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Don't know if this belongs here but I found it searching some of the tags. Maladaptive Daydreaming/MAAD aka daydreaming so much it impairs your daily life. It's not officially recognized as a disorder, but lots of tumblr teens are claiming to have it. Features include daydreaming about their fanfictions or OCs.

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But if you do daydream, remember: You! Are! Valid!

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I can see having really bad daydreams that distract you a lot but I don't really see it as a disorder itself, maybe a symptom with something else.
 
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m0rnutz said:
About damn time I can dump this.

1. Tabrisofficial
2. Kaworuofficial
3. Allosexualdirk
4. Npdrat
5. Fakeschizophrenic
6. Achilleanpsycho
7. Mlmangel
8. Iddrama
9. Back to fakeschizophrenic
10. ?? He's been undercover

#kaworuofficial
#kawo.txt
#traumatizedofficial for the callout on him
#racistofficial for the discord group(and yellowface incident)
#tabris and the dwc crew
#tabrisofficial
#iddrama
#mlmangel
#achilleanpsycho
#allosexualdirk
#shinji screams" for his ex boyfriend's drama shit.

He was caught painting his face to look like a geisha, posing as a native american(descendant of a cherokee princess as he said) and that he was Japanese American, gatekeeping the trans and enbie communities, starting shit in the homestuck/undertale/yuri on ice/evangeleon/Steven universe communities, and tried to push two users either off tumblr or to suicide using cult mentality to bang bang them with anonymous hate mail.

Claims he was abused in a basement by his mom chained up(lolnope, he lived with her till she kicked him out), says he cuts himself and paints with his blood(nope), claims to dissociate(hence all the fucking blogs), and says he is a dmab gay male, and gets flustered when you point it out.

19 years old, roughly, says he has a mental age of 14, identified as Adam and the angel Tabris from Evangeleon, which explains the godlike narcissism.

The two users he has gone after were caurae(takashi0's friend in 2015) and autisfrick, who he had no problem maliciously directing their IP and freaking them out with cockroach streams.

This cow of mine is one with a pretty set track record on Tumblr,
and his past with how he has interacted with blogs is scattered
across a number of tags, some including those where he purposely
used slashes and backslashes to break the system and stay under
wraps. Nonetheless, I will recollect what I know, and am in the
processing of archiving everything to the fullest of my memory.


Adam, who has gone by names such as Tabris, Kaworu/Kawo, Rat, Achilles,
and many other random fucking anime names, is roughly 18 years old,
who self identifies as being 17 mentally.


He first became a prominent name in the "#down with cis" movement,
being the face of a group of blogs known as Tabris and the DWC crew.
The earlier months are sketchy and I only saw him in 2015 when shit
was hitting the fan, but from my understanding, he was not the best
kind of individual to be around, and was close with people such as
sawcleavers and leftbians, the latter being ousted as abusive and
manipulative and being chased off Tumblr entirely.


When I first heard of Tabris, it was when Takashi0's friend Caurae
was being hounded and assaulted with anonymous hate messages for
either founding or being involved with a countertag "down with hate".
Tabris, sawcleavers, and others did not appreciate this, for whatever
purpose, but Tabris himself is one of the sole individuals responsible
for sending hoardes of hate, and siccing his loyal cult of followers
to push this user into attempted suicide and hospitalization.


There was no guilt or shame, and upon hearing of it, Tabris immediately
resorted to playing his "woe is me" cards and talking about how suicidal
he was. Any time he was even briefly mentioned as being abusive to any user
afterwards, this was his reaction. As time went on and DWC lost it's fire,
so did the attention Tabris was getting. After the nuclear fallout that was
DWC, he had moved on to the Evangelion fandom, now identifying as "Kaworu"
and calling himself a victim of sexual/physical/emotional abuse at the hands
of his mother, chained in a basement.


Flash forward, a new face joins the crowd of victims, known as "Star". This
time, Kaworu has a partner in crime, by the name of Shinji, and both employ
their theme code to redirect "Star" to cockroach livestreams, something they
know this person had problems with, or an irrational phobia of. To clarify,
"Star" was, and is, a minor, and Kaworu by this point was nearing his 18th
birthday, perhaps even being 18 by this point.


After facing impending pressure from this assault, Kaworu relapses into
"panic attacks" and "dissociation", which includes alleged recounting
incidents of abuse. It's worth noting that even though he allegedly
faced this abuse at the hands of a parent, there was not record of any
such case in public record, and he still lived with his mother.
Still does today.


By this point, Kaworu now has a new person of interest, that being our
very own Lion, satoshi01. But Kaworu isn't Kaworu anymore. He has moved
on to using two names now: Rat and Vion. This was shortlived, as Lion was
not having his shit, and Tabris began to engage himself with another
individual of interest, changing his name to what I can assume was Achilles.


From this point on until now, I have no knowledge of what went down. Checking
tags and dead blogs, and blogs of other users involved seems to show that
Tabris/Kaworu/Vion/Achilles engaged with someone known as Eddie, allegedly
calling them out on lying about mental illness and having a "system", something
Kaworu himself was known to have done to himself more than frequently.


Even after Eddie transferred blogs to get away from the "angelic one",
Kaworu continued to harass Eddie on other accounts, at least for
1-2 remakes. This was around the time something new came to light.


Enter the "racistofficial" saga. From what I learned from former friends
of Kaworu through anon messages, this was the name of a Discord/Skype
group, where they discussed a lot of blogs they considered "cringy"
or "offensive". The irony of the matter is that these very blogs were
usually those that Kaworu sought after, and fed his ego from.


After a user associated with Kaworu conflicted interests with the
almighty leader, he was ousted from the group and seen as public enemy #1.
The user then called out Kaworu for yellowfacing, which is using
Western culture for attention despite not being of Asian or
Oriental origin.(Ask and I'll dump them).

Also called out was Kaworu's partner, Shinji, for using mental
illness as a prop/crutch for identity purposes, and for lying
and "gatekeeping" mental illness, going as far as to bother
those who found earthquake text to be some form of "fetishizing
their issues". Shinji doesn't get a thread, because after breaking
up with Kaworu, he went straight to being a ddlg aesthetic and was
never seen in the stratosphere again, beyond sending asks off anon to Kaworu.


With all the evidence piling up, Kaworu tried to use his "panic disorder"
and "hallucinations" as an out, but it was no use, and he eventually
whipped up a shitty apology letter(virtue signalling, no apology found),
and proceeded to move to another blog, that being "fakeschizophrenic",
which was later converted into a drama blog, where only those who know
his true identity are able to find his main blogs.


By definition, Adam is the rat king of tumblr, without being involved
with the rats we know by name. He has called himself
a gay trans boy dmab(designated male at birth who transitioned to male),
and by definition, he is his own cult leader. He knows several
Tumblr "transtrenders", some of which have identified as non-binary
or godly themselves.


However, Adam is also what I'd call a Vadecow, minus the kills.
Despite three attempted kills, he will still push his victims to
suicidal thoughts, suicidal attempts, and though its yet to happen
very likely suicide itself. Also like Vade, Adam will play off his
actions as being "alters" or on dissociation, and will add triggers
to his blacklist once it's bitten him in the ass.


After showing Adam his previous selfies as per his request,
he proceeded to refer to them as an alter, and mocked the mascara
he himself applied all those months ago. Given that he allegedly
has schizophrenia, this very well puts him as a skitzocow as well.

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If you need anything on this person, Lion might still remember them a bit. Takashi0 might know something, since he knows caurae still, but it's doubtful. Nearly every anti-SJW has ran into Tabris at some point.
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i almost forgot about this kid. actually he stated he was chained up by his moms ex bf, and his mom made him sell his body so she could buy nice things for herself

for the amount of ego this kid has it didn't surprised me he worked at a taco bell in bum fuck nowhere
 
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Leveilleur said:
Don't know if this belongs here but I found it searching some of the tags. Maladaptive Daydreaming/MAAD aka daydreaming so much it impairs your daily life. It's not officially recognized as a disorder, but lots of tumblr teens are claiming to have it. Features include daydreaming about their fanfictions or OCs.

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Looks like a normal, pleasant shower time to me. Guess I need a therapist now.
 
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★ Lion ★ said:
i almost forgot about this kid. actually he stated he was chained up by his moms ex bf, and his mom made him sell his body so she could buy nice things for herself

for the amount of ego this kid has it didn't surprised me he worked at a taco bell in bum fuck nowhere
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Wait so basically this kid gave themselves this cliche as fuck wangsty bad fanfiction backstory only for it to turn out that, surprise surprise they led a pretty mundane life in the middle of nowhere? Color me surprised.

So was this kid a fakeboi/mlm type because with that description I highly doubt that's a cis dude.
 
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Android raptor said:
Wait so basically this kid gave themselves this cliche as fuck wangsty bad fanfiction backstory only for it to turn out that, surprise surprise they led a pretty mundane life in the middle of nowhere? Color me surprised.

So was this kid a fakeboi/mlm type because with that description I highly doubt that's a cis dude.
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pretty much. i think that's why he kept jumping ships because people kept figuring out the actual story (like how all tumblr lol cows work)

nah he's defiantly not cis.
 
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maladaptive or excessive fantasizing is a symptom of a developing NPD or ASPD.

you'll notice that when serial killers are interviewed they'll often talk about having a very rich fantasy life. they daydream about harming others from their childhood on up until they act on it, then they'll daydream about the memory of the crime.

I'm sure some Tumblr user twigged to this and started saying they had the symptom so they could back up their claim to a disorder.

(if you're ocd, the thoughts and daydreams are intrusive and unwelcome, people with real mental illness find these thoughts distressing and disturbing and are very upset about it. they do not act on the intrusive daydreams or thoughts, and usually this symptom drives them to seek treatment or improve their medical treatment out of horror and loathing)

people with personality disorders enjoy these thoughts and daydreams and don't want them treated. it's often why incarcerated serial killers resist medical treatment. thorazine puts a tight lid on this stuff as does Seroquel, I know Ed Kemper said he was sad that his medical care took away his "inner life".
 
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m0rnutz said:
About damn time I can dump this.

1. Tabrisofficial
2. Kaworuofficial
3. Allosexualdirk
4. Npdrat
5. Fakeschizophrenic
6. Achilleanpsycho
7. Mlmangel
8. Iddrama
9. Back to fakeschizophrenic
10. ?? He's been undercover

#kaworuofficial
#kawo.txt
#traumatizedofficial for the callout on him
#racistofficial for the discord group(and yellowface incident)
#tabris and the dwc crew
#tabrisofficial
#iddrama
#mlmangel
#achilleanpsycho
#allosexualdirk
#shinji screams" for his ex boyfriend's drama shit.

He was caught painting his face to look like a geisha, posing as a native american(descendant of a cherokee princess as he said) and that he was Japanese American, gatekeeping the trans and enbie communities, starting shit in the homestuck/undertale/yuri on ice/evangeleon/Steven universe communities, and tried to push two users either off tumblr or to suicide using cult mentality to bang bang them with anonymous hate mail.

Claims he was abused in a basement by his mom chained up(lolnope, he lived with her till she kicked him out), says he cuts himself and paints with his blood(nope), claims to dissociate(hence all the fucking blogs), and says he is a dmab gay male, and gets flustered when you point it out.

19 years old, roughly, says he has a mental age of 14, identified as Adam and the angel Tabris from Evangeleon, which explains the godlike narcissism.

The two users he has gone after were caurae(takashi0's friend in 2015) and autisfrick, who he had no problem maliciously directing their IP and freaking them out with cockroach streams.

This cow of mine is one with a pretty set track record on Tumblr,
and his past with how he has interacted with blogs is scattered
across a number of tags, some including those where he purposely
used slashes and backslashes to break the system and stay under
wraps. Nonetheless, I will recollect what I know, and am in the
processing of archiving everything to the fullest of my memory.


Adam, who has gone by names such as Tabris, Kaworu/Kawo, Rat, Achilles,
and many other random fucking anime names, is roughly 18 years old,
who self identifies as being 17 mentally.


He first became a prominent name in the "#down with cis" movement,
being the face of a group of blogs known as Tabris and the DWC crew.
The earlier months are sketchy and I only saw him in 2015 when shit
was hitting the fan, but from my understanding, he was not the best
kind of individual to be around, and was close with people such as
sawcleavers and leftbians, the latter being ousted as abusive and
manipulative and being chased off Tumblr entirely.


When I first heard of Tabris, it was when Takashi0's friend Caurae
was being hounded and assaulted with anonymous hate messages for
either founding or being involved with a countertag "down with hate".
Tabris, sawcleavers, and others did not appreciate this, for whatever
purpose, but Tabris himself is one of the sole individuals responsible
for sending hoardes of hate, and siccing his loyal cult of followers
to push this user into attempted suicide and hospitalization.


There was no guilt or shame, and upon hearing of it, Tabris immediately
resorted to playing his "woe is me" cards and talking about how suicidal
he was. Any time he was even briefly mentioned as being abusive to any user
afterwards, this was his reaction. As time went on and DWC lost it's fire,
so did the attention Tabris was getting. After the nuclear fallout that was
DWC, he had moved on to the Evangelion fandom, now identifying as "Kaworu"
and calling himself a victim of sexual/physical/emotional abuse at the hands
of his mother, chained in a basement.


Flash forward, a new face joins the crowd of victims, known as "Star". This
time, Kaworu has a partner in crime, by the name of Shinji, and both employ
their theme code to redirect "Star" to cockroach livestreams, something they
know this person had problems with, or an irrational phobia of. To clarify,
"Star" was, and is, a minor, and Kaworu by this point was nearing his 18th
birthday, perhaps even being 18 by this point.


After facing impending pressure from this assault, Kaworu relapses into
"panic attacks" and "dissociation", which includes alleged recounting
incidents of abuse. It's worth noting that even though he allegedly
faced this abuse at the hands of a parent, there was not record of any
such case in public record, and he still lived with his mother.
Still does today.


By this point, Kaworu now has a new person of interest, that being our
very own Lion, satoshi01. But Kaworu isn't Kaworu anymore. He has moved
on to using two names now: Rat and Vion. This was shortlived, as Lion was
not having his shit, and Tabris began to engage himself with another
individual of interest, changing his name to what I can assume was Achilles.


From this point on until now, I have no knowledge of what went down. Checking
tags and dead blogs, and blogs of other users involved seems to show that
Tabris/Kaworu/Vion/Achilles engaged with someone known as Eddie, allegedly
calling them out on lying about mental illness and having a "system", something
Kaworu himself was known to have done to himself more than frequently.


Even after Eddie transferred blogs to get away from the "angelic one",
Kaworu continued to harass Eddie on other accounts, at least for
1-2 remakes. This was around the time something new came to light.


Enter the "racistofficial" saga. From what I learned from former friends
of Kaworu through anon messages, this was the name of a Discord/Skype
group, where they discussed a lot of blogs they considered "cringy"
or "offensive". The irony of the matter is that these very blogs were
usually those that Kaworu sought after, and fed his ego from.


After a user associated with Kaworu conflicted interests with the
almighty leader, he was ousted from the group and seen as public enemy #1.
The user then called out Kaworu for yellowfacing, which is using
Western culture for attention despite not being of Asian or
Oriental origin.(Ask and I'll dump them).

Also called out was Kaworu's partner, Shinji, for using mental
illness as a prop/crutch for identity purposes, and for lying
and "gatekeeping" mental illness, going as far as to bother
those who found earthquake text to be some form of "fetishizing
their issues". Shinji doesn't get a thread, because after breaking
up with Kaworu, he went straight to being a ddlg aesthetic and was
never seen in the stratosphere again, beyond sending asks off anon to Kaworu.


With all the evidence piling up, Kaworu tried to use his "panic disorder"
and "hallucinations" as an out, but it was no use, and he eventually
whipped up a shitty apology letter(virtue signalling, no apology found),
and proceeded to move to another blog, that being "fakeschizophrenic",
which was later converted into a drama blog, where only those who know
his true identity are able to find his main blogs.


By definition, Adam is the rat king of tumblr, without being involved
with the rats we know by name. He has called himself
a gay trans boy dmab(designated male at birth who transitioned to male),
and by definition, he is his own cult leader. He knows several
Tumblr "transtrenders", some of which have identified as non-binary
or godly themselves.


However, Adam is also what I'd call a Vadecow, minus the kills.
Despite three attempted kills, he will still push his victims to
suicidal thoughts, suicidal attempts, and though its yet to happen
very likely suicide itself. Also like Vade, Adam will play off his
actions as being "alters" or on dissociation, and will add triggers
to his blacklist once it's bitten him in the ass.


After showing Adam his previous selfies as per his request,
he proceeded to refer to them as an alter, and mocked the mascara
he himself applied all those months ago. Given that he allegedly
has schizophrenia, this very well puts him as a skitzocow as well.

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If you need anything on this person, Lion might still remember them a bit. Takashi0 might know something, since he knows caurae still, but it's doubtful. Nearly every anti-SJW has ran into Tabris at some point.
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★ Lion ★ said:
i almost forgot about this kid. actually he stated he was chained up by his moms ex bf, and his mom made him sell his body so she could buy nice things for herself

for the amount of ego this kid has it didn't surprised me he worked at a taco bell in bum fuck nowhere
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Android raptor said:
Wait so basically this kid gave themselves this cliche as fuck wangsty bad fanfiction backstory only for it to turn out that, surprise surprise they led a pretty mundane life in the middle of nowhere? Color me surprised.

So was this kid a fakeboi/mlm type because with that description I highly doubt that's a cis dude.
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I stalked the fuck out of him enough to know plenty.

1) He identifies as dmab, but defines himself as a gay trans male. Wrap your head around that one. If it's too difficult, just think of him as the male version of IDCP. Coincidentally, they were friends(kawo reblogged sawcleavers, sawcleavers reblogged kawo)

2) He identified as an NDN princess. You can tell from the photos given that he is far from that. He gets pissy if you don't acknowledge his self-identified ethnicity, but is quick to call out others on their "racism". Also calls himself two-spirit to explain his "splitting" and non-binary gender. Reminds you of Vade almost?

3) He tried to crowdfund money to move from his mother's down to Shinji, his partner from bumfuck Arizona. Spent the fuck out of the money on games and toys, broke up with Shinji, never moved. Reminds you of the IDCP scams.

4) Tore the fuck into some gay goth enbie because he got into some dramatic spat with him. Made fake blogs degrading the person and bullied them into quitting Tumblr. Got shit for it, then "dissociated". A classic Vadecow moment.

5) When thesocialjusticecourier made a post about something he didn't like, he proceeded to get his buddies to derail the post and spam it up, leading to TSJC blocking them all and Kawo going on a "lololol they blocked me #imsoedgy" sperg.

6) He and his pal Shinji once posted IPs of a user they did not like, while denying that they weren't just doing it to let their followers attempt a DDOS raid.

7) Got kicked out of his house, moved into his new fucktoy's place, and in pictures made the whole thing trashy. They broke up and he went awol for a bit.

8) Ran a blog, iddrama, with the intent to harass and spam anti-sjws or people he deemed "transphobic". Did I mention he liked gatekeeping the trans community?

9) One of his best friends, ocean-violets, is a black girl identifying as a queer transgirl dfab. They also had another friend that distanced themselves from him, some bald edgelord faggot girl that was part of their inner circle of harassers.

I can dump screenshots of their old blog pages, because I was so autistic enough that I saved them.
 
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3) He tried to crowdfund money to move from his mother's down to Shinji, his partner from bumfuck Arizona. Spent the fuck out of the money on games and toys, broke up with Shinji, never moved. Reminds you of the IDCP scams.
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color me shocked that people actually donated to him and that he broke up with his one tru luv. is there any activity from him lately though, people like this kid crave the tumblr attention
 
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color me shocked that people actually donated to him and that he broke up with his one tru luv. is there any activity from him lately though, people like this kid crave the tumblr attention
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He started getting shit for bullying a kid named Eddie and whipped up a fake "woe is me" apology before he abandoned and squatted yet another of his 50 useless blogs(this violates the rules big time).

The only person who would have any idea is floette, otherwise you just have to be lucky.
 
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I stalked the fuck out of him enough to know plenty.

1) He identifies as dmab, but defines himself as a gay trans male. Wrap your head around that one. If it's too difficult, just think of him as the male version of IDCP. Coincidentally, they were friends(kawo reblogged sawcleavers, sawcleavers reblogged kawo)

2) He identified as an NDN princess. You can tell from the photos given that he is far from that. He gets pissy if you don't acknowledge his self-identified ethnicity, but is quick to call out others on their "racism". Also calls himself two-spirit to explain his "splitting" and non-binary gender. Reminds you of Vade almost?

3) He tried to crowdfund money to move from his mother's down to Shinji, his partner from bumfuck Arizona. Spent the fuck out of the money on games and toys, broke up with Shinji, never moved. Reminds you of the IDCP scams.

4) Tore the fuck into some gay goth enbie because he got into some dramatic spat with him. Made fake blogs degrading the person and bullied them into quitting Tumblr. Got shit for it, then "dissociated". A classic Vadecow moment.

5) When thesocialjusticecourier made a post about something he didn't like, he proceeded to get his buddies to derail the post and spam it up, leading to TSJC blocking them all and Kawo going on a "lololol they blocked me #imsoedgy" sperg.

6) He and his pal Shinji once posted IPs of a user they did not like, while denying that they weren't just doing it to let their followers attempt a DDOS raid.

7) Got kicked out of his house, moved into his new fucktoy's place, and in pictures made the whole thing trashy. They broke up and he went awol for a bit.

8) Ran a blog, iddrama, with the intent to harass and spam anti-sjws or people he deemed "transphobic". Did I mention he liked gatekeeping the trans community?

9) One of his best friends, ocean-violets, is a black girl identifying as a queer transgirl dfab. They also had another friend that distanced themselves from him, some bald edgelord faggot girl that was part of their inner circle of harassers.

I can dump screenshots of their old blog pages, because I was so autistic enough that I saved them.
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How did this guy never get a full-blown thread?
 
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Sorry to necro a thread, but I just found this post on my dash.

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Apparently being a narcissistic asshole on tumblr can warrant a fucking pride flag and is comparable to being LGBT now...
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Yet again TERFs being the voice of reason. (The reblogger has gender critical in her name which is what TERFs call themselves.)
 
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