How do you feel about the fact that Chris will be remembered for many decades after his death at the very least, and you won't? Think about it, what were your great grandparents names? Great great grandparents? What were they like? What did they do for a living? You can't answer and that's normal. Neither can I. The best chance at a legacy most have, family, is kind of a fake legacy because you'll be forgotten in 1-2 generations anyway. The way I see it, if no one remembers you, in practical terms its like you never existed in the first place. Chris will be remembered, even if only as a profoundly autistic delusional troon.