I can't believe the grand poobah of antinatalism has yet to get his own thread on the farms. His OG bovine pedigree includes equal parts lol and horror breeds. May I present to you Inmendham aka Gary Mosher, Youtube's original, terminally online, raging doomer coomer pseudophilosopher incel.
Gary hasn't gone completely unnoticed by farmers over the years. Like
PopOfColor, Gary was my first lolcow, What they say about lolcows is true - you never forget your first.
Like many back then, I first came across Gary during one of his many
slapfights with fellow atheist lolcow TJ Kirk/The Amazing Atheist back in the late '00s.. One major source of Gary's bitterness and anger over the years is the fact TJ would go on to make it big on YT, while Gary's many channels
languished into forgotten obscurity. Gary would also
slapfight internet cockroach Brett Keane, as well as
thunderfoot, and many, many others.
Gary has been on YT since at least 2008. Before that, Gary was one of those wacky weirdos who had his own local cable access TV show, Wayne's World style, from his cute cottage rental out in the quiet scenic countryside of Mendham, New Jersey, (hence the name Inmendam), so he could vent his bitter insanity into the analog void before internet bandwidth caught up.
Eventually in April 2019, after living in that little countryside oasis for around 30 years, rising property values finally caught up to his sorry ass and booted the welfare king from his subsidized country man cave and into a
more deserving doomer incel habitat, the unfinished basement of some poor old woman's house. Since then he hasn't been able to rage or hoard broken junk at his preferred volume, which has put a damper on the poor guy's spirits. But don't worry, he is still able to enjoy acting out his narcissism and egomania online for the poor misguided retards that makeup the unironic portion of his audience. More on that shortly.
Back in the day, Gary thrived in the online wild west edgelord pwnage culture of the '00s and '10s, and his back catalog is unimaginably vast. We're talking daily, Chris Chan levels of content, for over 15 years at this point. Tens of thousands of hours on a dozen YouTube channels, in addition to
his own website. The sheer volume alone is insane, not to mention the content. More than anything, Gary loved to rage back then. He seems to have mellowed out somewhat with age, and IIRC, had a rage-induced stroke some years back, which didn't do his coomer rotten brain any favors.
This raging manchild's extensive lore is truly deserving of his own thread, but I'll try to hit the high points here. I believe Gary is 64 at the time of this post. He has lived as a hermit his entire adult life. AFAIK, he has not been legally employed or had a tax-paying job for decades, cuz mentulz of course. He has survived on his tugboat since the 90s. Like many antinatalists, Gary is the rare true misanthrope, but he especially hates women and children, and has expressed his desire to kill women and children countless times over the years, often to hilarious effect. His first and only known victim is his twin sister whom he managed to kill in utero because that bitch was taking up his space. He has resented females ever since. I have never known him to have a girlfriend, but he claims to have had at least one IIRC. I think its safe to say its been well over a couple decades since he's been laid.
First and foremost, Gary is a compulsive contrarian and pessimist with very strong fatalistic tendencies prone to delusion. He simply can't help but turn every conversation into an argument and create opposition. As a superior intellect with outstanding cluster B qualities, Gary's genius beautiful mind was destined to become a trailblazing philosopher. The reason you don't understand him, mere simpleton, is because you can't. Clearly you don't possess the advanced thinking faculties of the enlightened antinatalist, or you wouldn't be arguing with him right now you asshole fuckface fucktard. Its not his fault you misinterpret his genius analysis for delusional vitriolic hubris.
Around 2010, Gary grew increasingly dissatisfied with the antinatalist label, as it failed to accurately describe his innovative genius thinking and superior moral position, which encompasses far more than just his stance on procreative ethics. Not content to be classified among the antinatalist pions, Gary was forced to set himself and his superior thinking apart from the crowd by creating his own fag philosophy which he calls Efilism, or "life" spelled backwards. Yes, its just that faggy.
Efilism, which is basically just a blackiplled vegan cult ripoff of negative utilitarianism, attracted the most militant doomer antinatalists to Gary like flies to shit. Among the early ranks was walking shit stain Adam Lanza, of Sandy Hook notoriety. You can tell in his response to the Lanza revelation (which I will try to track down), how proud it made Gary to learn of his star pupil. Aint no shame in Gary's game. Not even a drop.
THE POONER
That's a woman!
Gary's most loyal, dedicated follower and admirer is a
deathfat FTM femcel pooner named Amanda Sukenick aka Oldphan. Almost as mentally unstable as her beloved leader, the pooner is Gary's only trusted confidant and "friend." It is no exaggeration to say Sukenick is obsessed with Gary, or at least she was. So much so, she made a shitty short film about Gary called
The Efilist in 2014, which landed her a
guest spot on Tosh.0. And she spent hundreds of hours clay sculpting a diorama of Gary in his living room, in painstaking autistic detail.
I have a strong suspicion that the pooner is a virgin. She is definitely (and unsurprisingly) a lolcow herself - a classic, failure-to-launch-only-child autist with a
massive Dragonball Z collection, who has lived with her mother every one of her 40 years on this planet. She has never held down a real job outside of part time college employment. Were it not for her enabling, coddling mother subsidizing the mentally disordered mess that is her daughter, there would probably be no efilism cult today. Last I heard, Sukenick was trying to scam her way into a doctoral program for the visual arts in Chicago, where she lives in government housing with her mother. Idk if anything ever came of that.
Ever seen a vegan deathfat?
Due to her obsessive devotion and loyalty, Sukenick gradually became Gary's manager. She doesn't manage him in the sense she has any control over his behavior, but she became his
mediator/apologist/administrative assistant to the outside world and his efilist followers. She is also his promoter and is capable of putting on a (somewhat) publicly presentable face to the world to make up for her leader's complete absence of social skills. I don't think Gary actually likes the pooner - his all encompassing misanthropy knows no bounds - but I think he does tolerate her and is grateful to have her to interface with the world on his behalf.
The pooner has also created some highly questionable content herself. If what she says is true, than she was most likely sexually abused as a young child, which would explain some things. She claims to be working on a sequel.
It is worth noting that the pooner had her own AN Youtube channel for many years, and then out of the clear blue, or so she claims,
YT yanked her channel from the platform entirely in September 2021. It was there one day and gone the next. Sukenick was very cagey about why and the responses she got from appealing to the YT gods, who were apparently having none of it. But why her channel was really yanked is still a mystery to everyone but her.
The pooner is also the head mod at both
r/antinatalism which has 208k members and
r/efilism, at 6.3k members at the time of this post. She regularly patrols posts to protect her leader, gatekeeps and squashes any dissension among the redditards. She was also recently interviewed on major YT channel,
Soft White Underbelly, which currently sits at 222k views.
She also did (does?) a shitty AN podcast. There's a lot more to say about pooner Sukenick, as well as other Gary worshippers - I think she is a much more realistically dangerous person than Gary - but I'll leave that for another post.
LOLCOW RISING
Around some time in the early 2010s, Inmendham was bestowed the prestigious honor of an entry in the
Encyclopedia Dramatica. Its old and dated, like everything over there these days, but it does offer a fun glimpse into the past. It is rather remarkable how little Gary has changed over the decades. He has always been an aggrieved injustice collector and his rhetoric had that insufferably pretentious SJW tone long before SJWs were a thing.
A-LOGS AND TROLLS
Like any proper lolcow, Gary has various a-logs, orbiters, trolls and an arch nemesis by the name of Steve Godfrey. Godfrey has archived Gary and kept autistically close watch over the years. Nobody gets under Gary's skin as much as Godfrey, and for good reason. Godfrey has continuously exposed and mocked Gary and his degenerate "philosophy" on YouTube and twitter for years. My personal favorite is the
federal lolsuit saga.
Godfrey also appears to be the only antinatalist to continuously challenge Gary over the years. Gary has had his share of trolls and negative response videos, but his detractors usually come and go quickly, which is very typical for antinatalists. Due to the super intense level of his relentless negativity and vitriol, very few people can stand to be around Gary or his content for an extended period of time. The turnover rate among the online AN community, and especially the efilists, is very high. One of the reasons the pooner is Gary's only friend is because literally no other soul on this planet can put up with him and withstand his endless looping pessimism for long.
PEDOS, CHOMOS AND PORN OH MY!
A prominent feature of Gary's endless degeneracy is the near constant pedo allegations he makes about his detractors and any other glib dumbfuck asshole who dares disagree with him. Then there's the ongoing pedo apologia.
Oh and the amateur porn. Can't forget about that.
Like any narcissist, Gary loves to eye fuck himself in the camera. As a matter of fact, he'd fuck him.
SO MANY TALENTS
Being a multi-talented genius, much like but superior to the leaders of the Enlightenment, Gary is also a gifted visual artist in addition to his other talents.
Also following in the tradition of grand Enlightenment thinkers like Newton and Leibniz, Gary is a cutting edge scientist
specializing in The Physics.
CALLING ALL PHYSICS FAGS!
In all seriousness, I have no idea when or how the physics lunacy began, and
it is something to witness. I do believe Gary is so delusional and disconnected from reality that he is smelling his farts and getting high on his own supply of cosmic narcissism. He's been at the physics sperging for awhile, at least since the mid '10s.
Stephen Brough
Brough is a retired British electrical engineer living in the UK who uses his highest functioning autism to troll Inmendham and his understanding of the physics. And he has some respectable trolling skills. Brough is the best Inmendham palate cleanser I have come across. He has the right attitude, a cute toothless smile, and you can tell he is having a good ol time while debunking and laughing at Gary, despite constantly getting called a pedo. If you are even the least bit science or engineer minded, you will get chuckles watching Brough do his charming at-home experiments to debunk Gary's ridiculous claims about the physics.
My guess is Gary got bored after mastering the philosophical arts, and his genius brilliant mind needed another challenge after conquering the human domain. So it was only natural for Gary to turn his rogue genius mind to conquering the phenomena of the natural world. Currently, this is where Gary's many potential trolling possibilities are to be found. We're talking flat-earth-delusion-level trolling potential, especially for you science fags out there. I am but a lowly philosophy fag, trained only to battle ennui and wait tables.
These days Gary seems genuinely bored and demoralized since he is no longer living in the serene beauty of his quiet country cottage, nor is he getting the same high off his usual philosophically-flavored narc supply. But a cows gotta moo, so now we have The Physics. I know there is still a reservoir of untapped cow juice in ol Gary and he is yearning to be milked, which is why he wants and tries so desperately to get the public to interact with him. He needs to feel superior to someone to get his narc fix.
There is so much more worth mentioning - the cat killing, the holocaust denial, vegan sperging, his questionable literacy, the "benign rape" fallout, so many slapfights, his website, the grifting, the hoarding, the suicides, the turtles..... Maybe its the magic of the Christmas season, but I have faith that farmers can come together, grab a teat, and squeeze the last chance for this cow to shine before he sends himself to the slaughterhouse.
Guess which yard is the hoarder's.
GARY MOSHER: 2152 Tyler Street, Union, New Jersey 07083
AMANDA SUKENICK: 1310 N Ritchie Court, Apt 6-C, Chicago, Illinois 60610
Telephone 312-404-6585
Inmendham's unsecured disaster of a website:
https://www.donotgo.com/in/dog
Inmendham Channels
Amanda Sukenick/Oldphan YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/@anti-natalwolf4449
Antinatalsim International:
https://www.youtube.com/@antinatalisminternational4296
Exploring Antinatalism Podcast:
https://www.youtube.com/@theexploringantinatalismpo4465
Antinatalism International twitter:
https://twitter.com/AntinatalismInt
Trolls & Archivers
Stephen Brough YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/@stephenbrough8132
Steve Godfrey YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/@efilism
Steve Godfrey Twitter:
https://twitter.com/ThisIsEfilism
Bad Ethics:
https://www.youtube.com/@badethics2831
Praminder Talks:
https://www.youtube.com/@pramindertalks4617
Apologies for any missing links and lack of spoilers. I'm sure I'm missing a lot. There is so much content its overwhelming.
