Prison Letters Chris writes me from Prison (dated September 19th, 2021)

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Call me a buzzkill, but Chris is not going to start a cult. At least, not intentionally.

The stereotypical cult leaders of the past thrived through deception and preying on the weak. They would approach people down on their luck or with no other options and offer them a way out, as long as they were willing to make some sacrifices. They could generally accomplish this because on the surface, they seemed to be rather normal, happy, and in some cases even charming and attractive individuals who were confident in their beliefs. That’s not even mentioning the suppression of information that comes to mind when thinking of a cult.

Chris is none of these things. A cursory glance will get even the most vulnerable of people to realize he’s fucking batshit insane, disgusting, and has no clue what he’s talking about even in relation to his own absurd belief systems. His rhetoric is a jumbled and incoherent mess to anyone who doesn’t know his history, and the ones that do know his history know to look out for him and that he’s not someone to really take seriously in the slightest.

And that’s not even considering that he himself doesn’t even believe in whatever the fuck he spouts off. It took less than 2 months in a jail cell to totally change his fundamental values, to make newly absurd and bold claims regarding his connection to a religion he’s actively disavowed for years.

To put it simply, Chris is a retard who wouldn’t know persuasion or even being slightly charming or sympathetic to the plight of others if it was beat into his skull like a pound of bricks. The most he’ll get in terms of a cult-like following are weirdos like Sockness and *maybe* some Twitter enablers hoping to get their 5 minutes of e-fame and recognition for being “le epic troll”, but the mother rape and the way the situation with Bella and friends played out definitely makes that a far, FAR less appealing idea now.

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Hasn’t Chris already started a cult? The Devotees of Chris Chan Sonichu?
 
Do you think Heilberg likes having to defend CWC?
No way, not for the pittance that public defenders get. It is a shame that we'll never know the content of their discussions. Imagine Chris dropping character once they're behind closed doors and be like, "give it to me straight, how many seasons of MLP am I going to miss?"
 
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There's one thing about any outcome short of permanent lockup that makes Chris potentially more of a problem than anybody seems to realize: Chris is going to want to go back to 14BC. I don't think there's anything anybody can tell him that will convince him that he can no longer go to the house he's lived in for almost his entire life and see the mother he raped. And if he gets out and Barb is somehow still alive, he WILL want to go see her.
For a second there I thought "go back to 14BC" meant the year. Made me BSOD for a second.
 
Imagine if Chris ends up in the same facility as Anders the tard.

Yeah he'll go back to BC14. Imagine, Christ chan living in your attic and sneaking in an out at night to dumpster dive at a nearby fast food joint.
 
My point is that people who are actually intellectually deficient and vastly more disabled in a clinical sense can contribute to their own financial well-being if they have parents and other community members that guide them in that direction. Now in Chris's case, his awful parents took the path of least resistance and aside from his one brief stint at Wendy's and getting scammed by CutCo one Summer, they never insisted that he get a job and work for a living. Neither did Rocky Shoemaker, or his pastors, etc.

Coddling Chris and treating him like a child is what made him what he is today. What he actually needed (and continues to need) is a support network that would try to make him into a functioning adult despite his obvious disabilities. I agree with Null, at this point, his best bet would to get into some kind of assisted living situation, because he's clearly not capable of living on his own without a tard wrangler of some sort, but that assisted living should come with a requirement that he get and keep some sort of job. There are plenty of menial tasks that he could do, he just needs someone to push him out of his comfort zone and insist that he stay gainfully employed, regardless of how much of a fuss he puts up. Hell, he could even keep his tugboat as long as he's earning less than the SSI phase-out amount.

Watch the video linked below...


That guy is clearly more disabled than Chris (at least intellectually), and he works and contributes to society. So why shouldn't Chris be required to do the same?
All right.

I just wanna point out that being retarded doesn't really have the same consequences as being crazy.
You know what, I wish he was able to work for a living, because work (maybe except the worst of the worst jobs) can have such positive consequences on someone well-being. But indeed in the actual state of things, I would go as far as to say that he'd be a danger for him and others. He can't control himself.

The actual question is wether or not therapy can or cannot make him a contributing member of the society, but if you don't aim first to make sure his mental health and moral wellbeing are much much better and stable, I fear this will be a guaranteed failure.

In the end, I think that we agree on everything.

Like, look in the video you linked, the guy may be really slow, but his relationship to reality seems absolutely sane. But yeah he's probably in the right environment, and Chris has had his parents, trolls, weens, enablers, and the general influence of internet to raise and educate him. He's a mess like I have rarely seen. And I've seen lots of human messes.

In the end it would benefit everyone that he was able to live a nice comfy life, doing either some relatively physical job, or maybe some kind of job with animals.

The more I think about it, the more I realize that if he spent his day working with Sonichu related stuff, it would just make it impossible for him to think about another think than his crazy world, and if he was to be taken care of professionally , social and health workers should maybe aim to make him adapt to real world things.

What a life he's having !
 
I'm very late to this one, sorry about that one.

Anyway, this was all prophesied many years ago, we just didn't listen ~

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Edit: No, I didn't do this one, it was done at least 7 years ago. I think it got blasted in one of the great kiwi server shenanigans, but luckily I found it in an old backup.
 
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I had a quick check but don't believe this was posted yet. First mainstream media mention of the "letter"? The article link and archive at bottom.

The story has 5 images, one of Chris and one for each of the handwritten pages. That goofball Gibi gets mentioned as well. I also like the comment in the article "Kiwi Farms was originally created to log the prolific amount of content related to Chris Chan." Finally a correct description of the Farms! Also of interest is that while they show each page of the letter in the photo set at top of article, they still state if you would like to read the letter its on the Farms and they provide a direct link.

Infamous transgender internet personality Chris Chan compares self to Jesus while jailed for allegedly raping elderly mother

ORANGE, Virginia -- Transgender YouTuber Christine Chandler or "Chris Chan" who is accused of allegedly raping his 79-year-old possibly senile mother reaches out from his Central Virginia Regional Jail cell.

Chandler requested this letter be forwarded to his court appointed lawyer David Heilberg and to the creator and forum administer of Kiwi Farms, Joshua Moon or more commonly known as "Null."

Kiwi Farms was originally created to log the prolific amount of content related to Chris Chan.

It is uncertain how the letter was forwarded to Null due to the fact that according to him he is living anonymously in Eastern Europe.

Dated September 19th, the letter to Null and Heilberg, Chandler compares the events that have taken place in his past and at the present as the trials that Jesus Christ endured during his life.

Saying, "…my life events at present and so far can directly be compared and matched with that which have been chronicled of none other than Jesus Christ of Nazareth himself, in any Holy Bible."

Chandler asked those who read the letter to basically photoshop any photo of him not wearing glasses.

"A naturally growing brown beard, mustache and sideburns. Now place that photo next to any image of Jesus on of off the cross; compare, look deep into my eyes and photograph; see for yourself, I meditate and connect, directly and genuinely with the Cosmos, both of our Universe halves, and throughout the timelines, and entire Mutiverse," Chris Chan wrote.

In the letter Chris talks about video game visual perspectives adding, "That being stated, All of my life, my mind, eyes, and literally held the constant perception of being the Central Camera #000, out of all of the other cameras, infinite, from the First Person Perspective of all others."

"Gibi" a YouTube content creator who also follows Chris Chan read the letter and broke down much of what Chandler was saying.

"Referring himself to a camera… imagine if you can take control of a person like youre getting control of an NPC (Non Playing Character) in a video game and you now see things through their perspective. Chris believes that his body camera number one and his consciousness number zero because he is omnipotent. His minds eye is literally before everyone else," Gibi explained.

Chris Chan rambled further in the letter associating himself as Jesus Christ saying, "I am Literally the Real Player One; the One Avatar; and this Body, Eyes, Mind and all is the One God Body, and I am Literally also Jesus Christ, Himself, fully reincarnated and fully reawakened."

Gibi said in his video that Chandler has considered himself an equal to God but has never said he was the reincarnation of Christ.

"He believes there is a universe where all fictional things happen but our insight to that universe is slightly skewed," Gibi said trying to make clear what Chris was saying.

In the letter Chandler drew a cross with a broken heart on it.

Chandler detailed his financial problems before his arrest saying, "Friday the 30th: Forced out of my home and Temple; had no where else to go. Had less than 50 dollars between pocket money, and only a couple of bucks or so in my bank account, NO money in my PayPal, Patreon was not due for a payout until Sunday and SSI was not coming into my bank until Tuesday. Harriet and Tom Ashby (Chris's aunt and uncle) caste me out before I even arrived to Midlothian…. Josh(Null) had wired a thousand to my bank that Friday, But it would not arrive until After or on Monday. Little food and Options, and you try bumming in Any Parking Lot without feeling insecure and paranoid. I Needed Safety and Comfort As Quickly As Possible. THAT is why I transferred that money."

"EVEN had $150 from Patreon on Sunday the 1st that went Straight to Barbie Chan's bank account. I WOULD have paid the ramining 600 Monday or Tuesday, BUT NULL had to FAIL HIS DESTINED TEST And Betrayed Me, like I was betrayed and jailed with a Kiss over 2000 years ago. NOW, and as of the past-arrest, I have absolutely NO Way to fulfill that repentence, OR anything else Digital," Chandler wrote accusing Null of not full-filling financial obligations.

Towards the end of the letter Chandler explains his sexual actions he took with his mother and again comparing himself to a god sharing, "Emanuel (God above all other Gods and Goddesses, and one of my mentors), herself, had deemed me to Heal, Cleanse, and Clear Barbara of All of her past sins and regrets, and improve her abilities directly and personally, as her Goddess. We mainly Cuddled, Soul-Bonded, and Talked. Consentful and Emotionally and Mentally Supportive and Healing,"

The embattled YouTube persona spoke on his godly forgiveness of homosexual, transgender and gay people by saying, "Adultry; WHY Else do you all have Pro-Gay, Pro-Lesbian, Pro-Trans, and all Today and the past Decades? Everyone Involved Were All Being Genuinely, Deeply HAPPY, CONTENT, AND SPIRITUALLY SATISFIED with Themselves and Each Other. As long as All are over the age of consent, and the activity was consentual by all aprties involved, AND GENUINELY, SPIRITUALLY HAPPY, It is good.

Chris Chan had a continuance hearing in mid September but he nor his legal representation were required to be on hand.

Chandlers next court appearance is scheduled for mid October.

If you would like to read the hand written letter from Chandler it can be found on the Kiwi Farms website.

If you are interested in Gibi's YouTube video regarding the Chandler letter you can see it by clicking here.
SOURCE: https://kvia.com/news/us-world/2021...e-jailed-for-allegedly-raping-elderly-mother/
ARCHIVE: https://archive.md/WayZf
 
I honestly don't see Chris becoming a cult leader. If he does somehow manage a cult, the followers would mostly be weens in it for the lulz, the only serious followers would probably be a single-digit number of equally retarded schizo autists.
Since I recently saw a documentary programme on Jim Jones, he's the freshest example in my mind.
There's a LOT of differences between CWC and Jim Jones; most obvious ones being Jones was charismatic and manipulative--Chris has less charisma than a dead cockroach, and HE'S the one easily manipulated. Most cult leaders are charismatic and persuasive--traits Chris never had a shred of, and they're basically mandatory cult leader skills.
I can, however, see Chris doing like Jones and trying to end it all when he starts losing control; though I doubt he'll call it revolutionary suicide--probably claim it's the final step to the merge.
Jones also had a more vast knowledge of the bible, since he spent his earlier years church-hopping until he decided to become a preacher himself; and he was able to use that to lure in his first initial followers.
 
I have been diagnosed with basically schizophrenia, but this...this is something very impressive. I don't think they're even operating through the physical laws of reality at this point. I feel normal now, thank you for sharing that Null!
 
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I'm very late to this one, sorry about that one.

Anyway, this was all prophesied many years ago, we just didn't listen ~

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Edit: No, I didn't do this one, it was done at least 7 years ago. I think it got blasted in one of the great kiwi server shenanigans, but luckily I found it in an old backup.
Judas needs a Null face.
 
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