How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

Got an initial interview for something tomorrow. Still worried I'm going to get fired before I can find something, but I at least feel a lot less stressed today. Maybe it's how nice the weather was, or maybe it's just the fact I've barely had to interact with my boss for the last day or two.
 
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Getting back to making comics in my spare time. I've been reading webcomics since i was a kid during the days of Keenspot. It's legitimately disheartening to see how popular absolute brainless dogshit comics are. I mean they always have been, but trying to network is a nightmare. Shame on me but I've been posting on reddit to get an audience and shit like "pizza cake comics" and other assorted dogshit are locked into a perpetual "le heckin epic top poster" circlejerk. Fuck

Edit: also this is merely a rant, not a fishing post for engagement. I have dropped the nigger and kike words far too often on this account
 
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Well my interview went nowhere, but I have another recruiter call scheduled next week, they want to talk to me about a management position. At this point it's worth a try, maybe I can try to be a good boss for some poor saps. Pray for me.

On the bright side, my mood's been a lot better the last couple days, maybe it's the unexpected nice weather. Been feeling a lot less anxiety over work. My apartment put on a little party event this evening, and I actually went and had an okay time, talked to a few guys who live in the complex, and got to talk a little with the cute girl who works in the apartment office. I still had a hard time staying involved in conversations (this is why I normally hate going to parties and things, especially when it's all strangers, because I often end up just sort of sitting around on my own waiting for an opportunity to talk to somebody) but it wasn't as bad as I was afraid it would be.
 
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Harbinger of Kali Yuga said:
was for awhile there at least

needs to stop now
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I'd trade vices in a heart beat. You can do it, at least drink better stuff if you don't.
anustart76 said:
Well my interview went nowhere, but I have another recruiter call scheduled next week, they want to talk to me about a management position. At this point it's worth a try, maybe I can try to be a good boss for some poor saps. Pray for me.
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Go for it man. Career moves can come in the oddest way. You've all the experience of knowing what a bad boss is. Don't be a boss, be a leader. Servant leader and all that jazz.

As for me, I'm about a month, month and a half out from not being flat broke; that'll be nice. I'm going to budget very, very hard when I'm not. If I can live like this, I can pay off debts very quickly.

Planning a small get together for an apartment warming, as it were, looking forward to it. I tried to invite my old "friends", the ones who kicked me to the curb after my engagement fell through; no response. I've a terrible character trait of giving people as much rope as I can. I guess, at least you don't have any doubts at that point.
 
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Debating whether to keep picking up overtime and frying my eyeballs with the damn screen, or finding a chill part time job to get some extra income rolling in...
 
Woke up this morning and had a cry. I think it all hit me today that just moving away and cutting the toxic fags out of my life wasn't the cure-all i thought it was going to be, and that I'm actually legitimately clinically depressed. I've been feeling emotionally dead and distant lately with a few high spots (finding out i'm gonna be an uncle, pre-marital bliss, et cet), but thankfully I do have a supportive family of choice and my other half knows the struggle just as much as I do. We're fine with each other, but everything else is sort of killing us atm.
 
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Took my car in for a simple oil change and it turned into a gigantic odyssey. On the bright side, it runs a lot better. On the bad side, it runs better because the poor bastards had to fix someone else's fuck-up. At least I have my own car again.
 
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AnOminous said:
I'm doubting my sanity.

So that's no change.
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you haven't started anything resembling my drunkposting, so I think you're good

In other news, as time goes on I consider more whether I want to remain in the USA. This country is a sinking ship under progressive influence and a Republican party more concerned with protecting the investments of baby boomers.

I don't want to date American women, either. For multiple reasons. I grew up absorbing the value of "date to marry" so I find everything people do in this country to be a bunch of insincere, retarded games, and the mouse ain't worth the cheese anyway if you know what I mean.
Trumpaxis said:
I'm obsessed addict of Bryan Dunn, king of pol
guys.
please help me
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why the fuck are you spending a single neuron on that brain-dead, attention-seeking humiliation fetishist?
 
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My life is actually on the road to getting back together thankfully. My old habits and instincts are returning to me now. I used to have a lot more going for me in ways that would make most posters here seethe if they knew and I could have been rich. But, I lost it all and for the past 3 years, I spent clawing and then wallowing in a pit made by my naivete and oiled by stress and paranoia. For some reason my badge at work isn't doing right anymore and I looked at my picture and I realized just how much had changed me. I didn't look sad or depressed even, I just looked retarded and out of it. Nobody would ever say I looked like that before at any slight glance. I'm glad I can get a replacement.
 
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I had to have my dog put to sleep a couple of days ago and it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. It was not as quick a death as I expected it to be and I’m filled with immense guilt over it. 😞

It comes at a time when I’ve been already been struggling with anxiety, depression and paranoia for a couple of months, and I fear that this could all lead to severe PPD after I have my baby. What I wouldn’t give to have a day with a little bit of sunshine.
 
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i have been feeling poo for a while now, i have a job which is good and i can buy a house, but i am struggling with performing ok lately, and i have not been taking steps to cure my isolation even if i actually have opportunities to do so. i need to do something about this shit and get out of this rut.

going to scotland in september with my siblings which i assume is a healthy thing to do.
 
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