Is that a drawing of a speculum on xir's wall?
Yep, looks like it. Probably goes with those antique anatomical reproductions up and to the right of it.
This pooner is fascinating to me. She obviously knows what she looks like, and chooses to dress the worst possible way considering that--or the most horrifying, and
that's what she's trying for.
We've seen a lot of pooners who go the paradoxical r/FTMfemininity route, where as soon as their beard comes in they dye their hair, put on dress and a ton of makeup. (Or no beard at all, and how dare you not guess.)
With this lady, it's like one of those switch-the-heads kids books; the only thing her head has in common with her aging edgelord body is the septum piercing. If she clipped a feather to her hair and put on winged eyeliner, it'd be
less offputting, because at least it would make sense.
If that's a conscious decision, well done, pooner. That restraint paid off in a supremely disquieting look. It's like Coco Chanel said, "Before you leave the house, look in the mirror and take one thing off."