2012.
He eventually gets banned from the game because he was using CE to hack some currency for himself. That killed any motivation for him to play again, so he takes a long hiatus until the Japanese version of Phantasy Star Online 2 comes out.
Mind you, during all this he is a massive fucking weeb, and he also indicated when he played other MMOs he would ERP to get money from men so he could get ahead in games. I should've seen this is as an obvious warning sign, but this was a LONG time ago, during the PS2 Final Fantasy 11 days, so I thought he was just doing that to get extra money/resources. It was weird, but I shrugged it off.
PSO2 comes out - practically everyone plays a female, me because I like hot 2D-ish anime women, and I thought he was the same, but this was when he started joking about always wanting to be "the little gurl". Uh oh. Same as before, on occasion I join him, shitpost with him, the usual. Eventually the West gets IP banned from PSO2 because a localized (Westernized slop) version ends up coming to Windows/XCrate. I learned this version had Male/Female changed to Type 1/2 (fuck) and they made it so you can't make characters shorter than 140 cm, because lolicons or something idk
I lose contact with him for a few years, then Discord comes out. He was still in my Steam friends list so I ask him where the fuck he is.
Come to learn he's gotten all in Final Fantasy XIV A Realm Reborn. He has his own static group. I gave up on Final Fantasy XIV when 1.0 came out - back then the people were normal (2010ish), but I learned XIV ARR has been INVADED by faeries, troons, retards, and feminists. He now has a fairly static group of players that he knows through different guilds/parties or whatever, but I get invited there. I don't know ANYONE in that Discord except for him and an old Britbong dude from long time ago.
So for the past few years I was shitposting with him and bitching about woke shit, but I noticed he was VERY anti-Trump. He was a wagey that worked at Best Buy in his 20s and eventually got to being a District Manager. He eventually quit because they weren't promoting him and he got into some Audio/Visual setup company. His company sets up jumbo trons that involve 9001 TVs being connected together and whatnot. So he has to learn how to do all this shit, and one of it was... learning to program so he can write stuff that controls these monitors/TVs/theaters.
About 7 or 8 years ago, he made online friends with a woman from Chile. She was a far left feminist but she generally kept her views to herself. She bitched about DeSantis' anti-woke policies but somehow during Biden's years, got a green card and moved in with my friend - yes he's from Florida.
I thought, cool, my friend has someone who loves him and can take care of him, good for him.
Two months ago we were having a discussion about something, I don't remember what, but somehow it got to about identity, and he started going "I identify as a girl and my pronouns are she/her". I thought he was just joking around with me, so I said, haha, that's funny - wait, you're kidding right? And he repeated to me "No, I've been transitioning since 3 years ago, I've been getting HRT injections and I identify as a lesbian woman. (name of his gf) is a bisexual woman now."
I went silent. I learned he changed his original name from what it was to a typical troon name (not gonna list that name either). I've been calling him by his regular name for the past 3 or 4 years and he responded to me, and I did that because it was my way of saying "Hey man, we're longtime buds so it's cool to call you that". I had no idea he trooned out because his behavior didn't change. He still talks like a man, but now he brags about these injections he's getting and how it's covered by federal financial aid or some dumb shit (thank God Trump is removing that).
Now mind you, I'm in a server full of leftists. They all hate Trump, they agree wokeness is an issue but they don't really think it's a big deal and it's something you "grow out of". I'm the ONLY pro right wing populist that is active on the server. So when he told me he's sticking that poison in his body to 41% himself I didn't reply with anything. I couldn't - if I told him what I thought (that he's an AGP and that bitch he's with brainwashed him into thinking this is fine) it would be a great way to lose my friendship with him, but much like how Elon said he lost his son when his son trooned out, it felt like learning the friend who I knew as (his old name) died.
And of course, guess what also adds to the formula and warning signs he would troon out? He has a nonexistent abusive father who ditched his mother when he and his siblings were born. The mother was also a drug addict and he basically was raised under his grandma. Sound familiar? No, he's not black.
His mother was an abusive piece of shit to him, and his grandma meant well but eventually forced him to leave and go on his own. He's been through a couple unstable relationships with women, the last one (before this spic from Chile got him) who abruptly LEFT HIS HOUSE OVERNIGHT and stole the dog as well and took all her shit with her I tried to talk some sense into that girl because she was generally really nice to me, but something broke in her, don't know what, but it didn't sound like it was any kind of abuse-related issue and she didn't want to talk any further to me, so I gave up.
Also in the meantime while working his wagie job he also tried to get me introduced to dude weed lmao. I guess you can add that as another sign. And the final ingredient in this shit Sundae? Apparently he had undiagnosed ADHD, and only got it diagnosed a year after I got diagnosed (mines has been only a couple years and I had to do a shitload of tests to make sure it was the real thing). I suspect he probably also has autism or something but he's able to do well in his job, both at Best Buy and this new Audio-Visual job that he *appears* to be happy.
So horrible childhood life + fetishizing playing as a female in MMOs + ADHD/autism + and the final nail in the coffin - computer programming - AND having a feminist cunt of a gf (not gonna lie, I hope she gets deported) who ENCOURAGES your shit thinking = He was absolutely fucked the moment he was born.
So I don't know what to do at this point - if I should just ditch him right fucking now and assume he's a lost soul (troons have me made a bit more sympathetic to Christianity, idk why) or let this slowly rot where eventually I tell him off and leave or he 41%'s himself. The fact this fucker has been taking that HRT poison for 3-4 years when there is ZERO, absolutely ZERO health benefit to him fucking baffles me. I fear he's too far gone, the retard even takes the clot shot thinking it'll help him (both him and his feminazi gf got sick with the coof SIX times, I've only had it once).
The other people in the Discord server are also calling him by his new troon name too. But I suppose since they're leftists they will never question authority since they all took the clot shot themselves.
I wouldn't waste so much time writing this if he wasn't a close friend of mine. The plucky weeaboo who also enjoyed going to the gym to get swole is gone, and dead.
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