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How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check
- Thread starter Milk Mage
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- Jan 1, 2020
I have gone back to that habit where I don’t get to bed until 4 or worse 4:30 in the morning. If anything, I’m doing my best to rectify with it, but my brain is not working with my resolve.
Right now, I’m going to take a walk to see if I can get over it.
Right now, I’m going to take a walk to see if I can get over it.
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- Dec 7, 2018
I had to say goodbye to a coworker I really liked. We weren't really too close and we had a growing distance between us so I can't claim much more from them but I really liked them anyway. If I were more ambitious and stable then maybe things could have been more intimate but we both had other things in mind and I can only call myself a coward in the end. I'll miss her either way. I guess she was too good for me when I had the chance.
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- May 14, 2019
My mother thinks I have Seasonal Affective Disorder and I think that is possible. I never noticed it, but sometimes you can miss gradual, slow changes in the personality like that, especially if not extreme. It felt like my mood suddenly lifted a few days ago with a spike in the brightness and warmth outside. But the fundamental problems of my life don't go away because of that, nor have they in the past. I'll probably fail out of my program in about a month. I was one of the best candidates in it - got an award - and I know my salary and employment prospects will shoot up if I just do the bare minimum to get through this semester and then the bare minimum of one more year. But I'm very tired of it and I don't fear, in any intense way, the future anymore. I don't know what I plan to do.
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- Mar 30, 2023
I just read the latest chapter of the Deathworlders... only to discover it was the last. I don't know how to feel about that, I've been keeping up with the new chapter every month for a very long time and now it's over. it sucked when Schlock mercenary suddenly ended, and this is starting to suck.
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- Jul 19, 2019
The last couple weeks have sucked on every front.
Can't really go into it, but goddamn I need a win.
Can't really go into it, but goddamn I need a win.
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- Apr 21, 2017
It's been almost two months since my favorite cat went missing. I really miss that cranky bastard.
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Daddy Humbert is so back after a nice week-long vacation with Lolita.
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- Apr 2, 2023
im drinking a beer, eating dill pickle spears and also salt & vinegar chips. this is a great taste combo, im feeling pretty happy
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- Mar 30, 2023
I got a four day weekend coming up so I'll spend time with family and do a decent clean of my place with some redecorating.
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- Oct 16, 2020
I'm not going to get into it either, but I swear every time I have a few months of good times the shit hits harder to make up for it.
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- Dec 17, 2019
Sleep has been awful, all my friends have been cagey, partner is being grouchy. Hooray.
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I'm seeing a therapist tomorrow for the first time in many years. I've been in a depressive rut for awhile, but ever since my grandmother died in February it's been so much worse. Interminable, an almost physical weight. I'm still able to get out of bed in the morning ,but it's a titanic effort. I don't know how much talking about it, or trying to talk about it, will help. I figure it can't hurt. I'm not losing anything doing it. But the despair I feel runs deep, deeper than I can sum up in words, and the future has never looked blacker.
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- Mar 30, 2023
Sometimes establishing a routine activity can help things better. Even if it's just going for a short walk or swim.
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- Mar 29, 2023
Lonely. Just lonely. Got no one to talk to about little things like hobbies, both online and real life and I don't want to put up with the pozzed shit infecting said hobbies just to MAYBE find one person.
But I tell myself that I will find a person to talk to one day. Just not today. Sorry for the gay PL.
But I tell myself that I will find a person to talk to one day. Just not today. Sorry for the gay PL.
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- Jul 24, 2021
Just hop into kf chat, watch for a moment and randomly interact. You'd be surprised - not everything here has to be an edgy meme
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- Oct 19, 2021
Badly. Been coughing for 1 month, my throat is now sore and the chairs at work are bad for my lordosis and scoliosis, so I've been having constant mild back pains. Mental health is declining but I will survive. I have to. Going to the doctor this week and hopefully I will get better and the days will get brighter 
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- Apr 28, 2021
I feel really drunk right now. I had one too many bears and my last beer wasn't very good. It was some dumb cranberry shit.