Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

[AnOminous]

Lost to a Yoshi, out of the torunament now. Ended up in top 17.

He was still never really dominating any of the games. Even the early ones, he was just beating by consistently causing somewhat more damage than his opponent, not by thoroughly crushing them. The level of opposition just gradually ramped up and eventually he was bracketed against people slightly better than he was.

 

[voodoo]

He was still never really dominating any of the games. Even the early ones, he was just beating by consistently causing somewhat more damage than his opponent, not by thoroughly crushing them. The level of opposition just gradually ramped up and eventually he was bracketed against people slightly better than he was.

Yeah it's almost as if the participants were 800 random online people, of whom half never showed up, and out of those who did maybe 2% were semi-competent.

 

[Man vs persistent rat]

Narcissa is overly introspective and thoughtful about their situation, unnecessarily and unproductively so. The internal dialog and expression of said dialog clearly has not been doing them any good for the past few years. What Narcissa needs is external stimuli. Some kind of sounding board by which to measure and qualify everything that goes on inside their head. Being left alone with only your thoughts is a sure-fire recipe for insanity. Possibly the only one that there is.

She's doing what a lot of hopeless cases do - going through the motions, role playing having regular human behaviour, despairing over how she is too lazy and self-indulgent to be able to do anything (deathfats are primary examples of this). The despair is enough to make her feel as though she hasn't completely lost it and has retained some measure of understanding of her situation, but it's the delusional mental state that allowed her to find herself in this situation that also prevents her from leaving it. She will self-sabotage her way out of any solutions because she's not hit rock bottom.

Left to their own devices people like Narcissa have two options - the easy one which is to allow the delusions to continue and to let the narcissism get out of control until you kill yourself or are homeless, or to eradicate the ego that stands between you and recognising that every life decision you has been left to make yourself over the past five years has been a disaster. This second type is ready to re-engage with society and may even seek help, but for Narc there is no reason to be optimistic. The only other avenue is to force her to change, which can work if she's leaning towards the second type, but can expedite the progress of the first type if she can't get over her self-obsession.

People like Narcissa are interesting because they're not lacking self-love. They're not textbook persistent depressive disorder or even bipolar (although do wish they could be better - even more perfect as befitting what they deserve), and their depression only manifests when the otherwise steady delusion of their perfection is tainted. Any bipolar qualities Narcissa appears to show could be explained by her drug addiction causing highs and lows. Her general moping around is more of a childish inability to understand the world around her, or what are realistic expectations to have from life. A depression of over-entitlement, so to speak.

 

[Mike Hunt]

TFW the art made by a "hater forum" member gets the validation Red Proletariat never got with his numerous junk art, even when he kisses Cosmo's feet soles on the daily. Compounded by the recent shit he got from Cosmo, that must really sting.

 

[Stygian Evil]

TFW the art made by a "hater forum" member gets the validation Red Proletariat never got with his numerous junk art, even when he kisses Cosmo's feet soles on the daily. Compounded by the recent shit he got from Cosmo, that must really sting.

Ew!... narci's hobbit feet...

this is one of the things that annoys me about trans: the CONSTANT reminding about "i'm a woman... WE women do this..." and the hypocrisy behind, the insecurity.

and stop posting pics, narci, you DO look like a ghoul... the contrast ain't helping as much and the only ones giving you validation are as damaged as you.

 

[Man vs persistent rat]

There was a picture of her hands some weeks ago that had the similar frog-like rounded fingertips to the toes in this photo, very curious.

 

[RJ MacReady]

Ew!... narci's hobbit feet... View attachment 649540

this is one of the things that annoys me about trans: the constant reminding about "i'm a woman... WE women do this..." CONSTANTLY and the hypocrisy behind, the insecurity.

and stop posting pics, narci, you DO look like a ghoul... the contrast ain't helping as much and the only ones giving you validation are as damaged as you.

An object of zoological fascination. Note how the bone structure in the feet is optimally evolved to increase surface area when stalking across the linoleum flooring of a grocery store's health foods section, making it easier for the ghoul to avoid detection by predators (or competing ghouls) while hunting for nutritious Soylent.

 

[Rei is shit]

Looks like he has a belly. Getting skinny fat off of soylent and nothing else has to be some sort of accomplishment.

 

[CrunkLord420]

Looks like he has a belly. Getting skinny fat off of soylent and nothing else has to be some sort of accomplishment.

Narcissa orders take-out constantly, usually "junk food". He probably spends a significant amount of his money on it.

 

[ThunderPlunder]

Narcissa orders take-out constantly, usually "junk food". He probably spends a significant amount of his money on it.

Couple that with his aging body and sedentary lifestyle he’s becoming more and more like the Worm Cholos from MiB

 

[[V A P O R W A V E]]

Ew!... narci's hobbit feet... View attachment 649540

this is one of the things that annoys me about trans: the constant reminding about "i'm a woman... WE women do this..." CONSTANTLY and the hypocrisy behind, the insecurity.

and stop posting pics, narci, you DO look like a ghoul... the contrast ain't helping as much and the only ones giving you validation are as damaged as you.

That carpet is gross as fuck.

 

[Drip Feed]

Looks like he has a belly. Getting skinny fat off of soylent and nothing else has to be some sort of accomplishment.

Its most likely constipation and gas build up again.

 

[yeahweknow]

That carpet is gross as fuck.

somewhere in there is residue from the first soylent he drank

 

[Lucas Silva #4903141]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uk77a_wLNE4
01:54:00 Mister Metokur on Narcisa Wright

1:59:46
Narcissa: "Some soul searching might be in order, what do you think I've been doing for the last, like THREE YEARS?"
Metokur: "If I had to guess what you've been doing over the last 3 years: taking way too much estrogen and crying while you let's play video games on streaming services?"
"Maybe all the bad shit that's going on was brought on BY YOU. And your poor life decision making abilities, and skillset."

Sadly, while he did get to the /v/ bullies Narcissa video, he didn't get to the part where she cries.

 

[Ron Jeremy]

I have to correct Mister Metokur. Narcissa *by far* did not make $650 per week on stream.me at any point. From August to December 2018 he made a total of $1,605 from the weekly contest, averaging $94 per week. He once made $225 in one week, but that was an outlier.

 

[Fetal Alcohol Syndrome]

I have to correct Mister Metokur. Narcissa *by far* did not make $650 per week on stream.me at any point. From August to December 2018 he made a total of $1,605 from the weekly contest, averaging $94 per week. He once made $225 in one week, but that was an outlier.

He might have conflated data with other lunatic troon who was pushed to stream.me earlier and thus made more money there: Soybermemon

 

[Lucas Silva #4903141]

Hey, Narcissa is on r/samandtolki yet again (remember, she's ExternalVal)
I probably said this before, but man, that subreddit is living in her head, RENT FREE.
Archive of the thread

She's sperging about someone refering to her as "he" and as "Cosmo" - also, this quote...

ExternalVal: keep bending the narrative. i hope it's worth your time

 

[thx1138]

Cosmo is just waiting in his apartment until he hears word of the nasssty little hobbiteseses who stole his ring so he can chase them down.

 

[Sisteena Foriner]

Slightly unrelated, but our boy Numbers is playing in an online, Nintendo sanctioned tournament...

And he mains Palutena, seems to be doing pretty well too!

EDIT: Finished top 4 in his bracket, making him top 16 in his region.

 

[awoo]

Hey, Narcissa is on r/samandtolki yet again (remember, she's ExternalVal)
I probably said this before, but man, that subreddit is living in her head, RENT FREE.
Archive of the thread

She's sperging about someone refering to her as "he" and as "Cosmo" - also, this quote...

Reddit CSS makes it so I can't expand the negatively voted comments in archive.org

You forgot the most exceptional part, a poem that Narcissa wrote

oh
if only people weren't horrible
we could talk about games
smash
and hitboxes and strategy
matchups and
tournaments
we could fight and have fun
we could respect each other's desire
we could share our love
and accept one another
but it feels like
people want a scapegoat
people want to see blood
people want to cause harm
and people want to hurt
i wish we could get along
but we never even got out of the pit
we never even climbed up from this waste
for years we sit here
disappointed by people
over and over
disappointed forever
when dreams don't come true
when we slip through the cracks
and find ourselves in a cold and uncaring world
a world where everyone is trying to laugh at others
everyone is trying to find someone below them
to feel for once that they are standing tall
you're all in the pit
can you ever climb out?
my faith wavers
so on and on it goes
people take little shots at each other
dropping a bit of hate and malice
here and there
somehow, people never see what's wrong with the big picture
they just continue to be blind
and cause hurt
what is the endgame
what is the endgame
humans desire connection
but we can't connect
you and i don't exist in the same world
so it is a lonely world, then
a lonely bubble
with no escape
just waiting
for the next iteration of the internet
to do it better
yet nobody seems to care
about how fucked up it all is
they would rather instigate more pain and violence
i will continue to be alone.

Further comments in thread
https://web.archive.org/save/https:...hould_start_going_to_irl_tournaments/efldyc0/
https://web.archive.org/web/2019020...hould_start_going_to_irl_tournaments/eflemno/
https://web.archive.org/web/2019020...hould_start_going_to_irl_tournaments/efljybe/

When's ExternalVal gonna show up?

https://www.reddit.com/r/SamandTolk..._narcissa_remember_when_you_lost_to_haber_in/