Ah yes, Lucas… You agree with what she just said. Even though you are SO irresponsible with money, and SO unable to care for yourself that you are in a nursing home at only 42 years old. You’ve dropped out of a gen ed program in a community college at least twice, if not more times. You are unable to control your binge eating and because of that, your physical health has deteriorated to the point that you may soon lose limbs. Your mental health has been left unchecked for so long that your brain is literally rotting inside your head and you have no hope of ever being normal.
You cannot get a degree. You haven’t had a job in decades. When other people (your family and friends) or entities (the state of Washington) tried to HELP you care for yourself as opposed to completely caring for you to try to allow you to maintain some shred of dignity and independence, you proved, time and again over the span of 20+ years that you just. Can’t. Take. Care. Of. Yourself. You cannot budget your money. You cannot cook meals that are nutritious and don’t break the bank (not to mention how atrocious most of what you cook would TASTE). You are not capable of keeping your living space clean. You do not take your medication for your mental OR physical problems without being forced.
And yet you expect a single soul to believe that you agree with what that person said? That you agree that it’s unattractive when a man can’t care for himself? I don’t know why I’m always surprised that you can have this degree of a lack of awareness. You typed on your government provided phone in your room at the nursing home that you agree that women don’t want a man who can’t care for himself. And yet, you have also said that you think you are plenty good and deserve a girlfriend. Do you think that people who can take care of themselves, who can do the most BASIC of every day adult functions, live in nursing homes???
